Part, Chapter

 1  Pref,   2|     spoken, the soul is able to feel that the Lord is sending
 2  Pref,   2|  splitting up -- these make one feel that, when one has done
 3  Unic,   1|         Thine. Nor, if I should feel inclined to complain of
 4  Unic,   6|         distress which I should feel at having offended Him,
 5  Unic,   6|       in these conversations, I feel quite sure I could never
 6  Unic,   7|        let it take its course I feel much worse. I think I can
 7  Unic,   7|       His Majesty wished him to feel something of what He Himself
 8  Unic,   7|   single one of these faults, I feel sure, troubled and confounded
 9  Unic,   8|   entered the oratory I used to feel so depressed that I had
10  Unic,   9|        beseeching of Him. And I feel sure that this did me good,
11  Unic,   9|       gained by so doing; and I feel sure that my soul gained
12  Unic,   9|     once they had gone, I would feel a new love for His Majesty.
13  Unic,  13|      then, one should strive to feel happy and free. There are
14  Unic,  18|         the great joy that they feel; but in this state the soul'
15  Unic,  20|      help yourself; you see and feel this cloud, or this powerful
16  Unic,  20|         exhaustion, for I would feel as weary afterwards as though
17  Unic,  20|      times in such a way that I feel it is fulfilled in myself;
18  Unic,  22|        aridities, though we may feel some regret at having to
19  Unic,  24|      commit against God I would feel in my soul so deeply that
20  Unic,  25|    teachings. If it should ever feel its thoughts wavering about
21  Unic,  26|         time I began at once to feel so strong that I believe
22  Unic,  26|  reproofs on the other, I would feel quite exhausted. But I needed
23  Unic,  26|      would be so distressed and feel so ashamed that sometimes
24  Unic,  28|         though later I began to feel such certainty and security
25  Unic,  29|    conclusive that they made me feel perfectly secure.~
26  Unic,  29|        The soul does not try to feel the pain of the wound caused
27  Unic,  29|          but is quite unable to feel them, while the shedding
28  Unic,  29|         have had them, I do not feel this pain so much, but only
29  Unic,  30|   provided I did this, I should feel safe all my life. I was
30  Unic,  30|    advisers was able to make me feel either afraid enough or
31  Unic,  30|        been described -- and we feel it very deeply, yet genuine
32  Unic,  30|     sufficiently enlightened to feel ashamed, but it praises
33  Unic,  30|       can keep myself in hand I feel I am doing something, or
34  Unic,  30|      they had done so, and even feel scruples about it because
35  Unic,  30| Sacrament would at once make me feel so well, both in soul and
36  Unic,  30|        I was astounded. I would feel as if all the darkness in
37  Unic,  30|      alone; yet none the less I feel that I know Him.~
38  Unic,  30|     pleasure or pain: I seem to feel nothing. The soul appears
39  Unic,  31|         of cold water: he would feel the refreshment throughout
40  Unic,  31|      that his distress made him feel as if he were already in
41  Unic,  31|      already described, I would feel as if all my vanities and
42  Unic,  32|    pleased that I should really feel those torments and that
43  Unic,  33|         never had any reason to feel so distressed again, because
44  Unic,  34|    going277: I thought I should feel fairly safe if I continued
45  Unic,  34|    favours278 and these made me feel so free and enabled me so
46  Unic,  34|       and shame which I used to feel when I discussed these things
47  Unic,  35|       way, although I wanted to feel sorry when I found that
48  Unic,  35|        temperament, I could not feel sorry any more, however
49  Unic,  37|        him that my memory would feel compelled to revert to him
50  Unic,  38|       life had been and made me feel very much confused and distressed;
51  Unic,  38|        conscious of them that I feel entirely confused with shame,
52  Unic,  38|        stand on end and I would feel completely annihilated.
53  Unic,  39|     touches me nearly, I do not feel that I have the same fervour
54  Unic,  40|         state in which I do not feel I am alive and yet I do
55  Unic,  40|      that occasion of joy or to feel sad about that cause for
56  Unic,  40|    condition in which I used to feel as I did because I was neither
57  Unic,  40|        This alone would make me feel rewarded, even were Your