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 1  Unic,   3|       not shed a tear; and this distressed me.~
 2  Unic,   5|   little: it was the pains that distressed me, for they racked me from
 3  Unic,   5|      order that I should not be distressed, my father forbade me to
 4  Unic,   7|     motions of such a thing, it distressed me so much that the devil
 5  Unic,   7|  continued in it. I was greatly distressed by his illness and I believe
 6  Unic,   7|       me when I was ill myself. Distressed as I was, I forced myself
 7  Unic,   7|     troubled and confounded and distressed me more than many sicknesses
 8  Unic,   8|        worldly pleasures, I was distressed by the remembrance of what
 9  Unic,   9|      fallen so often that I was distressed by it. But when I thought
10  Unic,   9|         I was doing I became so distressed that my very shame at finding
11  Unic,  11|        there is no reason to be distressed. Once you have reached so
12  Unic,  11|   receive it they should not be distressed: they should realize that,
13  Unic,  11|         beginning that they are distressed and think that they are
14  Unic,  17|       go; if to hell, it is not distressed, so long as it is going
15  Unic,  18|         continued to be greatly distressed. From this doubt I was freed
16  Unic,  23|        more perfectly, I became distressed, and, realizing that he
17  Unic,  23|      already was, I was greatly distressed and wept sorely; for I really
18  Unic,  26|         my Order. I was greatly distressed by the numerous things which
19  Unic,  26|        confessor, I would be so distressed and feel so ashamed that
20  Unic,  26|      would make fun of me. This distressed me so much that it seemed
21  Unic,  26|        Lord said to me: "Be not distressed, for I will give thee a
22  Unic,  28|      very insistent request. It distressed me terribly to have to do
23  Unic,  28|       debt and I was infinitely distressed at his misunderstanding
24  Unic,  30|        me and told me not to be distressed but to praise God and be
25  Unic,  30|          once told me not to be distressed, for, even if I tried to
26  Unic,  30|         contrary, I was greatly distressed, until learned men, and
27  Unic,  31|     sorry for him and very much distressed to find that God was being
28  Unic,  31|        some souls are very much distressed by this. They begin with
29  Unic,  31|         found that when she was distressed it affected me much more
30  Unic,  32|     have fallen, were very much distressed at this, and I myself was
31  Unic,  33|    supposed I must be very much distressed and ashamed -- even my confessor
32  Unic,  33|         take comfort and not be distressed, because he was being led
33  Unic,  33|       had any reason to feel so distressed again, because the new Rector
34  Unic,  34|       disturbed me a little and distressed me a great deal to think
35  Unic,  34|        was not now in the least distressed -- in fact, I found it a
36  Unic,  34|      fun of me. So I was sorely distressed. But in the end I was quite
37  Unic,  36|       my convent. I was no more distressed by all they were saying
38  Unic,  36|    might be dissolved, and that distressed me a great deal, as it did
39  Unic,  36|      the rest. So I was greatly distressed during the two days in which
40  Unic,  38|     feel very much confused and distressed; for, although He did not
41  Unic,  38|    charge of souls. So, greatly distressed, I went to an oratory. There
42  Unic,  38| although I found people greatly distressed by it, for he was very much
43  Unic,  39|     great darkness. While I was distressed in this way, the Lord began
44  Unic,  40|        after me; sometimes I am distressed when I see of how little
45  Unic,  40|         as I say, when I was so distressed, the Lord appeared to me
46  Unic,  40|         have never found myself distressed since I resolved to serve
47  Unic,  40|    humility, but because it has distressed me to speak of them even