Chapter

 1 2 |  matter in detail, should thus find an even stronger stimulus
 2 2 |        her firstborn, you will find completely new~feelings
 3 5 |      the table of contents and find articles which~relate to
 4 6 |    faith? Why did you begin to find it burdensome, and when?~
 5 6 |     which I do not know I will find~ ~out for you from people
 6 6 |    religious life and you will find out for yourself the~difference
 7 7 | present in us, if we fumble to find it in ourselves, as if~taking
 8 7 |      the other saints, then we find that this feeling has, as
 9 8 |   distant monastery, but first find out~the circumstances of
10 9 |      of Zadonsk3 and could not find~any words with which to
11 10|    mind that,~when the Khlysti find out about this sign for
12 12|   sinful passions, and one~can find out about these by noticing
13 13|      so, dear priest, when you find out what sin your spiritual
14 14|      their drunken company and find some sober companions. In
15 15|        confession, but also to find out what passions and~false
16 15|    spiritual enjoyment or even find it~tedious. This tedium
17 15|        died recently. I do not find~consolation anywhere or
18 15|        at my soul and I cannot find any consolation anywhere?”
19 15|       and some abnormal people find~satisfaction in aggravating
20 19|       but nevertheless, if you find out that some~misfortune
21 19|    made to answer for them and find satisfaction in doing something
22 21|   seeking oblivion, and he can find this, although not for long,