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1 Intro, Litera, 0 | meditation a fire flames out - I think none more appropriate
2 1, GeneralExam, 0 | I presuppose that there are
3 1, GeneralExam, 1 | mortal sin, which thought I resist immediately and it
4 1, GeneralExam, 1 | thought comes to me and I resist it, and it returns
5 1, GeneralExam, 1 | me again and again, and I always resist, until it
6 1, GeneralExam, 2 | reverence.~By necessity I mean, not when any truth
7 1, GeneralExam, 2 | temporal goods.~By reverence I mean when, in naming the
8 1, GeneralExam, 2 | idle word. By idle word I mean one which does not
9 1, GeneralExam, 2 | to find fault, because if I reveal a mortal sin that
10 1, GeneralExam, 2 | sin that is not public, I sin mortally; if a venial
11 1, GeneralExam, 2 | venially; and if a defect, I show a defect of my own.~
12 1, GeneralExam, 3 | recommendations of Superiors I mean such things as Bulls
13 1, 1Exercise, 0 | the thing is found which I want to contemplate. I say
14 1, 1Exercise, 0 | which I want to contemplate. I say the corporeal place,
15 1, 1Exercise, 0 | found, according to what I want to contemplate. In
16 1, 1Exercise, 0 | exiled among brute beasts: I say all the compound of
17 1, 1Exercise, 0 | ask God our Lord for what I want and desire.~The petition
18 1, 1Exercise, 0 | sin, and how many times I deserved to be condemned
19 1, 1Exercise, 0 | cast into Hell, how often I have deserved it for so
20 1, 1Exercise, 0 | deserved it for so many.~I say to bring to memory the
21 1, 1Exercise, 0 | people going the way to Hell.~I say to bring to memory the
22 1, 1Exercise, 0 | number, for fewer sins than I have committed.~I say to
23 1, 1Exercise, 0 | sins than I have committed.~I say to do the same on the
24 1, 1Exercise, 0 | looking at myself, what I have done for Christ, what
25 1, 1Exercise, 0 | have done for Christ, what I am doing for Christ, what
26 1, 1Exercise, 0 | am doing for Christ, what I ought to do for Christ.~
27 1, 2Exercise, 0 | second is to ask for what I want. It will be here to
28 1, 2Exercise, 0 | place and the house where I have lived; second, the
29 1, 2Exercise, 0 | lived; second, the relations I have had with others; third,
30 1, 2Exercise, 0 | the occupation in which I have lived.~
31 1, 2Exercise, 0 | The third, to look at who I am, lessening myself by
32 1, 2Exercise, 0 | examples: ~First, how much I am in comparison to all
33 1, 2Exercise, 0 | comparison to God: (- Then I alone, what can I be?)~Fourth,
34 1, 2Exercise, 0 | Then I alone, what can I be?)~Fourth, to see all
35 1, 2Exercise, 0 | what God is, against Whom I have sinned, according to
36 1, 3Exercise, 0 | dwelling on the Points in which I have felt greater consolation
37 1, 3Exercise, 0 | spiritual feeling.~After this I will make three Colloquies
38 1, 3Exercise, 0 | three things: first, that I may feel an interior knowledge
39 1, 3Exercise, 0 | hatred of them; second, that I may feel the disorder of
40 1, 3Exercise, 0 | actions, so that, hating them, I may correct myself and put
41 1, 3Exercise, 0 | in order that, hating it, I may put away from me worldly
42 1, 4Exercise, 0 | I said a summary, that the
43 1, 4Exercise, 0 | the preceding Exercises.~I will make the same three
44 1, 5Exercise, 0 | second, to ask for what I want: it will be here to
45 1, 5Exercise, 0 | if, through my faults, I should forget the love of
46 1, 5Exercise, 0 | Colloquy to Christ our Lord, I will bring to memory the
47 1, 5Exercise, 0 | this world; and with this I will give Him thanks that
48 1, 5Exercise, 0 | ending my life.~Likewise, I will consider how up to
49 1, 5Exercise, 0 | great pity and mercy on me.~I will end with an OUR FATHER.~
50 1, 5Exercise, 0 | of hours, more or less, I always mean in all the four
51 1, Additions, 0 | going to bed, just when I want to go asleep, to think,
52 1, Additions, 0 | HAIL MARY, of the hour that I have to rise and for what,
53 1, Additions, 0 | resume of the Exercise which I have to make.~
54 1, Additions, 0 | Addition. The second: When I wake up, not giving place
55 1, Additions, 0 | attention immediately to what I am going to contemplate
56 1, Additions, 0 | their temporal judge. And I will dress with these thoughts
57 1, Additions, 0 | two before the place where I have to contemplate or meditate,
58 1, Additions, 0 | contemplate or meditate, I will put myself standing
59 1, Additions, 0 | always intent on seeking what I want.~We will attend to
60 1, Additions, 0 | things. The first is, that if I find what I want kneeling,
61 1, Additions, 0 | is, that if I find what I want kneeling, I will not
62 1, Additions, 0 | find what I want kneeling, I will not pass on; and if
63 1, Additions, 0 | second; in the Point in which I find what I want, there
64 1, Additions, 0 | Point in which I find what I want, there I will rest,
65 1, Additions, 0 | find what I want, there I will rest, without being
66 1, Additions, 0 | anxious to pass on, until I content myself.~
67 1, Additions, 0 | finishing the Exercise, I will, during the space of
68 1, Additions, 0 | Meditation; and if badly, I will look for the cause
69 1, Additions, 0 | in future; and if well, I will give thanks to God
70 1, Additions, 0 | but to keep before me that I want to grieve and feel
71 1, Additions, 0 | the blinds and doors while I am in the room, if it be
72 1, Additions, 0 | dismissing the person with whom I have spoken.~
73 2, TemporalKing, 1| ask for the grace which I want: it will be here to
74 2, TemporalKing, 1| ask grace of our Lord that I may not be deaf to His call,
75 2, TemporalKing, 1| to be content to eat as I, and also to drink and dress,
76 2, TemporalKing, 1| drink and dress, etc., as I: likewise he is to labor
77 2, TemporalKing, 2| Eternal Lord of all things, I make my oblation with Thy
78 2, TemporalKing, 2| the heavenly Court; that I want and desire, and it
79 2, 1Day, 0 | narrative of the thing which I have to contemplate.~Here,
80 2, 1Day, 0 | The third, to ask for what I want: it will be to ask
81 2, 1Day, 0 | me has become man, that I may more love and follow
82 2, 1Day, 0 | to be made, thinking what I ought to say to the Three
83 2, 1Day, 0 | asking according to what I feel in me, in order more
84 2, 1Day, 0 | Lord, so lately incarnate.~I will say an OUR FATHER.~
85 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | Birth, the Child Jesus, I making myself a poor creature
86 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | respect and reverence, as if I found myself present; and
87 2, 2Contemplat, 0 | spiritual profit.~Colloquy. I will finish with a Colloquy
88 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | other following Weeks, that I have only to read the Mystery
89 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | the Contemplation which I have immediately to make,
90 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | make, so that at any time I read no Mystery which I
91 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | I read no Mystery which I have not to make that day
92 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | the contemplation which I have to make, desiring to
93 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | the place or Mystery which I am engaged in contemplating.~
94 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | time of the Exercise which I have to make, before I go,
95 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | which I have to make, before I go, putting before myself
96 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | putting before myself where I am going and before Whom,
97 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | little the Exercise which I have to make, and then making
98 2, 5Contemplat, 0 | making the third Addition, I will enter into the Exercise.~
99 2, 4Day, 0 | The third, to ask for what I want: and it will be here
100 2, 4Day, 0 | from Her Son and Lord that I may be received under His
101 2, 4Day, 0 | Him more in them, if only I can suffer them without
102 2, 4Day, 0 | Second Colloquy. I will ask the same of the
103 2, 4Day, 0 | Third Colloquy. I will ask the same of the
104 2, SameFourth, 0 | here to see myself, how I stand before God our Lord
105 2, SameFourth, 0 | The third, to ask for what I want. Here it will be to
106 2, SameFourth, 0 | Three Colloquies. I will make the same three
107 2, 12Day, 0 | salvation; namely, that I so lower and so humble myself,
108 2, 12Day, 0 | to me, that in everything I obey the law of God, so
109 2, 12Day, 0 | for my own temporal life, I would not be in deliberation
110 2, 12Day, 0 | than the first; namely, if I find myself at such a stage
111 2, 12Day, 0 | myself at such a stage that I do not want, and feel no
112 2, 12Day, 0 | take away my life, would I be in deliberation about
113 2, 12Day, 0 | actually like Christ our Lord, I want and choose poverty
114 2, Prelude, 0 | salvation of our soul. And so I ought to choose whatever
115 2, Prelude, 0 | ought to choose whatever I do, that it may help me
116 2, Prelude, 0 | me for the end for which I am created, not ordering
117 2, GoodElection, 0| the salvation of his soul.~I said time of quiet, when
118 2, 1Way, 0 | before me the thing on which I want to make election, such
119 2, 1Way, 0 | as aim the end for which I am created, which is to
120 2, 1Way, 0 | inordinate propensity; so that I be not more inclined or
121 2, 1Way, 0 | balance, to follow what I feel to be more for the
122 2, 1Way, 0 | and put in my soul what I ought to do regarding the
123 2, 1Way, 0 | Fifth Point. Fifth: After I have thus discussed and
124 2, 2Way, 0 | set before me a man whom I have never seen nor known,
125 2, 2Way, 0 | never seen nor known, and I17 desiring all his perfection,
126 2, 2Way, 0 | perfection, to consider what I would tell him to do and
127 2, 2Way, 0 | perfection of his soul, and I, doing likewise, to keep
128 2, 2Way, 0 | to keep the rule which I set for the other.~
129 2, 2Way, 0(17) | I is added, perhaps in St.
130 2, 2Way, 0 | third, to consider, as if I were at the point of death,
131 2, 2Way, 0 | the form and measure which I would then want to have
132 2, 2Way, 0 | looking and considering how I shall find myself on the
133 2, 2Way, 0 | of Judgment, to think how I would then want to have18
134 2, 2Way, 0 | take now the rule which I would then wish to have
135 2, 2Way, 0 | have kept, in order that I may then find myself in
136 2, 2Way, 0 | peace having been taken, I will make my election and
137 3, 1Day, 0 | The third, to ask for what I want. It will be here grief,
138 3, 1Day, 0 | my sins, etc.; and what I ought to do and suffer for
139 3, 1Day, 0 | Colloquy. I will finish with a Colloquy
140 3, 1Day, 0 | that in the Colloquies I ought to discuss and ask
141 3, 1Day, 0 | matter, that is, according as I find myself tempted or consoled,
142 3, 1Day, 0 | consoled, and according as I desire to have one virtue
143 3, 1Day, 0 | one virtue or another, as I want to dispose of myself
144 3, 1Day, 0 | direction or another, as I want to grieve or rejoice
145 3, 1Day, 0 | rejoice at the thing which I am contemplating; in fine,
146 3, 1Day, 0 | fine, asking that which I more efficaciously desire
147 3, 1Day, 0 | things. And in this way I can make one Colloquy only,
148 3, 2Day, 0 | third is to ask for what I want. It belongs to the
149 3, 2Day, 0 | to set before me where I am going and to what, and
150 3, 2Day, 0 | the contemplation which I want to make, according
151 3, 2Day, 0 | to force myself, while I am getting up and dressing,
152 3, 2Day, 0 | of the Passion in which I find myself at present.~
153 4, 1Contemplat, 0 | The third, to ask for what I want, and it will be here
154 4, 1Contemplat, 0 | Colloquy. I will finish with a Colloquy,
155 4, 1Contemplat, 0 | the Contemplation which I have to make, wanting to
156 Contem, 0, 0 | which is here to see how I am standing before God our
157 Contem, 0, 0 | second, to ask for what I want. It will be here to
158 Contem, 0, 0 | being entirely grateful, I may be able in all to love
159 Contem, 0, 0 | reason and justice, what I ought on my side to offer
160 Contem, 0, 0 | and all my will - all that I have and possess. Thou gavest
161 Contem, 0, 0 | it to me: to Thee, Lord, I return it! All is Thine,
162 Contem, 0, 0 | Point, or in another which I feel to be better. In the
163 Contem, 0, 0 | myself, as has been said.~I will end with a Colloquy
164 Method, 1Method, 1 | I. The Ten Commandments~
165 Method, 1Method, 1 | grace of God our Lord that I may be able to know in what
166 Method, 1Method, 1 | be able to know in what I have failed as to the Ten
167 Method, 1Method, 1 | the First Commandment, how I have kept it and in what
168 Method, 1Method, 1 | have kept it and in what I have failed, keeping to
169 Method, 1Method, 1 | times; and if in this time I find faults of mine, to
170 Method, 1Method, 1 | help to amend hereafter, I am to finish with a Colloquy
171 Annunc, Shepherds, 0 | Shepherds by the Angel. "'I manifest to you great Joy,
172 Annunc, Baptism, 0 | My beloved Son, in Whom I am well pleased.'"~
173 Annunc, Temptation, 0 | earth Thou wilt adore me, I will give Thee all this
174 Annunc, SermonMount, 0 | and of loving enemies. "'I say to you that you love
175 Annunc, WalkOnSea, 0 | saying to them: "'It is I, fear not,'" St. Peter,
176 Annunc, Apostles, 0 | and patience: "'Behold, I send you as sheep in the
177 Annunc, Lazarus, 0 | other to believe, saying: "'I am the resurrection and
178 Annunc, Supper, 0 | foretold His death. "'In truth, I say to you that one of you
179 Annunc, Supper, 0 | and for this He said: "'I have given you an example,
180 Annunc, Supper, 0 | example, that you may do as I did.'"~
181 Annunc, Mysteries, 0 | said: "'Sit ye here till I go yonder to pray.'"~
182 Annunc, Anna, 0 | with clubs and arms; when I was daily with you in the
183 Annunc, Pilate, 0 | once and again, said: "'I find no fault.'"~
184 Annunc, CrossII, 0 | said with a loud voice: "'I thirst,'" and they gave
185 Annunc, CrossII, 0 | Father, into Thy hands I commend My spirit!"~
186 Annunc, 7Apparit, 0 | preceding apparition, says: "If I do not see Him, I will not
187 Annunc, 7Apparit, 0 | says: "If I do not see Him, I will not believe."~
188 Rules, Receive, 0 | OF SPIRITUAL CONSOLATION. I call it consolation when
189 Rules, Receive, 0 | service and praise.~Finally, I call consolation every increase
190 Rules, Receive, 0 | OF SPIRITUAL DESOLATION. I call desolation all the
191 Rules, 2Week, 0 | love of His Divine Majesty. I say without cause: without
192 Rules, Distribution, 0| First Rule. The first: If I make the distribution to
193 Rules, Distribution, 0| or to persons for whom I have an affection, I shall
194 Rules, Distribution, 0| whom I have an affection, I shall have four things to
195 Rules, Distribution, 0| of God our Lord, so that I feel first in me that the
196 Rules, Distribution, 0| love, more or less, which I have to such persons is
197 Rules, Distribution, 0| and that in the reason why I love them more, God appears.~
198 Rules, Distribution, 0| Second Rule. The second: I want to set before me a
199 Rules, Distribution, 0| set before me a man whom I have never seen or known,
200 Rules, Distribution, 0| condition which he has, as I would want him to keep the
201 Rules, Distribution, 0| perfection of his soul; I, doing so, neither more
202 Rules, Distribution, 0| the rule and measure which I should want and judge to
203 Rules, Distribution, 0| Third Rule. The third: I want to consider, as if
204 Rules, Distribution, 0| want to consider, as if I were at the point of death,
205 Rules, Distribution, 0| form and measure which then I should want to have kept
206 Rules, Distribution, 0| The fourth: Looking how I shall find myself on the
207 Rules, Distribution, 0| to think well how then I should want to have used
208 Rules, Distribution, 0| and the rule which then I should want to have kept,
209 Rules, Scruples, 0 | freedom: that is to say, when I freely decide that that
210 Rules, Scruples, 0 | Note. The second: After I have stepped on that cross,
211 Rules, Scruples, 0 | on that cross, or after I have thought or said or
212 Rules, Scruples, 0 | thought from without that I have sinned, and on the
213 Rules, Scruples, 0 | hand it appears to me that I have not sinned; still I
214 Rules, Scruples, 0 | I have not sinned; still I feel disturbance in this;
215 Rules, Scruples, 0 | is to say, in as much as I doubt and in as much as
216 Rules, Scruples, 0 | doubt and in as much as I do not doubt.~That is a
217 Rules, Scruples, 0 | same: "Neither for thee did I begin, nor for thee will
218 Rules, Scruples, 0 | begin, nor for thee will I stop."~
219 Rules, TrueSentimen, 0| hold that the white which I see, is black, if the Hierarchical
220 Rules, TrueSentimen, 0| happens, saying: Whether I have to be saved or condemned
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