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 1  Unic,   1(61) |         had married at fourteen, having been born in 1495, and died
 2  Unic,   1(63) |         describes the attempt as having actually been made. The
 3  Unic,   1(63) |         relief, for she had been having them searched for everywhere
 4  Unic,   4     |        without one as if it were having to go and fight against
 5  Unic,   5     |         giving thanks to God for having granted him light. Exactly
 6  Unic,   5     |          distress due only to my having offended God, which might
 7  Unic,   5     |         which I was conscious of having offended God. There is one
 8  Unic,   6     |       most sincerely penitent at having offended God; and I remember
 9  Unic,   6     |  distress which I should feel at having offended Him, and which
10  Unic,   6     |                       I began by having Masses said for me, and
11  Unic,   6     |          devotion to him through having newly experienced this truth.~
12  Unic,   6     |      this glorious patriarch and having devotion to him. Those who
13  Unic,   7     |        God! -- I do not remember having even once offended Him,
14  Unic,   7     |          Him and my grief at not having in myself the strength to
15  Unic,   8     |          this period through not having leaned upon this strong
16  Unic,   8     |         since, while I was still having intercourse with the world,
17  Unic,   8     |     conflict which arose from my having relations both with God
18  Unic,   8     |        all the years I did after having received so many favours
19  Unic,   8     |     unless we completely give up having confidence in ourselves
20  Unic,   9     |         aridity -- do I remember having asked Him for consolations,
21  Unic,  10     |         forty-seven, in spite of having made steady progress and
22  Unic,  11     |      render Him great praise for having placed such confidence in
23  Unic,  13     | important to expound thoroughly. Having gone through so much myself,
24  Unic,  14     |                                  Having now spoken of the labour
25  Unic,  14     |       the dovecot, without their having worked for it, and go in
26  Unic,  14     |       can not get it back again, having no idea how to do so. For
27  Unic,  15     |  creature does not realize that, having been unable to do anything
28  Unic,  16     |          am extremely pleased at having understood it at last. Blessed
29  Unic,  16     |     enjoy! It makes us look upon having to live and act according
30  Unic,  16     |      yourself and forgive me for having been so bold.~
31  Unic,  17     |        finally discovered, after having caused myself much fatigue
32  Unic,  17     |          will rejoice greatly at having understood the nature of
33  Unic,  18     |        nest where it may repose. Having watched it flying for a
34  Unic,  19     |    bathed in these tears without having been conscious of them or
35  Unic,  19     |          the soul for some time; having now a clear realization
36  Unic,  19     |        them; it praises Thee for having left us such medicine and
37  Unic,  19     |                 Once when, after having been tempted in this way
38  Unic,  20     |           for I was exhausted by having to endure such worries and
39  Unic,  20     |        favours described here as having been bestowed upon me by
40  Unic,  20     |        now comes the distress of having to return to this life.
41  Unic,  20     |        will believe this without having had experience of it; and
42  Unic,  21     |         Him and to be grieved at having been what I once was.~
43  Unic,  22     |          may feel some regret at having to suffer them. They should
44  Unic,  23(180)|   prioress who was credited with having received the stigmata: cf.
45  Unic,  23     |        not fail to be the loser. Having resolved upon this, and
46  Unic,  23     |       gentleman and I thought of having him as my confessor and
47  Unic,  23     |       and that he could not help having misgivings lest in some
48  Unic,  25     |          loses the memory of its having been said. Only if a long
49  Unic,  26     |      much we owe to the Lord for having so often delivered us from
50  Unic,  27     |          the stomach without our having eaten it or knowing how
51  Unic,  27     |         is like one who, without having learned anything, or having
52  Unic,  27     |      having learned anything, or having taken the slightest trouble
53  Unic,  27     |        to learn to read, or even having ever studied, finds himself
54  Unic,  28     |         it -- and was worried at having spoken about it to my confessor
55  Unic,  28     |        great love, and if, never having had any before, I were thus
56  Unic,  28     |      fear. This all came from my having been, and my still being,
57  Unic,  29     |       less, I could never regret having seen these heavenly visions
58  Unic,  30     |         God-fearing237 soul, and having so recently seen how wicked
59  Unic,  30     |    occupied. Grieved as it is at having offended God, it is also
60  Unic,  30     |         united in Thy praise and having fruition of Thee? Permit
61  Unic,  30     |         my poor bodily health is having a great deal to do with
62  Unic,  31     |                                  Having described certain secret
63  Unic,  31     |     snarling as if in despair at having lost what he was trying
64  Unic,  31     |      would condemn me without my having done wrong, and that either
65  Unic,  31     |        Lord, how ashamed I am at having to confess all this wickedness!
66  Unic,  32     |         when I think that, after having so often read books which
67  Unic,  32     |      covetous and never remember having been envious in such a way
68  Unic,  32(259)|           she found that she was having a quiet laugh (con gran
69  Unic,  33     |        throughout my convent for having wanted to found a convent
70  Unic,  33     |          of the Company of Jesus having left, His Majesty brought
71  Unic,  33     |     spirit which I do not recall having felt in the presence of
72  Unic,  33     |        led by the Spirit of God, having studied and thought very
73  Unic,  33     |         be for herself, the Lord having given us money, from various
74  Unic,  33     |   arranging for its purchase and having it furnished cost me many
75  Unic,  34     |      dislike, as I have said, is having to take messages to a third
76  Unic,  34     |        wills and as He wills and having nothing to do either with
77  Unic,  34     |          to endure, His Majesty, having seen good to call to Himself
78  Unic,  34(291)|        so that it read: "without having had the opportunity The
79  Unic,  35     |       what I did not, despite my having so often perused the Constitutions.
80  Unic,  35     | delighted at hearing this and at having the support of such opinions;
81  Unic,  35     |        transcends my pleasure in having the jewel myself, my regret
82  Unic,  35     |           my regret at no longer having it, or anything else that
83  Unic,  36     |          rather displeased at my having placed the convent under
84  Unic,  36     |         of the Ordinary, without having first told him about it,
85  Unic,  36     |         to suffer, very happy at having some suffering to offer
86  Unic,  36     |          trouble my helpers were having than by my own, that I thought
87  Unic,  36     |        how much he had regretted having given the agreement his
88  Unic,  36(327)|          a de Jesus. Cf. n. 295. Having more fervour than discretion,
89  Unic,  37     |        there are obstacles to my having fruition of Thee? I have
90  Unic,  38     |         he was in great trouble, having been sorely persecuted and
91  Unic,  38     |        the tears which I shed at having till then, as I thought,
92  Unic,  38     |        permitted the fact of its having been His enemy to be concealed.~
93  Unic,  39     |        and praising the Lord for having been pleased to make some
94  Unic,  39     |       Afterwards I was amazed at having experienced this fire, which
95 Lette,   0     |          I have felt more keenly having to write of the favours