Letter

 1 Introd   |             are now? If, instead of having wished to enlighten the
 2 Introd   |            at my contemporaries for having given me the feelings of
 3 Introd   |       greater a philosopher for not having loved, than those who threw
 4 I        |             not grateful to you for having performed what you call
 5 XX       |             during the Crusade from having eaten too many grapes on
 6 XXI      |         from them.~You are happy in having such clear memories of other
 7 XXI      |            fatigue accumulated from having lived too much. Anyhow,
 8 XXXVI    |          Bouilhet who knows me well having come to see me in his youth
 9 XL       |           the men of our generation having become real fossils to the
10 XLIII    |             died twenty times over, having thought so much, written
11 XLIV     |            anything about it, never having profoundly studied the thing,
12 XLIV     |   profoundly studied the thing, and having heard of it without having
13 XLIV     |          having heard of it without having studied it. Isn’t it an
14 XLV      |           However, I think not. Not having had the same youth, my old
15 XLVI     |            it! And then very proud, having been a Jansenist, his heart
16 XLVII    |            worth more than I am not having the land, it would be unfair
17 L        |         eagle. At this moment he is having a spree with veal and wine
18 LV       |            SAND~I am worried at not having news from you, dear master.
19 LVI      |       because I live a selfish life having nothing to do for any one
20 LVI      |          curse. And it happens that having nothing more to carry them
21 LVI      |            I am bound under pain of having nothing wherewith to pay
22 LXV      |         fellow,~I am worried at not having news of you since that illness
23 LXX      |         health? I am worried at not having news of you.~G. Sand~
24 LXXI     |      evening, expected by Hortense, Having his eyes fixed on the clock,
25 LXXII    |             one can breathe without having dagger-thrusts in one’s
26 LXXVI    |            is nice. I thank you for having thought of it and I kiss
27 LXXXV    |            does not prevent us from having friends who are great admirers
28 LXXXVI   |             one’s own fault without having one’s own foolishness thrown
29 LXXXVIII |   interrupted for three weeks, I am having terrible trouble in getting
30 XCVI     |           am “ter hum” where, after having hugged my children and my
31 XCVI     |        George Sand.] I was angry at having stayed to take care of my
32 XCVII    |             I am remorseful for not having answered at length your
33 C        |           may well be distressed at having an adored friend, a captive
34 CII      |           children. I am tired from having spent the night in making
35 CV       |         have been not to care about having thirty thousand francs a
36 CVI      |          sleep; but I am happier at having this care on my shoulders
37 CVII     |          have hardened me more than having been brought up in a hospital
38 CVII     |        brought up in a hospital and having played, as a child, in a
39 CX       |             I knew a little without having read him, and whom I have
40 CXXX     |            are always afraid of not having enough plays, and accept
41 CXXXI    |           hide it from you, for not having said anything to us about
42 CXL      |     undergoing the disadvantages of having a style that is not yet
43 CL       |           well. I am anxious at not having news about that reading
44 CLIII    |             unhappy all the same at having left you melancholy, ill
45 CLVII    |             who congratulated me on HAVING AVENGED HIM! (against a
46 CLXIII   |     recovering nicely, I tired from having watched so much and from
47 CLXVI    |          like an old cemetery! I am having enough of them, frankly.~
48 CLXVIII  |       better world consoles him for having lost him in this one.~One
49 CLXXII   |             are now? If, instead of having wished to enlighten the
50 CLXXXIII |            at my contemporaries for having given me the feelings of
51 CXC      |             they are. Thank you for having worried over the illness
52 CXCVII   |         divine right. On account of having failed in the dignity of
53 CXCVII   |           revolutionary mandate, of having aped the nobility, of having
54 CXCVII   |        having aped the nobility, of having usurped its insignia, of
55 CXCVII   |            usurped its insignia, of having taken possession of its
56 CXCVII   |    possession of its playthings, of having been shamefully ridiculous
57 CXCVII   |       greater a philosopher for not having loved, than those who threw
58 CXCVII   |             reproach themselves for having loved and served the cause
59 CCVII    |            base. They accused me of having wanted to advertise by INSERTING
60 CCXIII   |         died so young; he died from having lived too extensively in
61 CCXVI    |             before criticism, after having “flattered Caesar”! “Sad
62 CCXXXV   |             old Nohant again, after having been glad to leave it for
63 CCXXXVII |             me Thursday last. After having lunched with a lady whom
64 CCXXXVIII|            how?~I am worried at not having had news from you for a
65 CCXLII   |            come when we are gay and having a holiday, come while it
66 CCXLIII  |            whiff of air, and, after having been moved, I feel refreshed.~
67 CCXLIV   |           our criticisms, and never having relations with accredited
68 CCLVII   |       already knew some of it, from having read it in le Temps (a pun). [
69 CCLXII   |        occasions.~At Rouen they are having processions, but the effect
70 CCLXVI   |        parties regard themselves as having joint interests with the
71 CCLXVII  |       embrace you and thank you for having written to me on New Year’
72 CCLXVIII |            no matter who it may be, having, as you know, an essential
73 CCLXX    |             or fatigue?~I have been having and still have the grippe,
74 CCLXXI   |        started grubbing again after having rested from the long and
75 CCLXXIII | Villemessant reproaches me for not “having been killed by the Prussians.”
76 CCLXXVI  |          theatre! I pity you! After having put dogs on the boards at
77 CCLXXIX  |           wrathful with you for not having advised him of your presence
78 CCLXXIX  |            you came? I pity you for having anything to do with Duquesnel!
79 CCLXXXI  |           more mind than you, never having written a line, you must
80 CCLXXXII |         September, 1874~Then, after having been bored like an ass on
81 CCLXXXIV |             2nd December, 1874~I am having remorse about you. It is
82 CCLXXXVI |            Then do not complain for having to grub, and describe your
83 CCLXXXIX |           out, I get bored with not having anything on the stocks.
84 CCCII    |            let us have the honor of having done our stated task, it
85 CCCV     |             so exasperated me that, having gone home in order to get
86 CCCVIII  |          namely, beauty. I remember having felt my heart beat violently,
87 CCCVIII  |            my heart beat violently, having felt a fierce pleasure in