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 1  Intr,   0     |      supposing it were found, it ought to be published.54 For ourselves,
 2  Unic,   4     |          without tears, and they ought to be tears of blood, and
 3  Unic,   4     |     tears of blood, and my heart ought to break, and even that
 4  Unic,   7     |       the Church, when those who ought to be models on which all
 5  Unic,   7     |         His Majesty had given me ought not to be lost and wanted
 6  Unic,   7     |        what his life had been, I ought to have tried to do something
 7  Unic,   8     |          was not so much so as I ought to have been; for I did
 8  Unic,   8     |        nature is not like Thine, ought to draw near to Thee so
 9  Unic,   8     |    realize that I was not what I ought to be, or anything approaching
10  Unic,  10     |        good that I may have done ought to be talked about; and
11  Unic,  11     |          them such a thing, they ought not to accept it and set
12  Unic,  13     |        fail to realize that they ought to have a kind of Sunday --
13  Unic,  13     |       those who are not learned, ought always to give Him infinite
14  Unic,  14     | understand them, or know what it ought to do. If God leads it,
15  Unic,  15     |          who go farther, as they ought to do, are so few that I
16  Unic,  16     |         know what our great care ought to be? To hold our life
17  Unic,  16     |          to the glory of God, we ought to be indifferent whether
18  Unic,  19     |          the misgivings which it ought to have about itself; and,
19  Unic,  20     |      that, when enraptured, they ought to be as if dead. It is
20  Unic,  22     |         in every respect where I ought to have gained.~
21  Unic,  22     |       receives so great a favour ought not to seek any further
22  Unic,  23     |          longer, I think, than I ought -- in order that what is
23  Unic,  23     |          I were strong (and so I ought to have been, considering
24  Unic,  23     |         at it and tell me what I ought to do. If they thought it
25  Unic,  23     |        from them, I thought they ought to have kept silence. In
26  Unic,  23     |          in spiritual matters. I ought not, they said, to depart
27  Unic,  24     |    perfection. He told me that I ought to leave nothing undone
28  Unic,  25     |         make us fear Him Whom we ought to fear203 and understand
29  Unic,  25     |      loving and desiring what we ought to hate, we become our own
30  Unic,  25     |         into their hands when we ought to be using them in our
31  Unic,  30     |       though not so much so as I ought to be. On that occasion
32  Unic,  31     |          towards an evil thought ought to come to one on whom the
33  Unic,  31     |          afraid, and I certainly ought to have been so -- I was
34  Unic,  31     |       office book, and of what I ought to do in choir, and of how
35  Unic,  32(255)|        St. Teresa then said they ought to restore the primitive
36  Unic,  32     |    number of nuns in the convent ought never to exceed thirteen.
37  Unic,  33     |    founding another. Some said I ought to be thrown into the prison-cell;263
38  Unic,  34     |        upon me there, and that I ought to send word about it to
39  Unic,  34     |           too, how little regard ought to be paid to rank, and
40  Unic,  34     |         could be told and that I ought not to say anything about
41  Unic,  34     |        love! What great value we ought to set on it and how we
42  Unic,  36     |   imperfections that I can see I ought to have been blamed rather
43  Unic,  37     |          may have said that they ought to be courts to teach those
44  Unic,  38     |       wrote to me to ask what he ought to do; for no sooner had
45  Unic,  39     |          how ashamed of myself I ought to be in God's presence!