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  1  Pref,   2     |            the Inquisition, would "go and pay it a visit of (her)
  2  Pref,   2     |             I was . . . ashamed to go to my confessor . . . for
  3  Pref,   2     |            laws by which we (nuns) go up and down in rank, as
  4  Outl,   0     |       Valladolid nuns fall ill and go to stay with Do-a Mar'a
  5  Outl,   0     |          to leave Andalusia and to go to reside in a Castilian
  6  Intr,   0     |           at my spinning wheel and go to choir and perform the
  7  Unic,   1     |       become martyrs. We agreed to go off to the country of the
  8  Unic,   1     |           was impossible for me to go to any place where they
  9  Unic,   2     |           respects they should not go astray. This annoyed my
 10  Unic,   2     |          inclination led me not to go astray in anything which
 11  Unic,   3     |           was to be a nun, I would go only to the house where
 12  Unic,   3     |            if afterwards I were to go straight to Heaven, which
 13  Unic,   4     |      already resolved that I would go to any other convent in
 14  Unic,   4     |          that I should not have to go and come back again.80~
 15  Unic,   4     |            periods in solitude, to go frequently to confession
 16  Unic,   4     |            as if it were having to go and fight against a host
 17  Unic,   5     |           the worst. I hastened to go to confession, for I was
 18  Unic,   5     |            my father forbade me to go. Oh, what an excess of human
 19  Unic,   5     |           he had not allowed me to go to confession. Many cries
 20  Unic,   5     | consciousness. I wished at once to go to confession. I communicated
 21  Unic,   6     |         his master and he will not go astray. May the Lord grant
 22  Unic,   7     |       until much later. Now that I go oftener to Communion, I
 23  Unic,   7     |           some other way, before I go to bed, which is much more
 24  Unic,   7     |         after he had seen me would go away, saying that he was
 25  Unic,   9     |          the Garden, where I would go to keep Him company. I would
 26  Unic,  11     |           not believe he will ever go to Heaven alone but will
 27  Unic,  11     |          and gives him soldiers to go in his company. So many
 28  Unic,  11     |            and so little desire to go and draw water that he would
 29  Unic,  11     |          masters of themselves and go on their way. Let them believe
 30  Unic,  12     |          make no progress but only go backward.~
 31  Unic,  13     |     humility, acted like a coward, go as far in many years as
 32  Unic,  13     |        this first stage we have to go slowly and to be guided
 33  Unic,  13     |          in severe penances, or to go to a desert where he could
 34  Unic,  13     |          we imagine the earth will go from under our feet if we
 35  Unic,  13     |           that if we weep we shall go blind. I have experienced
 36  Unic,  13     |          is not necessary often to go back to the beginning. And
 37  Unic,  13     |        itself? It will be wiser to go on to other matters which
 38  Unic,  14     |          having worked for it, and go in search of food elsewhere,
 39  Unic,  14     |           these faculties come and go, to see if the will give
 40  Unic,  15     |           I think it will begin to go downhill, as I should have
 41  Unic,  15     |         return to prayer they will go from bad to worse. I should
 42  Unic,  15     |          know, too, that those who go farther, as they ought to
 43  Unic,  15     |      seasons of quiet is merely to go softly and make no noise.
 44  Unic,  15     |          work, there is no need to go about looking for ways of
 45  Unic,  15     |                         As I shall go on later to speak of the
 46  Unic,  16     |                         Let us now go on to speak of the third
 47  Unic,  16     |            so that it is unable to go forward, and has no idea
 48  Unic,  16     |             without allowing me to go beyond it, and set these
 49  Unic,  17     |          take it to Heaven, let it go; if to hell, it is not distressed,
 50  Unic,  19     |       understanding has no need to go out hunting for its food
 51  Unic,  19     |            that it has deserved to go to hell, yet its punishment
 52  Unic,  19     |            be better for me not to go on practising prayer." I
 53  Unic,  19     |            enough for me, he would go on, to recite the prayers
 54  Unic,  20     |          into the hands of God and go willingly wherever we are
 55  Unic,  20     |       think that, if things are to go on like this, it must be
 56  Unic,  20     |           which I have deserved to go to hell. Such is my yearning
 57  Unic,  20     |          Majesty reassures me as I go on. He told me not to fear
 58  Unic,  21     |      however short a time, I shall go where I have already been --
 59  Unic,  22     |        very first day, but we must go carefully about it, as I
 60  Unic,  22     |      though sometimes the soul may go out from itself and very
 61  Unic,  22     |         and privy council, we must go with Him willingly; if He
 62  Unic,  24     |          favours in prayer, I must go apart by myself a great
 63  Unic,  24     |            mine arranged for me to go and stay with her and I
 64  Unic,  25     |          no need, in that case, to go in search of signs, or to
 65  Unic,  26     |           these things, I will now go on with the account of my
 66  Unic,  27     |        mortal men! How far will it go? I know by experience that
 67  Unic,  27     |         although everyone does not go about unshod217 or perform
 68  Unic,  27     |            that sometimes he would go for a week without food.
 69  Unic,  27     |             and so, when he had to go to any part of the house,
 70  Unic,  27(220)|          were said to me: We shall go into the house of the Lord."~
 71  Unic,  28     |      worried me so much to have to go to him about these things
 72  Unic,  28     |             and does all he can to go off to sleep, and sometimes
 73  Unic,  29     |     growing exceedingly: I used to go to Him and tell Him about
 74  Unic,  30     |     distress and contentment could go together. I already knew
 75  Unic,  30     |         own experiences of Him. To go and say its prayers, or
 76  Unic,  30     |            is certainly useless to go to one's confessor. I will
 77  Unic,  30     |         deceiving them, so I would go and warn them most earnestly
 78  Unic,  30     |           each fragment seeming to go its own way." This is an
 79  Unic,  30     |           to be fed lest it should go out. Just so with the souls
 80  Unic,  30     |            to death lest it should go out, I think it becomes
 81  Unic,  31     |           and leave this place and go and take my dowry to another
 82  Unic,  31     |      confessor never allowed me to go.~
 83  Unic,  31     |         for many souls, I believe, go wrong here and want to fly
 84  Unic,  31     |            cropped up and I had to go and stay with a sister of
 85  Unic,  31     |     confess all this wickedness! I go on counting these little
 86  Unic,  32     |             they would order me to go and visit them. So things
 87  Unic,  32     |           other; that Christ would go with us; that the convent
 88  Unic,  32(259)|         who left their convents to go and found new Orders". But
 89  Unic,  33     |    confessor at once forbade me to go on with it, though the Lord
 90  Unic,  33     |            me and I should have to go before the Inquisitors.
 91  Unic,  33     |            there might be, I would go and pay it a visit of my
 92  Unic,  33     |       wonder now how I was able to go through with it. Sometimes
 93  Unic,  33     |           have already told you to go in as best you can," and
 94  Unic,  33     |            had already promised to go with us: as a sign that
 95  Unic,  34     |            superior ordered her to go and comfort a great lady
 96  Unic,  34     |             He sent me an order to go at once, under obedience,
 97  Unic,  34     |            The Lord told me I must go without fail and must not
 98  Unic,  34     |          otherwise than rashly: to go might bring trials upon
 99  Unic,  34     |            about it. He told me to go by all means, whereas others
100  Unic,  34     |            so I got up in order to go to speak to him. But then,
101  Unic,  34     |           same way and that I must go to see her and get her to
102  Unic,  34     |            but he would not let me go; I then heard the same thing
103  Unic,  34     |         this was so, he told me to go, as no harm could possibly
104  Unic,  34     |           everything. I got her to go to confession very frequently
105  Unic,  35     |      person in my state of life to go about begging for love of
106  Unic,  35     |           I liked, so that I could go away for a time, if I wanted
107  Unic,  35     |         must on no account fail to go: if I wanted a cross, there
108  Unic,  35     |           was not to reject it but go on bravely, for He would
109  Unic,  35     |         would help me; so I was to go at once. I was terribly
110  Unic,  35     |      command, and that I would not go and offer myself for the
111  Unic,  35     |            me greater happiness to go without it than it has given
112  Unic,  36     |          that I was given leave to go and stay with him. This
113  Unic,  36     |            free again and he could go away and leave the house,
114  Unic,  36(309)|          St. Teresa was allowed to go and stay with him, which,
115  Unic,  36     |         carry them out, I must not go about looking for repose;
116  Unic,  36     |           to give me permission to go there as soon as the city
117  Unic,  36     |           no account be allowed to go any farther. They summoned
118  Unic,  36     |          these and they all had to go through a great deal of
119  Unic,  36     |          would allow the matter to go forward if the convent had
120  Unic,  36     |     Provincial to give me leave to go and live in the new house
121  Unic,  36     |             Let those who have not go to some other convent, where
122  Unic,  38     |           was very much ashamed to go to my confessor about it --
123  Unic,  38     |             For if a person has to go and settle in another country,
124  Unic,  38     |          saying Mass than he would go for a long time into rapture
125  Unic,  38     |         hadst Thou allowed them to go. This upset me so much that
126  Unic,  38     |      thought she would not have to go to purgatory, for not only
127  Unic,  39     |          making them turn back and go at our own pace, or to make
128  Unic,  40     |            are very true and which go far beyond any that are
129  Unic,  40     |          the best way: we need not go to Heaven, nor any farther
130  Unic,  40     |            the time came for me to go to bed, I was in prayer,