Part, Chapter, Paragraph
1 1, 1Exercise, 0 | ask shame and confusion at myself, seeing how many have been
2 1, 1Exercise, 0 | sins.~Likewise, looking at myself, what I have done for Christ,
3 1, 2Exercise, 0 | look at who I am, lessening myself by examples: ~First, how
4 1, 2Exercise, 0 | foulness;~Fifth, to look at myself as a sore and ulcer, from
5 1, 3Exercise, 0 | hating them, I may correct myself and put myself in order;
6 1, 3Exercise, 0 | may correct myself and put myself in order; third, to ask
7 1, Additions, 0 | Exercise, at midnight, bringing myself to confusion for my so many
8 1, Additions, 0 | second Exercise, making myself a great sinner and in chains;
9 1, Additions, 0 | or meditate, I will put myself standing for the space of
10 1, Additions, 0 | pass on, until I content myself.~
11 1, Additions, 0 | sorry, in order to correct myself in future; and if well,
12 1, Additions, 0 | the same end, to deprive myself of all light, closing the
13 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | the Child Jesus, I making myself a poor creature and a wretch
14 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | reverence, as if I found myself present; and then to reflect
15 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | and then to reflect on myself in order to draw some profit.~
16 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | saying, and, reflecting on myself, to draw some profit.~
17 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | before I go, putting before myself where I am going and before
18 2, 4Day, 0 | chief and help to guard myself against them, and for knowledge
19 2, SameFourth, 0 | It will be here to see myself, how I stand before God
20 2, 12Day, 0 | I so lower and so humble myself, as much as is possible
21 2, 12Day, 0 | first; namely, if I find myself at such a stage that I do
22 2, Prelude, 0 | such means or to deprive myself of them, except only the
23 2, 1Way, 0 | this supposed, to find myself indifferent, without any
24 2, 1Way, 0 | than to take it, but find myself as in the middle of a balance,
25 2, 2Way, 0 | election, and regulating myself by that election, let me
26 2, 2Way, 0 | considering how I shall find myself on the Day of Judgment,
27 2, 2Way, 0 | order that I may then find myself in entire pleasure and joy.~
28 3, 1Day, 0 | Supper, and, reflecting on myself, to see to drawing some
29 3, 1Day, 0 | much vehemence and to force myself to grieve, be sad and weep,
30 3, 1Day, 0 | is, according as I find myself tempted or consoled, and
31 3, 1Day, 0 | as I want to dispose of myself in one direction or another,
32 3, 2Day, 0 | Mystery shall be, to force myself, while I am getting up and
33 3, 2Day, 0 | glory, but rather to draw myself to grief and to pain and
34 3, 2Day, 0 | Passion in which I find myself at present.~
35 Contem, 0, 0 | with this to reflect on myself, considering with much reason
36 Contem, 0, 0 | everything that is mine, and myself with it, as one who makes
37 Contem, 0, 0 | Majesty; reflecting as much on myself in the way which is said
38 Contem, 0, 0 | etc.~Then to reflect on myself.~
39 Contem, 0, 0 | to finish reflecting on myself, as has been said.~I will
40 Method, 1Method, 1 | the Commandments, accusing myself on them and asking grace
41 Rules, Distribution, 0| administration, and regulating myself by that, to keep it in the
42 Rules, Distribution, 0| Looking how I shall find myself on the Day of Judgment,
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