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V
When, on very great occasions,
"the portress nun" allowed dancing,
restricting the games of boston,
whist, and backgammon within the
limits of her bedroom, such a
concession was accounted as the most
unhoped felicity, and made them
happier than going to the great balls,
to two or three of which Guillaume
would take the girls at the time of
the Carnival.
And once a year the worthy draper
gave an entertainment, when he
spared no expense. However rich and
fashionable the persons invited
might be, they were careful not to
be absent; for the most important
houses on the exchange had recourse
to the immense credit, the
fortune, or the time-honored
experience of Monsieur Guillaume. Still,
the excellent merchant's daughters
did not benefit as much as might be
supposed by the lessons the world
has to offer to young spirits. At
these parties, which were indeed set
down in the ledger to the credit
of the house, they wore dresses the
shabbiness of which made them
blush. Their style of dancing was
not in any way remarkable, and their
mother's surveillance did not allow
of their holding any conversation
with their partners beyond Yes and
No. Also, the law of the old sign
of the Cat and Racket commanded that
they should be home by eleven
o'clock, the hour when balls and
fetes begin to be lively. Thus their
pleasures, which seemed to conform
very fairly to their father's
position, were often made insipid by
circumstances which were part of
the family habits and principles.
As to their usual life, one remark
will sufficiently paint it. Madame
Guillaume required her daughters to
be dressed very early in the
morning, to come down every day at
the same hour, and she ordered
their employments with monastic
regularity. Augustine, however, had
been gifted by chance with a spirit
lofty enough to feel the emptiness
of such a life. Her blue eyes would
sometimes be raised as if to
pierce the depths of that gloomy
staircase and those damp store-rooms.
After sounding the profound
cloistral silence, she seemed to be
listening to remote, inarticulate
revelations of the life of passion,
which accounts feelings as of higher
value than things. And at such
moments her cheek would flush, her
idle hands would lay the muslin
sewing on the polished oak counter,
and presently her mother would say
in a voice, of which even the
softest tones were sour, "Augustine, my
treasure, what are you thinking
about?" It is possible that two
romances discovered by Augustine in
the cupboard of a cook Madame
Guillaume had lately
discharged--/Hippolyte Comte de Douglas/ and /Le
Comte de Comminges/--may have
contributed to develop the ideas of the
young girl, who had devoured them in
secret, during the long nights of
the past winter.
And so Augustine's expression of
vague longing, her gentle voice, her
jasmine skin, and her blue eyes had
lighted in poor Lebas' soul a
flame as ardent as it was reverent.
From an easily understood caprice,
Augustine felt no affection for the
orphan; perhaps she did not know
that he loved her. On the other
hand, the senior apprentice, with his
long legs, his chestnut hair, his
big hands and powerful frame, had
found a secret admirer in
Mademoiselle Virginie, who, in spite of her
dower of fifty thousand crowns, had
as yet no suitor. Nothing could be
more natural than these two passions
at cross-purposes, born in the
silence of the dingy shop, as
violets bloom in the depths of a wood.
The mute and constant looks which
made the young people's eyes meet by
sheer need of change in the midst of
persistent work and cloistered
peace, was sure, sooner or later, to
give rise to feelings of love.
The habit of seeing always the same
face leads insensibly to our
reading there the qualities of the
soul, and at last effaces all its
defects.
"At the pace at which that man
goes, our girls will soon have to go on
their knees to a suitor!" said
Monsieur Guillaume to himself, as he
read the first decree by which
Napoleon drew in advance on the
conscript classes.
From that day the old merchant,
grieved at seeing his eldest daughter
fade, remembered how he had married
Mademoiselle Chevrel under much
the same circumstances as those of
Joseph Lebas and Virginie. A good
bit of business, to marry off his
daughter, and discharge a sacred
debt by repaying to an orphan the
benefit he had formerly received
from his predecessor under similar
conditions! Joseph Lebas, who was
now three-and-thirty, was aware of
the obstacle which a difference of
fifteen years placed between
Augustine and himself. Being also too
clear-sighted not to understand
Monsieur Guillaume's purpose, he knew
his inexorable principles well
enough to feel sure that the second
would never marry before the elder.
So the hapless assistant, whose
heart was as warm as his legs were
long and his chest deep, suffered
in silence.
This was the state of the affairs in
the tiny republic which, in the
heart of the Rue Saint-Denis, was
not unlike a dependency of La
Trappe. But to give a full account
of events as well as of feelings,
it is needful to go back to some
months before the scene with which
this story opens. At dusk one
evening, a young man passing the
darkened shop of the Cat and Racket,
had paused for a moment to gaze
at a picture which might have
arrested every painter in the world. The
shop was not yet lighted, and was as
a dark cave beyond which the
dining-room was visible. A hanging
lamp shed the yellow light which
lends such charm to pictures of the
Dutch school. The white linen, the
silver, the cut glass, were
brilliant accessories, and made more
picturesque by strong contrasts of
light and shade. The figures of the
head of the family and his wife, the
faces of the apprentices, and the
pure form of Augustine, near whom a
fat chubby-cheeked maid was
standing, composed so strange a
group; the heads were so singular, and
every face had so candid an
expression; it was so easy to read the
peace, the silence, the modest way
of life in this family, that to an
artist accustomed to render nature,
there was something hopeless in
any attempt to depict this scene,
come upon by chance. The stranger
was a young painter, who, seven
years before, had gained the first
prize for painting. He had now just
come back from Rome. His soul,
full-fed with poetry; his eyes,
satiated with Raphael and Michael
Angelo, thirsted for real nature
after long dwelling in the pompous
land where art has everywhere left
something grandiose. Right or
wrong, this was his personal
feeling. His heart, which had long been a
prey to the fire of Italian passion,
craved one of those modest and
meditative maidens whom in Rome he
had unfortunately seen only in
painting. From the enthusiasm
produced in his excited fancy by the
living picture before him, he
naturally passed to a profound
admiration for the principal figure;
Augustine seemed to be pensive,
and did not eat; by the arrangement
of the lamp the light fell full on
her face, and her bust seemed to
move in a circle of fire, which threw
up the shape of her head and
illuminated it with almost supernatural
effect. The artist involuntarily
compared her to an exiled angel
dreaming of heaven. An almost
unknown emotion, a limpid, seething love
flooded his heart. After remaining a
minute, overwhelmed by the weight
of his ideas, he tore himself from
his bliss, went home, ate nothing,
and could not sleep.
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