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 1  Pref,   2|    mystical theology, for -- "I am unable to use the proper terms".
 2  Unic,   4|          them, my constitution was unable to stand them, as I shall
 3  Unic,   4|           occasions of sin. Anyone unable to make use of this method
 4  Unic,   4|          mental prayer which he is unable to practise. I mean that
 5  Unic,   4|         due, as I say, to my being unable to meditate. During all
 6  Unic,   6|           earthly doctors had been unable to cure me, I resolved to
 7  Unic,   8|          to give me life and I was unable to take it for myself. He
 8  Unic,  11|            incompatible. So, being unable to make a full surrender
 9  Unic,  11|            for that purpose, he is unable to move his arms -- unable,
10  Unic,  11|         unable to move his arms -- unable, that is, to think a single
11  Unic,  11|         that, if we find ourselves unable to get profit out of a single
12  Unic,  11|         sometimes the soul will be unable to do even these. At such
13  Unic,  15|      sometimes it would like to be unable even to breathe. The poor
14  Unic,  15|          realize that, having been unable to do anything of itself
15  Unic,  15|          by the devil, but will be unable to disregard that which
16  Unic,  16|            the soul, so that it is unable to go forward, and has no
17  Unic,  17|         them, and has in fact been unable to do so even after many
18  Unic,  17|     faculties, not being free, are unable to do anything, even harm.
19  Unic,  17|    disturbing it; but, when I say "unable to do harm", I mean that
20  Unic,  18|        mystical theology, but I am unable to use the proper terms,
21  Unic,  18|           earth is amazed at being unable to understand such truths.
22  Unic,  18|            attempts to read, he is unable to spell out a single letter:
23  Unic,  18|            has been reading, it is unable to concentrate upon what
24  Unic,  20|            mighty power: as we are unable to resist His Majesty's
25  Unic,  20|       often remains as if dead and unable of itself to do anything:
26  Unic,  20|          this state, with the body unable to move for hours on end
27  Unic,  23|            virtue, for I was quite unable to take myself in hand.183
28  Unic,  23|            because sometimes I was unable to resist them, nor could
29  Unic,  23|          what he told me, and felt unable to do so, was sufficient
30  Unic,  23|          symptoms I had when I was unable to think of anything. It
31  Unic,  25|           to hear them, I shall be unable to do so; and then, at other
32  Unic,  25|       could find relaxation, I was unable to pray or read, but was
33  Unic,  28|        which it had before; and is unable to pray. At the beginning
34  Unic,  28|      experience, the devil will be unable to do it any harm.~
35  Unic,  29|  confessions when the minister was unable to do so, began to say that
36  Unic,  29|          devil. So, as I was quite unable to resist it, they commanded
37  Unic,  29|     certain penances, but is quite unable to feel them, while the
38  Unic,  29|            strong that the soul is unable to do either this or anything
39  Unic,  30| wonderfully about them. I had been unable, at least as regards the
40  Unic,  30|            safe all my life. I was unable, however, to experience
41  Unic,  30|           its free-will, and it is unable to reason clearly. I mean
42  Unic,  30|       reading: it might as well be unable to read at all. Once I chanced
43  Unic,  30|            said that they had been unable to do otherwise. For, although
44  Unic,  30|          other times I find myself unable to formulate a single definite
45  Unic,  30|          as the spring-water seems unable to remain in the earth,
46  Unic,  33|     accomplished and, though I was unable to forecast the means and
47  Unic,  33|           was, without moving, and unable to speak, quite beside myself.
48  Unic,  35|     holding of possessions. Though unable to read, this blessed woman
49  Unic,  36|     inwardly disturbed, I might be unable to pray, and then my soul
50  Unic,  36|           Sacrament, though I felt unable to commend myself to God.
51  Unic,  37|          of my debt to God and was unable to recapture it. I could
52  Unic,  38|         into rapture and was quite unable to prevent himself from
53  Unic,  39|            if I try to do so, I am unable to beg Him to grant me these;
54  Unic,  39|           very restless and upset, unable to recollect myself, battling
55  Unic,  40|        darkened and so I have been unable to see the Lord.~
56  Unic,  40|       still be recollected, and be unable, even in outward things,
57  Unic,  40|        raptures, the faculties are unable, after the rapture is over,
58 Lette,   0|       little time that I have been unable to re-read all that I have