Sermon

 1 HardDays |            very young, and I didn't feel sympathy for the world
 2 HardDays |        what a world it was I didn't know. Yet, one thing could
 3 HardDays |         there are old, they haven't understood anything and
 4 HardDays |          nothing happened. I didn't see the church recover a
 5 HardDays |    dominate people who either don't believe in God or are very
 6 HardDays |          the sheep, but that didn't happen. And so there had
 7 AllMyLife|        loath listening it. I didn't intend to go here today,
 8 AllMyLife|         place. When I came I didn't find neither too much anarchy,
 9 AllMyLife|     question was asked: "Why didn't I come?" It is hard to answer
10 AllMyLife|        have to.~Of course, I didn't come not because I lied
11 AllMyLife| heart-attacks and a stroke so can't be healthy, but great professionals
12 AllMyLife|       capable of. Therefore I can't plead my sickness. Yes,
13 AllMyLife|         strong soporifics - I don't know how does my heart endure
14 AllMyLife|          is a miracle.~So, I wasn't sick. Why then didn't I
15 AllMyLife|        wasn't sick. Why then didn't I come here anyway? One
16 AllMyLife|        but, well, a corner, I don't know what purpose it served
17 AllMyLife|           You may ask: why couldn't you live at someone else'
18 AllMyLife|    someone else's place? I couldn't because my spirit is different!
19 AllMyLife|     morning they leave early. Don't think they leave at 8 o'
20 AllMyLife|           praying. And people don't need anything else except
21 AllMyLife|   Bogorodskoye also. ~Well, I won't probably speak about it
22 AllMyLife|          and for two years I didn't serve. The late Patriarch
23 AllMyLife|           nothing about it. I din't go to him and I never served
24 AllMyLife|           served with him. I didn't go to the Patriarchy and
25 AllMyLife|           the Patriarchy and didn't see him.~Why didn't I serve
26 AllMyLife|          didn't see him.~Why didn't I serve with him? Only because
27 AllMyLife|           for all my life I haven't drunk a single glas of vodka,
28 AllMyLife|        age, I wonder? Well, I don't think I 'm wrong if I say
29 AllMyLife|           well, first days I didn't know where to escape, where
30 AllMyLife|           whipped me, they couldn't do anything with me. I was
31 AllMyLife|        now and confessing. ~I don't have any discord in faith
32 AllMyLife|    significance in life. It doesn't create... It can't, however,
33 AllMyLife|          doesn't create... It can't, however, live only on its
34 AllMyLife|        had written it, - I wouldn't even find them worth mentioning
35 AllMyLife|           course, my dear, I didn't leave it without an appropriate
36 AllMyLife|            so bad that I even don't know how to define them...
37 AllMyLife|      needed to live somehow, didn't they? And there wasn't much
38 AllMyLife|       didn't they? And there wasn't much in the church for them
39 AllMyLife|      exhausted altogether? "I won't go there anymore" - I said
40 AllMyLife|       thought: "Thank God I haven't seen them".~So, what will
41 AllMyLife|        gathering here for. We don't need anything else. Neither
42 OnWorship|        And, nevertheless, why don't these words of Christ cool
43 OnWorship|           we can do this, but can't do that, that we had had
44 OnWorship|         can be amazed how it didn't become part of our traditional
45 OnWorship|           back" and therefore don't reach the goal. We as if