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 1  Outl,   0     |           December 24). Death of her father, Don Alonso S‡nchez de Cepeda.~
 2  Intr,   0     |            week, under the headings: Father, King, Spouse, Shepherd,
 3  Intr,   0     |              into the hands of their father, the austere Don Alonso,
 4  Intr,   0     |            by the learned Carmelite, Father Zimmerman, whose revisions
 5  Unic,   1     |           favour to make me good. My father59 was fond of reading good
 6  Unic,   1     |      themselves had many virtues. My father was a man of great charity
 7  Unic,   1(59) |                         St. Teresa's father, Don Alonso S‡nchez de Cepeda,
 8  Unic,   1(59) |            the third, white Lorenzo, father of the Teresa who copied
 9  Unic,   1     |              myself, though I was my father's favourite. And, before
10  Unic,   1     |           seemed to be that we had a father and a mother.63 It used
11  Unic,   2     |              astray. This annoyed my father so much that we had to be
12  Unic,   2     |             I had to hide it from my father. So excessively was I absorbed
13  Unic,   2     |           people allowed to enter my father's house:66 he was very careful
14  Unic,   2(67) |         half-sister, Do-a Mar'a, her father's only daughter by his first
15  Unic,   2     |           not be lost altogether. My father and sister were very sorry
16  Unic,   2     |              I should be exposing my father and brothers to it. From
17  Unic,   2     |            arousing suspicions in my father. I could hardly have been
18  Unic,   2     |                  So excessive was my father's love for me, and so complete
19  Unic,   2     |        happier than I had been in my father's house. All the nuns were
20  Unic,   3     |            forced me to return to my father's house. When I got better,
21  Unic,   3     |             sister's lived one of my father's brothers,75 a widower,
22  Unic,   3     |              I determined to tell my father of my decision, which was
23  Unic,   4     |         serve God better or which my father might wish me to enter,
24  Unic,   4     |          true -- that when I left my father's house my distress was
25  Unic,   4     |             to subdue my love for my father and kinsfolk, everything
26  Unic,   4     |  consciousness altogether -- that my father made great efforts to find
27  Unic,   5     |     solicitude for my comfort, by my father and sister and that nun
28  Unic,   5     |             years, until a Dominican Father,84 who was a very learned
29  Unic,   5(84) |             repute, who was also her father's confessor.~
30  Unic,   5     |              gained nothing here, my father took me away and once again
31  Unic,   5     |         should not be distressed, my father forbade me to go. Oh, what
32  Unic,   5     |             of human love! Though my father was so good a Catholic and
33  Unic,   5(88) |          keep vigil by her body. Her father, however, was convinced
34  Unic,   5     |                                   My father was in great distress because
35  Unic,   6     |             and I found that this my father and lord delivered me both
36  Unic,   6     |        guardian and being called His father, he could command Him) just
37  Unic,   7     |            good. I was so fond of my father that I longed for him to
38  Unic,   7     |                                   My father believed me when I told
39  Unic,   7     |     conscience had been good. But my father, holding the opinion of
40  Unic,   7     |         other persons, as well as my father, whom I tried to lead into
41  Unic,   7     |             was at this time that my father was stricken by the illness
42  Unic,   7     |         something to resemble such a father by growing better. His confessor,
43  Unic,   7     |                       This Dominican father, who was a very good man
44  Unic,  13(116)|          must have been St. Teresa's father.]~
45  Unic,  16     |             You are my confessor, my father,135 and it is to you that
46  Unic,  23     |              be to discuss it with a Father of the Company of Jesus,
47  Unic,  24     |              the town was visited by Father Francis, who was Duke of
48  Unic,  24     |            he was delighted that the Father had said I was being led
49  Unic,  24(194)|            heard the Duke of Gand'a, Father Francis of Borja, who became
50  Unic,  24     |                                 This Father196 began to lead me to greater
51  Unic,  28     |           have said, was a very holy Father of the Company of Jesus,223
52  Unic,  28(223)|            Baltasar çlvarez. As this Father was only twenty-five years
53  Unic,  28     |           the providence of God this Father consented to persevere with
54  Unic,  30     |            to God and to my glorious father Saint Joseph, who seemed
55  Unic,  30(241)|          scene in the Gospel. On her father's death the picture was
56  Unic,  33     |             that the attitude of our Father Provincial suddenly changed.
57  Unic,  33     |     discussed this with my Dominican Father, who, as I say, was a very
58  Unic,  33     |           made them afraid, but this Father Rector never doubted that
59  Unic,  33     |       workmen, Saint Joseph, my true father and lord, appeared to me
60  Unic,  33     | authoritatively approved by the Holy Father -- this, of course, being
61  Unic,  33     |              on my right hand and my father Saint Joseph on my left,
62  Unic,  34     |       replied that, as the Dominican Father to whom I have alluded281
63  Unic,  34     |                             Now this Father of whom I am speaking, and
64  Unic,  34     |      previously taught me. From this Father of whom I am now speaking
65  Unic,  35     |           this house of our glorious father Saint Joseph. Tells how
66  Unic,  35     |            poverty, for that was His Father's will, and His own will,
67  Unic,  36(307)|               but Don Juan Bl‡zquez, father of the Count of Uceda, as
68  Unic,  36     |         convent of our most glorious father Saint Joseph was founded
69  Unic,  36     |             dedicated to my glorious father Saint Joseph. Not that I
70  Unic,  36     |              help me and besought my father Saint Joseph to bring me
71  Unic,  36     |            the Lord provided, and my Father Provincial never ordered
72  Unic,  36     |             and I always found him a father in everything and find him
73  Unic,  36     |           short a time -- to get our Father Provincial to give me leave
74  Unic,  38     |          persons I saw there were my father and mother, and such great
75  Unic,  38     |              dove over the head of a Father of the Order of Saint Dominic,
76  Unic,  38(340)|            in a marginal note: "This Father died Prior of Trianos."
77  Unic,  38     |              the Order to which this Father belongs -- namely, the Company
78  Unic,  38     |            of it in the bosom of the Father. I cannot possibly explain
79  Unic,  38     |              said for him by another Father of the Company, I became
80  Unic,  38     |     purgatory save the souls of this Father, of the saintly Fray Peter
81  Unic,  38     |           ntara and of the Dominican Father whom I have mentioned.347
82  Unic,  40     |             It is thus, dear Sir and Father,367 that I live now. Your
83 Lette          |              WRITTEN BY THE SAINT TO FATHER GARCIA DE TOLEDO WHEN SENDING