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502 Unic, 27 | whom it would not have the boldness to contend in defence of
503 Unic, 4 | seemed to me as if every bone in my body were being wrenched
504 Unic, 20(159)| Scripturam sacram, aut contra bonos mores, abhorreas eorum visionem
505 Unic, 34 | soldiers who, in order to win booty and grow rich upon it, are
506 Unic, 14 | begins to recollect itself, borders on the supernatural, to
507 Unic, 38 | representation of it in the bosom of the Father. I cannot
508 Unic, 16 | enough to keep me within the bounds of reason when the Lord
509 Unic, 10 | ourselves and acknowledge the bounteousness of the Lord, Who on a soul
510 Unic, 22 | when it is bestowed in more bountiful measure. And I often think
511 Intr, 0 | By all thy brim-fill'd Bowles of feirce desire; ~By thy
512 Intr, 0 | of hers, Don Teutonio de Braganza, Archbishop of Évora, undertook
513 Unic, 30 | for decking images with branches of trees and flowers, or
514 Unic, 21(166)| metaphorically, in the sense of "brass farthing" or "mite", much
515 Unic, 35 | not to reject it but go on bravely, for He would help me; so
516 Unic, 9 | felt as if my heart were breaking, and I threw myself down
517 Pref, 2 | And she scribbles at breakneck speed and with tremendous
518 Outl, 0 | December 24. Falls and breaks her left arm.~1578~(Persecution
519 Unic, 25 | flowerets blasted at the first breath of persecution: they are
520 Pref, 2 | texts, her long, shambling, breathless sentences, as common as
521 Unic, 37 | courts and schools of good breeding. Personally, I simply cannot
522 Pref, 2 | different versions of the Breviary: "God will have accepted
523 Unic, 27 | believe, says this to the Bride: I have been told that it
524 Unic, 1(63) | Avila and "went on over the bridge, until they were met by
525 Unic, 32 | sins. This happened in the briefest space of time, but, even
526 Unic, 32 | star giving out the most brilliant light; and that, although
527 Intr, 0 | large then they; ~By all thy brim-fill'd Bowles of feirce desire; ~
528 Unic, 31 | noticed a very bad smell, like brimstone. I could not detect it myself
529 Unic, 31(245)| a convent in Flanders or Brittany. The Parisian Carmelites (
530 Unic, 5 | they spoke to me in a very broad-minded way and gave me a great
531 Unic, 7 | commonly taken; being the broader, it is the more generally
532 Pref, 2 | a scrap of brushwood to broil a sardine on.31~
533 Unic, 11 | water); or by a stream or a brook, which waters the ground
534 Unic, 21 | the cobwebs have to be brushed away from the memory; and
535 Pref, 2 | not so much as a scrap of brushwood to broil a sardine on.31~
536 Unic, 30 | state. Love is continually bubbling up in them and thinking
537 Unic, 11 | great labour of lowering the bucket so often into the well and
538 Unic, 25 | opened, would not cause it to budge an inch from the Church'
539 Unic, 14 | fragrance of the little buds of virtue which seemed to
540 Unic, 36(323)| phrase, ya que estaba en buenos tŽrminos, presents some
541 Unic, 39 | than a few of no weight or bulk, like grains of salt, which
542 Unic, 38 | faithfully observed his Rule, the Bulls of the Order had been of
543 Unic, 33 | clearly with what a task I was burdening myself, since I was quite
544 Unic, 36 | will they ever have to be burdensome or importunate, for the
545 Unic, 17 | mode of life, as well as busying itself with reading. Those
546 Unic, 18 | this importunate little butterfly -- the memory -- is now
547 Pref, 2 | time before pressing the button lest the photograph should
548 Unic, 20 | provides hell for us; it buys us eternal fire and endless
549 Unic, 23(180)| Magdalena de la Cruz of C-rdoba [and Mar'a de la Visitaci-n,
550 Unic, 16 | Lord. This chapter is well calculated to uplift the spirit in
551 Unic, 16(131)| be found in the Carmelite calendar revised by the Chapter-General
552 Unic, 32 | know how we can look on so calmly and see the devil carrying
553 Unic, 4(80) | village of Castellanos de la Canada was quite near Becedas,
554 Intr, 0 | scientifically constructed canal. She cannot even be said
555 Intr, 0 | overshadowed, the naturalness and candour of her manner and style --
556 Unic, 16(137)| of Dr. Aust'n Cazalla, a Canon of Salamanca and a Chaplain
557 Outl, 0 | confirmed.~1622. March 12. Canonized by Gregory XV with SS. Isidro,
558 Unic, 39 | communicating, and I saw a very rich canopy above their heads: this
559 Unic, 27(212)| Canticles vi, 2 or vi, 4 is probably
560 Unic, 32(256)| deference to P. Silverio's capitalization of the pronoun, but a likelier
561 Unic, 32(256)| Sixteenth-century manuscripts do not capitalize pronouns which refer to
562 Unic, 40(358)| Silverio in the use of capitals or lower-case letters for
563 Unic, 36 | form drawn up by Fray Hugo, Cardinal of Santa Sabina, and given
564 Pref, 3 | main events in St. Teresa's career, however, supplemented by
565 Intr, 0(48) | Historia del Carmen Descalzo, Bk. V, Chap. XIII.~
566 Pref, 4 | who, when Prior of the Cartuja de Miraflores, near Burgos,
567 Unic, 38(338)| under the title Vita Christi cartuxano. It is one of the books
568 Pref, 2 | even in what was good, and castigated it with those most effective
569 Pref, 4 | colleague at Liverpool, Don JosŽ Castillejo, Don Luis Meana, of the
570 Outl, 0 | 1539 (August 15). Attack of catalepsy, which leaves her helpless "
571 Unic, 14(122)| some such thing when it catches her imagination.]~
572 Unic, 16 | flinging it all aside and catching fire with love for God;
573 Unic, 31 | they fail to remove this caterpillar, it may not hurt the whole
574 Unic, 22 | Humanity, and so did Saint Catherine of Siena and many others
575 Unic, 25 | about this, and proceed cautiously, and choose a learned man
576 Unic, 16(137)| leadership of Dr. Aust'n Cazalla, a Canon of Salamanca and
577 Unic, 16(137)| unorthodox propaganda of the Cazallist group spread as far as Avila
578 Unic, 36(311)| Cathedral Chapter at Avila still celebrates a solemn Mass, at St. Joseph'
579 Unic, 27 | I have said. This is so celestial a language that it is difficult
580 Intr, 0 | approved by the ecclesiastical censor in 1580 and published at
581 Unic, 40 | completely bright, and in the centre of it was a picture of Christ
582 Unic, 6 | especially women -- together with ceremonies which I could never endure,
583 Unic, 21 | required by their vocation and certified by the many years that have
584 Intr, 0 | the single exception of Cervantes' immortal Don Quixote. It
585 Unic, 29 | David: Quemadmodum desiderat cervus ad fontes aquarum,229 which
586 Unic, 23(185)| whose wife, Do-a Menc'a del çguila, was a cousin of the wife
587 Unic, 35 | I went off gladly, only chagrined that, since it was the Lord'
588 Unic, 31 | behind him, for it is a chain which no file can sever;
589 Unic, 21 | run away; it sees itself chained and captive; and it is then
590 Unic, 11 | if they can drink of the chalice and help Him to bear the
591 Unic, 22 | to be among those of His chamber and privy council, we must
592 Unic, 16(137)| Canon of Salamanca and a Chaplain to the Emperor Charles V.
593 Pref, 2(32) | Life, Chaps. XIII, XXXVII, XXVI, XXIX (
594 Unic, 7 | Unction, and for the way he charged us to commend him to God,
595 Unic, 23 | a servant of God and so charitable a woman that she is no hindrance
596 Unic, 16(137)| Chaplain to the Emperor Charles V. These meetings came to
597 Unic, 7 | most delicate and grievous chastisement that I could possibly have
598 Unic, 1 | a man of the most rigid chastity.~
599 Unic, 1 | the fruition of God very cheaply; and I had a keen desire
600 Unic, 29 | lower kind, and we should check such quickenings of emotion
601 Unic, 29 | superabundant emotion is checked immediately. So it is here:
602 Unic, 30 | aridity: on the contrary, it cheers it and produces in it the
603 Unic, 29(231)| St. Teresa wrote "Cherubims", but P. B‡-ez added the
604 Unic, 2 | stories they told about their childish escapades and crazes, which
605 Unic, 36(329)| convent, eighteen of whom are choir-nuns.~
606 Unic, 29 | as if they are going to choke, but if they are given something
607 Unic, 6 | great weakness my throat was choking me so that I could not even
608 Unic, 31 | honour" to mean what he chooses.~
609 Unic, 15 | pledge that He is already choosing it for great things if it
610 Unic, 13 | everything is done as true Christianity demands. Not being enlightened
611 Outl, 0 | foundations record their chronological sequence.)~
612 Unic, 20(151)| some lapse of time, his chronology would seem to have little
613 Unic, 30 | her house and in several churches, and later I had a great
614 Unic, 20(153)| Psalm ci, 8. [A.V., cii, 7]: "I have
615 Unic, 34(283)| the "be certain" (estar cierta) of the original manuscript,
616 Unic, 20(153)| Psalm ci, 8. [A.V., cii, 7]: "I have watched, and
617 Pref, 2 | Se-or, cuando habla, m‡s f‡cil parece; mas el santo que
618 Unic, 27 | comport himself with great circumspection and make a show of authority.
619 Unic, 32(255)| account of this conversation [cit. P. Silverio, I, 268, n.]
620 Unic, 18 | city and the keys of its citadel to so cowardly a defender,
621 Unic, 15(127)| Teresa. Lewis, p. 122, n., cites three Spanish commentators
622 Unic, 15 | seems to be making it a citizen of Heaven. Alas for such
623 Unic, 36 | Lady in the greatest glory, clad in a white mantle, beneath
624 Unic, 29(228)| Duchess's death the Carmelites claimed possession of it and until
625 Unic, 32 | directed to the popular clamour, and also because to him,
626 Unic, 16(137)| The reference is to clandestine meetings held at Valladolid
627 Unic, 26(206)| literally: "who will not clap his hands to his head".]~
628 Pref, 2 | his adversary the devil "clapping his hands to his head" in
629 Unic, 36(323)| of view, the position was clarified -- there was a straight
630 Unic, 20 | that sometimes I cannot clasp them together. Until the
631 Intr, 0 | monumental series of Spanish classics known as the "Biblioteca
632 Unic, 22(177)| The exact sense of this clause is doubtful. Dar voces means
633 Unic, 29(232)| extended to Spain as a whole by Clement XII on December 11, 1733.~
634 Unic, 15 | the higher a person has climbed, the more fearful he should
635 Unic, 34 | single thing to which a man clings, it is a sign that he sets
636 Pref, 2 | quite devastating when the clipt phraseology makes one doubtful
637 Unic, 38 | my Lord! Didst Thou not cloak Thy greatness, who would
638 Intr, 0 | true, are well known in the cloister and have served as nourishment
639 Unic, 24(195)| describes their friendship as closer than one between sisters.~
640 Unic, 27 | if they wear old, patched clothes, or even (to such a pass
641 Pref, 2 | are merely careless and clumsy -- as in her constant use
642 Unic, 4 | to pity those who still clung to it, even in things that
643 Unic, 36(315)| P. çngel de Salazar.~
644 Unic, 6 | refinements (which are really coarsenesses) of the conversation of
645 Unic, 19 | bathed in sunlight not a cobweb can remain hidden. It sees
646 Unic, 25 | absorbed and incapable of coherent reasoning. There are so
647 Unic, 21(166)| cornado was a small copper coin, worth about as much as
648 Unic, 20 | diminished: it gradually becomes colder, though conscious of the
649 Unic, 33 | neck a very beautiful gold collar, to which was fastened a
650 Intr, 0 | King Philip II, who, when collecting books and manuscripts for
651 Unic, 37 | sometimes experience. The soul collects wood and does all it can
652 Pref, 2 | and preserve, the Saint's colloquialisms. Even in talking with God,
653 Unic, 29 | share. So sweet are the colloquies of love which pass between
654 Unic, 29 | desirous of observing the colour of His eyes, or His height,
655 Unic, 22 | more than this when Thou comest to a lodging as wretched
656 Unic, 40 | resolved to serve this Lord and Comforter of mine with all my might;
657 Unic, 33 | had been reassuring and comforting me only by his learning,
658 Pref, 2 | rough style", she says comfortingly at the end of Chapter XVI
659 Intr, 0 | elliptical style, a misplaced comma is sometimes enough to alter
660 Unic, 15 | the learned men who are commanding me to write, for, by the
661 Unic, 4 | explain. My treatment was to commence at the beginning of the
662 Intr, 0 | attracted a great deal of comment."51 This story is confirmed
663 Unic, 18(142)| 40, where the phrase is commented upon by its author. Here
664 Pref, 1 | the remark became almost a commonplace. At last I began to reconsider
665 Pref, 2 | outbursts of sanctified commonsense, humour and irony. "I just
666 Unic, 11 | desire to be alone and to commune with God, and abandon the
667 Unic, 35(297)| dicat, sed sint vobis omnia communia." Gregory IX, by a Brief
668 Unic, 7 | impression that I was still communing with God as I had been doing
669 Unic, 33(263)| those days for religious communities to imprison their recalcitrant
670 Pref, 2 | ayuda de aquel alma y por compana, es mas de maravilla.~(Lit.:
671 Intr, 0 | place in our spiritual life comparable to that which she holds
672 Unic, 7 | observances are kept in it: I am comparing it now with others which
673 Unic, 28 | bear: knowing this, the compassionate Lord prepared me for it
674 Unic, 13 | of these things could be compatible with the other. And so they
675 Unic, 17 | the contrary, they often compel it to come to them and it
676 Unic, 7 | of him that self-defence compels him to seek the companionship
677 Intr, 0 | superiority much more than compensates for any of her stylistic
678 Intr, 0 | who enlisted the aid of a competent palaeographer, a companion
679 Unic, 3 | have been so excessively complacent, that in others it would
680 Unic, 16 | such delectable pain, she complained of it to her God. She would
681 Unic, 20 | and by speaking of it and complaining and distracting itself,
682 Outl, 0 | December 4.44 St. Teresa complains of this act to Philip II (
683 Intr, 0 | hence forming a natural complement to it -- the Relations.
684 Unic, 36 | another occasion, after Compline, when we were all praying
685 Unic, 27 | in his calling does not comport himself with great circumspection
686 Unic, 38(340)| almost the exact date of the composition of these final chapters.]~
687 Unic, 22 | it loves what it has not comprehended and rejoices in that of
688 Intr, 0 | of which the last three comprise the largest collection yet
689 Unic, 18 | good thing, in which are comprised all good things at once,
690 Unic, 7 | would be very wrong of me to compromise the good name of so many
691 Unic, 9 | when they caused me such compunction and such distress of heart,
692 Unic, 38 | I could never possibly conceal this or refrain from proclaiming
693 Unic, 30 | Peter without duplicity or concealment.~
694 Intr, 0 | hundred and fifty in all -- concentrated upon the preparation of
695 Unic, 39 | power or spirituality or concentration; and, however much I try
696 Unic, 5 | was most devoted to her Conception and he used to keep the
697 Unic, 22 | I will conclude, then, by saying that, whenever
698 Unic, 17 | third degree of prayer. Concludes her exposition of the effects
699 Unic, 21 | Concluding the matter under discussion,
700 Unic, 29 | which He provided me were so conclusive that they made me feel perfectly
701 Unic, 28 | of our own. This I have conclusively proved by experience, as
702 Unic, 19 | This condition is not a concomitant of pride, for the soul clearly
703 Unic, 36 | said nothing; others were condemnatory. Finally, they decided that
704 Pref, 3 | omitted irrelevant passages or condensed their verboseness of expression,
705 Unic, 23 | prayer to know how they must conduct themselves in the early
706 Intr, 0 | memory, as she frequently confesses, is poor and her few quotations
707 Unic, 33 | yet, when I went into the confessional, I felt something in my
708 Unic, 34 | and he came to one of the confessionals to speak to me. I began
709 Unic, 34(283)| Leon substituted "trust" (confiar) for the "be certain" (estar
710 Unic, 34 | in mortal sin. I became confident that the Lord must surely
711 Unic, 27 | has granted me; I shall confine myself to certain visions
712 Unic, 32 | I found myself in close confinement. But the sight of all this
713 Unic, 36(325)| Joseph's. The Nuncio's confirmation of this patent, as far as
714 Intr, 0 | principles. Here, again, she conforms, not so much to what is
715 Pref, 2 | nun of Avila continually confounds the successors of those "
716 Unic, 30 | should laugh at them. He confuses the understanding and does
717 Unic, 11(111)| robustness and made a subject of congratulation.]~
718 Unic, 13 | offenses in a religious congregation, if they become habitual,
719 Unic, 32(256)| matter must remain one for conjecture.]~
720 Pref, 2 | sense entirely her own, and conjunctions which do not in the least
721 Unic, 23(183)| Acabarlo conmigo. A stronger rendering, such
722 Unic, 30(237)| rather than of "but", to connect it with "holy" seems to
723 Unic, 31 | it to fly. He has not yet conquered his passions, and men expect
724 Unic, 27 | his penance had been the conquering of sleep, for which reason
725 Unic, 33(269)| a daughter of one of the conquistadores of Peru. He came back to
726 Unic, 38 | there was in the words of consecration, and that, however wicked
727 Unic, 28 | providence of God this Father consented to persevere with me and
728 Unic, 16 | Reverence's humility in consenting to be helped by simplicity
729 Pref, 2 | to them regardless of the consequences:~
730 Unic, 23 | these two things were not consistent, that such favours were
731 Unic, 25 | devil. Only my confessor consistently comforted me, and, as I
732 Unic, 33 | whom I had expected to console me, wrote that I must now
733 Unic, 40 | with a great tenderness, consoled and humbled. I thought,
734 Unic, 39 | His. So, very tenderly and consolingly, He told me again not to
735 Unic, 4 | read good books, and this constituted the whole of my recreation.
736 Intr, 0 | not the scientifically constructed canal. She cannot even be
737 Intr, 0 | completely devoid she was of any constructional instinct or sense of literary
738 Pref, 2 | happiness", as also can consuelo ("comfort"). Esp'ritu can
739 Unic, 4(80) | made for the purpose of a consultation, that St. Teresa was accompanied
740 Unic, 39 | what His Majesty has not consummated in me during the many years
741 Unic, 39 | to grant me favours, He consummates in them in three months --
742 Unic, 5 | from everything else, I was consumptive. This troubled me very little:
743 Unic, 31(245)| XXII) thinks the Saint had contemplated going to a convent in Flanders
744 Unic, 25(205)| The fig, or "fico", is a contemptuous motion which we should make
745 Intr, 0 | because of the nature of its contents or for fear that it would
746 Unic, 4 | and the betrothal that I contracted with Thee, I do not know
747 Unic, 25 | liable to be terrorized by contracting other attachments -- to
748 Unic, 29 | anything else. The entire body contracts and neither arm nor foot
749 Unic, 22 | I do not contradict this view, for it is held
750 Unic, 31 | supernatural blessings, contradicting our natural inclinations.
751 Unic, 7 | wanted to reconcile these two contradictory things, so completely opposed
752 Pref, 2 | evanescent contentos and often contrasted with them. The verb regalar
753 Unic, 15 | causes in the soul will contribute to his frustration. For
754 Intr, 0 | not forget the valuable contributions made to our knowledge of
755 Unic, 39 | this man had made a very contrite confession and had so truly
756 Unic, 29 | indiscriminately. The fire must be controlled at its source and an endeavour
757 Pref, 2 | help" than "remedy". For convenience's sake, St. Teresa's usage
758 Unic, 36 | at a time which was very convenient for us, and His Majesty
759 Intr, 0 | of artifice, casts aside convention, and writes as the spirit
760 Unic, 17(139)| it all") is by comparison conventional.]~
761 Intr, 0 | against academic mechanism of conventionality and style in language, had
762 Pref, 2 | translator who might otherwise conventionalize her. She is "stupid", "incompetent"
763 Pref, 2 | disregard of the literary conventions and because in nothing that
764 Pref, 2 | of these usages cannot be conveyed in English; others are best
765 Unic, 27 | it. It finds all its food cooked and eaten: it has nothing
766 Unic, 2 | saw in my mother began to cool my good desires and lead
767 Unic, 38 | Lady putting a pure white cope on a Presentado of this
768 Unic, 14 | a pattern before her and copying it with her needle: I can
769 Pref, 4 | who, holding exclusive copyright for the English translation
770 Pref, 4 | Ampleforth, I tender my most cordial thanks.~E. A. P.~University
771 Unic, 17 | must now do -- or, more correctly, of what God does within
772 Pref, 4 | I have been in constant correspondence with the Stanbrook nuns
773 Unic, 31 | has not tested it by its corresponding vice. We must always guard
774 Unic, 14(124)| The verb cortar, here translated "cut off",
775 Outl, 0 | by Paul V.~1617. Spanish Cortes votes her patroness of Spain.
776 Unic, 23(182)| Cosa recia. Lit.: "a stout (tough,
777 Pref, 2 | there are shorter phrases, couched in a staccato, almost telegraphic
778 Unic, 28 | of flesh, but he cannot counterfeit the glory which the vision
779 Unic, 29 | diamonds seem imperfect counterfeits beside the precious stones
780 Outl, 0 | days with the Count and Countess of Monterrey. On March 29,
781 Unic, 28 | thousand other worlds, and of countless worlds and heavens that
782 Unic, 21 | desires -- I mean desires coupled with works. I say "with
783 Unic, 25 | unless he deliberately courted deception, I think it would
784 Unic, 37 | teach those who want to be courtiers of Heaven and that this
785 Unic, 18 | aim is to cause souls to covet so sublime a blessing. I
786 Unic, 20 | set any store by money and coveted it; though I do not believe
787 Unic, 14 | state, it begins to lose its covetousness for the things of earth.
788 Unic, 25 | flies. They seem to me such cowards -- as soon as they see that
789 Unic, 38 | presence they seemed so cowed and terrified that I think
790 Unic, 13 | important that we should not cramp our good desires, but should
791 Unic, 40 | the other hand, my spirit craved time for itself, I became
792 Unic, 7 | something like a great toad, but crawling much more quickly than toads
793 Unic, 2 | their childish escapades and crazes, which were anything but
794 Unic, 7 | to make my story the more credible (for I well knew that I
795 Pref, 2 | Conceptions of the Love of God, creeps a delightfully shrewd description
796 Unic, 7 | talking to people through crevices or over walls or by night --
797 Unic, 33(273)| as that of the Sant'simo Cristo in the Dominican church
798 Unic, 31 | matter of great importance cropped up and I had to go and stay
799 Unic, 29 | have to be so continually crossing myself, I would carry a
800 Unic, 38 | when I was dealing Him the cruellest of blows, He was bestowing
801 Unic, 20 | be parted is like a voice crying out for help to breathe;
802 Unic, 28 | clear stream, in a bed of crystal, reflecting the sun's rays,
803 Unic, 32 | scooped out of a wall, like a cupboard, and it was here that I
804 Unic, 4 | had a great reputation for curing other kinds of illness and
805 Unic, 37 | employing roundabout methods and currying favours and taking a great
806 Unic, 5 | to anyone who liked me. Cursed be such loyalty when it
807 Unic, 30 | Commissary General of the Custody238 of Saint Joseph, to whom,
808 Unic, 6(92) | convents at this time it was customary to allow any nun who could
809 Unic, 37 | we are to learn the new customs and details and methods
810 Unic, 6 | whole trouble lay in my not cutting off the occasions of sin
811 Unic, 19(148)| Psalm cxviii, 137 [A.V., cxix, 137]. The Latin text is: "
812 Unic, 20(162)| supposes this to refer to Psalm cxlii, 2 (A.V., cxliii, 2): "In
813 Unic, 20(162)| to Psalm cxlii, 2 (A.V., cxliii, 2): "In thy sight no man
814 Unic, 19(148)| Psalm cxviii, 137 [A.V., cxix, 137].
815 Unic, 27(220)| Psalm cxxi, 1 [A.V., cxxii, 1]: "I
816 Unic, 27(220)| Psalm cxxi, 1 [A.V., cxxii, 1]: "I rejoiced at the
817 Unic, 27 | carry His Cross with the Cyrenean, shall we not at least weep
818 Unic, 39 | others, swords; others, daggers; and others, very long rapiers.
819 Unic, 13 | food of every kind, however dainty it may be, on this road
820 Unic, 31 | about it; and my doing so damaged neither my honour249 nor
821 Unic, 2 | prevent me from gravely damaging my reputation and arousing
822 Outl, 0 | Toledo complaint and becomes dangerously ill (LL 336).~December 28.
823 Unic, 35 | he falls over it and is dashed to pieces.~
824 Unic, 29(227)| If this deduction and my dating of the year as 1560 are
825 Unic, 7 | place in question in broad daylight; it had never happened before,
826 Unic, 20 | blind, absorbed, amazed, and dazzled by all the wonders it sees.
827 Unic, 33 | though the light was not dazzling, but quite soft. The glorious
828 Unic, 36 | virtue is sufficient to deaden all the rest. So I was greatly
829 Unic, 22 | and it is thus that He deals with other people, according
830 Unic, 18 | there would never be a dearth of flowers and fruit and
831 Unic, 20 | it is plunged into these death-like yearnings, and, when I am
832 Intr, 0 | suggestion very seriously, and debated where the book was to be
833 Unic, 21 | is full of delusions and deceits; you judge by the profession
834 Unic, 19 | pursues us like this! The deceiver knows that if a soul perseveres
835 Unic, 23 | to serious illusions and deceptions,180 I began to be afraid,
836 Pref, 2 | paraphrasing them is added that of deciding between several possible
837 Unic, 2 | I began to deck myself out and to try to
838 Unic, 30 | I am useless except for decking images with branches of
839 Unic, 32 | about us, laughed at us and declared that the idea was ridiculous.
840 Unic, 35 | indeed, I had always declined to do so), I thought it
841 Unic, 9(103)| XVII: Vol. III, p. 81): the dedication is dated January 15, 1554. [
842 Unic, 7 | knowledge or love of God. We can deduce our own unworthiness by
843 Unic, 29(227)| 25 (see n. 225). If this deduction and my dating of the year
844 Unic, 2(71) | s intended marriage". In default of other information I take
845 Unic, 13 | they will find them out and defeat them.~
846 Unic, 28 | means which so completely defeated their own ends by taking
847 Intr, 0 | end to this circulation of defective versions of their Mother
848 Unic, 13 | we may be blind to their defects. This is a course of action
849 Unic, 18 | citadel to so cowardly a defender, who at the enemy's first
850 Unic, 28(223)| was very conscious of his deficiencies in this respect. Cf. La
851 Unic, 38 | the Lord to make up the deficiency for that soul with His own
852 Unic, 22 | already. This little mote of deficient humility, though it seems
853 Unic, 1 | not have become so greatly defiled? It grieves me, Lord, even
854 Intr, 0 | the first volume of the definitive Carmelite edition [which
855 Unic, 35 | house that I should not delay for another day that I do
856 Unic, 25 | delicately and skilfully and delectably canst Thou deal with them!
857 Unic, 10 | and Your Reverence will delete it. In neither case is there
858 Unic, 38(342)| Franciscans and in the next line deletes one to St. Ignatius and
859 Unic, 36 | which would have been more delightful. I do not know if this has
860 Pref, 2 | the Love of God, creeps a delightfully shrewd description of the
861 Unic, 36 | people had given him of my delinquency. I would not excuse myself,
862 Unic, 31 | was trying to impede their deliverance. I have seldom seen him
863 Unic, 25 | only in Thee and whom Thou deliverest. When I was in this terrible
864 Unic, 21 | freedom, since no one is delivering it. It wanders about like
865 Unic, 31(245)| Federico de S. Antonio (Vita della Santa Madre Teresa di Gesœ,
866 Unic, 28 | devil were doing this to delude me and drag me down to hell,
867 Unic, 30 | deluded myself, without deluding good men as well. I felt
868 Unic, 33 | more for us. Without any demand on our part His Majesty
869 Unic, 20(159)| judicia, tanquam stultas dementias, et earum raptus, sicut
870 Unic, 28(223)| respect. Cf. La Puente: Vida den Padre Baltasar çlvarez,
871 Unic, 11 | with all his might. For God denies Himself to no one who perseveres
872 Unic, 11(106)| of the use of the word to denote something reprehensible
873 Unic, 17(139)| is gustadura, and which denotes the action of tasting. But
874 Unic, 35(295)| is a somewhat vague term denoting a woman who either lives
875 Unic, 32(259)| reform was even publicly denounced from Avilan pulpits. On
876 Unic, 33 | very much grieved at his departure, the Lord told me to take
877 Unic, 24(194)| previously to her beatification, deposed that she had "often heard
878 Unic, 7 | acquired at times when the Lord deprives us of our hours of prayer
879 Unic, 36(311)| in religion. The Bishop deputed P. Daza to give them the
880 Unic, 19 | how it shed them. But it derives great joy from seeing the
881 Intr, 0(48) | Historia del Carmen Descalzo, Bk. V, Chap. XIII.~
882 Pref, 2 | varies in the same way. Descanso can mean not only "rest"
883 Unic, 28 | trembled when Thou didst descend into Hades: well might they
884 Unic, 34(276)| was in the direct line of descent from Alfonso X.~
885 Intr, 0 | for describing them. Her descriptions are incomparably more vivid
886 Unic, 16 | of feeling and admirably descriptive of her pain132: they did
887 Unic, 20 | forget everything and the deserted and solitary state I am
888 Unic, 37 | at once that Thou alone deservest to be called Lord. Thou
889 Unic, 34 | their sufferings and their deservings. They stand shoulder to
890 Unic, 39(350)| do" (hace) and "undo" (deshace).]~
891 Unic, 29 | verse of David: Quemadmodum desiderat cervus ad fontes aquarum,229
892 Unic, 19 | virtues, and, seeing how desirable the fruit is, would fain
893 Unic, 32 | happening. He advised us not to desist from our work and gave us
894 Intr, 0 | Her books have a gracioso desorden [Herrick's "sweet disorder"]
895 Unic, 32 | certain other faults, and, despicable though I was, lived in the
896 Unic, 28 | it then becomes troubled, despondent and restless; loses the
897 Unic, 36 | that the convent had been destined to be founded, for its foundation
898 Unic, 30 | with this, for I am wholly destitute of both, and yet, after
899 Pref, 3 | without, I hope, entirely destroying the flavour of a past age.
900 Unic, 38 | soul and almost entirely destroys the power of our sensual
901 Unic, 22 | receive it should resolve to detach himself from everything
902 Unic, 31 | perfect all at once and detects a fault in him from a thousand
903 Unic, 8 | if we truly repent and determine not to offend Him, He will
904 Unic, 23 | God. But when I saw how determinedly he was attacking these little
905 Unic, 2 | wrong, for I had a natural detestation of everything immodest and
906 Unic, 24 | failing, since it would detract from their credit.~
907 Pref, 2 | crosses!27 --~but quite devastating when the clipt phraseology
908 Unic, 19 | abhor the world and that it develops the clearest realization
909 Unic, 40 | by so many methods and devices, His Majesty has rescued
910 Unic, 4 | been brought, along so many devious ways, to a state so secure
911 Intr, 0 | the life of contemplation. Devoting herself as she did, with
912 Pref, 2 | intimately mingled with her devoutness. She, and others like her,
913 Unic, 31(245)| della Santa Madre Teresa di Gesœ, Bk. I, Chap. XXII)
914 Intr, 0 | speak to the world, in her diaphanous, colloquial language and
915 Unic, 35(297)| sibi aliquid proprium esse dicat, sed sint vobis omnia communia."
916 Unic, 20(159)| spirituali, Chap. XIV: "Si dicerent tibi aliquid quod sit contra
917 Unic, 27 | Laetatus sum in hic quae dicta sunt mihi",220 and knelt
918 Intr, 0 | and writes as the spirit dictates, the result can never be
919 Pref, 3 | smoothness and elegance of diction. In an attempt to present
920 Unic, 4 | change in my life, and in my diet, affected my health; and,
921 Unic, 11 | this frequently. There are differences, however, in the degree
922 Unic, 11 | pleasure that we should wish to dig in His garden, and we are
923 Unic, 32 | this ardour to enable me to digest other and stronger meat
924 Unic, 38 | completely vain, are all worldly dignities. This is a wonderful way
925 Pref, 2 | blame than temperament:~Digo en algunas, porque he visto,
926 Unic, 19 | here, for that would be to digress from my purpose and I think
927 Pref, 2 | cannot prevent herself from digressing if she feels like it: otherwise,
928 Unic, 23 | extent that it made me seek diligently after spiritual persons
929 Unic, 28 | brightness of our sun seems quite dim and we should never want
930 Unic, 15 | stature of a man, does not diminish in size so that his body
931 Unic, 20 | felt to be very sensibly diminished: it gradually becomes colder,
932 Unic, 15 | Lord is pleased that such diminution should take place -- at
933 Unic, 33(270)| ten paces in length". The diminutive bell used in this first
934 Pref, 2 | for inventing all kinds of diminutives, her characteristic metatheses
935 Unic, 20 | and understand, but only dimly, as though from a long way
936 Unic, 40 | is much worse than being dimmed. Seeing this is very different
937 Unic, 36 | get a little rest after dinner. (All the previous night
938 Outl, 0 | projected foundation in his diocese. At Valladolid has a recurrence
939 Unic, 29 | arrow seems to have been dipped in some drug which leads
940 Unic, 33 | at a time when I was in dire need.267 For the priest
941 Unic, 37 | he cannot approach him directly, but has to find out who
942 Unic, 13 | there is another great disadvantage in yielding to this temptation:
943 Unic, 33(267)| by P. Gaspar de Salazar. Disagreements which arose between St.
944 Unic, 35 | pleasure it gave me, will disappear. In the same way, although
945 Intr, 0 | the result can never be disappointing.~
946 Unic, 32 | of the tribulations and disappointments of this life and also in
947 Unic, 10 | is unlikely to desire the disapproval and abhorrence of all, or
948 Unic, 19 | and showed me along what a disastrous road I was walking, and
949 Unic, 7 | warned me; and not only did I disbelieve her but I was displeased
950 Unic, 21 | which can be very clearly discerned by anyone with experience.~
951 Pref, 2 | Teresa observes that lack of discipline is often more to blame than
952 Unic, 32(259)| Thomas's and to Do-a Juana's discomfiture the preacher ("a religious
953 Unic, 8(100)| pena) of being . . . ." "Discomfort," "embarrassment," "depression"
954 Unic, 30 | these other temptations and discomforts: only a feeling of dissatisfaction --
955 Intr, 0 | even illuminating. Her disconnected observations, her revealing
956 Unic, 31 | whole passage will become discordant. Such concern is a thing
957 Unic, 30 | imperfections which I find in myself discourage me.~
958 Unic, 15 | when it begins to hold discourse with itself and think out
959 Unic, 15 | something worth while if its discourses and reflections are at all
960 Pref, 1 | Spain did not lead to fresh discoveries. Accordingly, the work was
961 Unic, 37 | danger. On the other hand, it discovers that it must not fail to
962 Unic, 10 | for to do so would bring discredit on this good, to which no
963 Unic, 23 | amending my life. Gradually and discreetly he showed me ways of vanquishing
964 Pref, 1 | elucidatory rather than a piously discursive type -- an edition, furthermore,
965 Outl, 0 | pp. 235, 260, 268, 271).~Discussions begin about the foundation
966 Unic, 20 | perceive the cobwebs which disfigure it and its own great faults,
967 Unic, 2 | and thus I never fell into disgrace with him. It had not been
968 Unic, 22 | it has is so completely disguised and hidden as not to be
969 Unic, 38 | produced by the devil to dishonour that person's soul, though
970 Unic, 40 | commit the most foul and dishonourable sins and could make them
971 Unic, 38 | not allow that soul to be dishonoured but permitted the fact of
972 Unic, 10 | be not, my soul will be disillusioned, and, if I am not gaining
973 Unic, 28(223)| not surprising that he was disinclined to trust his own opinion,
974 Unic, 31(244)| here) doing so completely dislocates her sentence.]~
975 Unic, 37 | can only cross myself in dismay. The fact is, when I came
976 Unic, 32 | were being both burned and dismembered; and I repeat that that
977 Unic, 29 | Lord never gave me leave to disobey. But, though He told me
978 Unic, 13 | benefit in such a way as to disorganize the soul and which the devil
979 Unic, 10 | some other person who can display them to advantage and to
980 Unic, 2 | against men, but against displeasing Thee.~
981 Pref, 3 | order that the pages at my disposal for this purpose should
982 Unic, 21 | all to Thee; I am Thine; dispose of me according to Thy desire.
983 Unic, 7(96) | reproduces documents which disprove Mir's date of 1545 for Don
984 Unic, 35 | distraction, that I kept on disputing about it with learned men.
985 Unic, 28 | a description without a disruption of one's very being, but
986 Unic, 39 | certainly no cause to be dissatisfied with what they have done
987 Unic, 2(71) | upon after some hesitation. Dissenting readers may choose between
988 Unic, 36 | they had not proceeded to dissolve the foundation on the spot.
989 Unic, 35 | occasions of sin -- are far distant. What I call a path, and
990 Unic, 32(262)| posts held by them, or as a distinction.~
991 Unic, 35(295)| her own house, wearing a distinctive habit but belonging to no
992 Unic, 40 | brief time and without any distinctness of form, but with perfect
993 Unic, 27 | afterwards refer, and other distinguished and learned men have told
994 Pref, 2 | Teresa by no means always distinguishes from one another are gustos,
995 Unic, 25 | are useless as means of distinguishing between a good spirit and
996 Unic, 39 | were worldly things, and distort their true meaning? We think
997 Unic, 25 | frequently and try to find distractions so that I should not be
998 Unic, 20 | and not the soul, that distributes the fruit of the garden,
999 Unic, 8 | Majesty and to have a complete distrust in myself. I sought for
1000 Unic, 3 | liked after his death. As I distrusted myself and thought I might
1001 Unic, 18 | and torment to it and a disturbance of its rest; so I assert