Essay

 1    1|       insufficiency. If we don't get all our wishes, we react
 2    3|   press on regardless, and don't look for results. If you
 3    3|     you security. If you haven't realised before that this
 4    3|       they are. Usually we don't really want to see things
 5    3|        alone, but if you haven't studied the theory to some
 6    3|        or at least what it isn't -- and self-deception in
 7    3|       of a character who doesn't really exist. Here, then,
 8    3|        said, but probably didn't)?  ~Clearly there must be
 9    3|        sense in which it doesn't. Let us first of all have
10    3|   sorts of things and it doesn't care in the very least how
11    3|       how it gets them. We don't all want -- at least consciously --
12    3|     moment of arising. You won't succeed easily, but you
13    3|     this is futile. If you don't believe this you can try
14    3|        they may say, 'you didn't have to have faith in Buddhism.'
15    4|      that in any case he doesn't know how to do it - thereby,
16    4|       about - and if he couldn't find a way, it is unlikely
17    4|    very well, but I just haven't got the will-power.' In
18    4|       said to himself 'I haven't the will power to correct
19    4| already indicated, that we don't want to, that there is a
20    4|     inside me which I just can't bring myself to face.' Now