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 1  Pref,   2|      writer who never became, or wanted to become, a professional
 2  Unic,   1|         were nuns; and I think I wanted to be a nun, though not
 3  Unic,   2|          for I should never have wanted anyone to offend God because
 4  Unic,   3|         now rejoicing in God. He wanted me to stay with him for
 5  Unic,   4|          good books (I no longer wanted to read any others, for
 6  Unic,   5|          so, I should never have wanted to force anyone's affection
 7  Unic,   6|       spirituality, for I always wanted things to be done very meticulously
 8  Unic,   7|       upset about it and I never wanted to see that person again.~
 9  Unic,   7|         ought not to be lost and wanted others to learn to serve
10  Unic,   7|         world. It seemed as if I wanted to reconcile these two contradictory
11  Unic,   8|         had prayed because I had wanted to.~
12  Unic,   8|       and fix it all upon God. I wanted to live, for I knew quite
13  Unic,  14|      bloom to His glory -- for I wanted nothing for myself -- and
14  Unic,  16|     spoken of in the Gospel, who wanted to call (or did call) her
15  Unic,  19|      justified. They said that I wanted to become a saint, and that
16  Unic,  23|          if it was the devil who wanted to suspend my understanding,
17  Unic,  23|          up what was good when I wanted to be good all the time!
18  Unic,  23|          come by them whenever I wanted to. I thought to myself
19  Unic,  26|      them, and for that reason I wanted to keep silence. I then
20  Unic,  28|          was delusion, even if I wanted to. And, I said, I could
21  Unic,  29|          devil that some of them wanted to exorcize me. This troubled
22  Unic,  31|      reached such a point that I wanted and leave this place and
23  Unic,  32|        it was these alone that I wanted him to take into account
24  Unic,  33| throughout my convent for having wanted to found a convent more
25  Unic,  33|          it into a convent.270 I wanted to buy another, but had
26  Unic,  34|     great deal to think that she wanted me to come to her because
27  Unic,  34|          I was not satisfied but wanted him to be better still.
28  Unic,  34|        grace or no -- not that I wanted to be sure, but I wanted
29  Unic,  34|         wanted to be sure, but I wanted to die, so as to find myself
30  Unic,  34|        told me, and said that He wanted me to realize clearly that
31  Unic,  35|         go away for a time, if I wanted to do so, and, if I wanted
32  Unic,  35|       wanted to do so, and, if I wanted to stay where I was, I could
33  Unic,  35|     warned that many of the nuns wanted to lay upon me the responsibility
34  Unic,  35|        of such work, and had not wanted to hold any office -- indeed,
35  Unic,  35|         account fail to go: if I wanted a cross, there was a good
36  Unic,  35|         the same way, although I wanted to feel sorry when I found
37  Unic,  36|       her. When this was over, I wanted to get a little rest after
38  Unic,  38|         with my soul, or what it wanted, so changed was it. I had
39  Unic,  38|         present without fail. He wanted me also to appreciate His
40  Unic,  39|          under great obligations wanted to do something which militated