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1 I, I | sought a poetic subject. He felt somewhat dreamy, however,
2 I, I | to pose at his studio, he felt, in spite of any advances
3 I, I | a little artificial, he felt the indefinable mental reserve
4 I, I | again the next day they felt more at ease, and Bertin,
5 I, I | society, but sometimes she felt that she desired something
6 I, I | amusing place, laughed gaily, felt that she, too, was clever,
7 I, I | she, too, was clever, and felt grateful to him for the
8 I, I | definite determination, she felt within her heart a growing
9 I, I | this initiation, that he felt his spirit exalted in noting
10 I, I | the beauty of woman.~She felt that he was drawn toward
11 I, I | his whole being, but he felt her always near him, as
12 I, I | minutes had elapsed, he felt anxious, as at the approach
13 I, I | must!~It was quite true; he felt a profound, tormenting,
14 I, I | mean? Was it love? But he felt no mental exaltation, no
15 I, I | ready to open.~When she felt herself suddenly clasped
16 I, I | desires and our will, she felt an indescribable peace.~
17 I, I | and kissed the child, and felt no pang of anguish.~Monsieur
18 I, I | sitting had passed, for he felt very sure that she would
19 I, I | looked without seeing; he felt a desire to weep, so deeply
20 I, I | tone so brusque that he felt suddenly one of those furies
21 I, I | Through soul and body he felt a nervous shock, and in
22 I, I | teeth of a pretty woman.~He felt a desire to whistle, as
23 I, I | they bowed at parting they felt themselves farther apart
24 I, I | clear, and sure; he now felt himself strong, steady,
25 I, I | always with her child.~He felt that between them a slow
26 I, I | him back his kisses.~She felt no remorse now, only the
27 I, III| a few thoughts, that he felt, although the glow of his
28 I, III| waistcoat, his high gray felt hat, tilted a little toward
29 I, III| discussions of these two rivals, felt a sudden irritation at the
30 I, III| prepare himself.~He had not felt so agile and vigorous for
31 I, III| instruments reached him he felt himself borne away in a
32 I, III| voices, followed their words, felt the movement of the carriage,
33 I, III| I am rather tired.”~He felt very animated, on the contrary,
34 I, III| returned to the studio, felt stirred by that light gaiety
35 I, III| review, and the pleasure she felt in seeing those living dolls,
36 I, III| inquired.~“I adore them!”~He felt, from her manner of looking
37 I, III| he listened, the painter felt as gay as a bird, gay as
38 I, III| some fresh dainty.~Bertin felt recollections awakening
39 I, III| insistently as to-day, he had felt and remarked. A cause always
40 I, III| also observed them, and felt disturbed at the thought
41 I, III| find subjects to paint!”~He felt such a sensation of freedom
42 I, III| blood began to cool. He felt tired, sat down on his divan,
43 I, III| mistress, and now he suddenly felt that she was far away, and
44 I, III| certain moments, and he felt around him the sweetness
45 I, III| returns to life, he saw and felt only walls within reach
46 I, III| presence. In looking at her he felt his heart full of old things
47 I, III| Musadieu.”~Olivier Bertin felt a spasm of anger, and when
48 I, III| situation.~Bertin, who no longer felt vexed with Musadieu since
49 I, III| again facing Musadieu, and felt once more the sudden desire
50 I, III| opened a window.~Musadieu felt this chilly current freezing
51 I, III| asking himself the reason, he felt a sudden desire to rise
52 I, III| you,” Bertin continued. He felt himself tormented obscurely
53 I, III| his mistress, now that he felt on his brow the touch of
54 I, III| the warmth of her body, he felt the same agitation reawakened,
55 I, IV | Countess and her daughter. He felt again so much displeasure
56 I, IV | daughter laugh gaily, when he felt that he had touched their
57 I, IV | order to listen to him, he felt a thrill of pleasure, an
58 I, IV | disturbed since she had felt in several ways, like almost
59 I, IV | was fatigued, pale, and felt that she looked older than
60 II, I | which upset me, I suddenly~felt the tears beginning to flow
61 II, II | heart contracted and she felt like weeping, for she had
62 II, II | herself, every moment she felt her throat swelling with
63 II, II | air. Never before had she felt so sad. It was no more the
64 II, II | the memory; but now she felt herself swept away on a
65 II, II | would not. Every time she felt her eyelids grow moist she
66 II, II | see that sad face.”~She felt ready to faint.~“Yes, a
67 II, II | not feel it throb, and she felt once more as if she lived.
68 II, II | little surprised, for she felt so much better that she
69 II, II | she went down stairs, she felt almost sure that the first
70 II, II | more and more melancholy, felt that Olivier preferred that
71 II, II | her fears still; but she felt the need of Divine aid,
72 II, II | captivated her mother; and he felt a desire to hold out his
73 II, II | forbid her to go away. He felt that she was too alert,
74 II, II | her as he always had, and felt that from her came the powerful
75 II, II | he resumed his walk. He felt agitated, but content. Content
76 II, II | good that day. His body felt once more the liveliness
77 II, II | which never before he had felt in the same way.~Suddenly
78 II, II | skin looked yellow; and she felt such violent grief because
79 II, II | certainly not; but she felt, she acknowledged for the
80 II, III| to her home, she suddenly felt tranquil and quieted, as
81 II, III| behind his show-case. She felt saved. From what? Reassured.
82 II, III| Countess said nothing, but felt a little confused.~The doors
83 II, III| more the confidence she had felt the day before.~Bertin was
84 II, III| more distinct form; she felt them more keenly. She realized
85 II, III| the portrait! She herself felt as if she had suddenly disappeared,
86 II, III| physical ailments.~Indeed, she felt so ill at ease and weak
87 II, III| is never very ill.”~She felt immediate gratitude to him
88 II, III| sounded her, examined her, felt of her shoulders with the
89 II, III| Good-bye, Madame.”~She felt better already, more alert;
90 II, III| Boulevard Malesherbes, for she felt as if her limbs were breaking.
91 II, III| by chance, she suddenly felt a profound need to pray,
92 II, III| supposititious conviction, he felt indignant that she had lent
93 II, IV | idea illumined his mind. He felt that he had awakened after
94 II, IV | affected, for never had he felt the least stirring of desire
95 II, IV | depths of his heart he still felt a sort of bitter discontent
96 II, IV | time to inquire how she felt.~She was alone with Annette,
97 II, IV | you, my friend?”~“Yes, I felt anxious; I wished to see
98 II, IV | finding her pretty. Then he felt the mother’s eye upon him,
99 II, IV | freshness of the dewy lawns, he felt himself assailed by all
100 II, IV | After he had gone to bed he felt that sleep would not come
101 II, IV | those vibrating stanzas, he felt that his soul was but twenty
102 II, IV | present, and forever.~Then he felt remorse at having abandoned
103 II, IV | Then, probing his heart, he felt it burning with affection
104 II, IV | Mademoiselle is at home.”~Again he felt a thrill of joy.~“Tell her
105 II, IV | you think,” he replied.~He felt in his heart a longing to
106 II, IV | what to say, and he now felt afraid, incomprehensibly
107 II, IV | attention. In jewelers’ shops he felt for the showcases a sort
108 II, IV | that Annette attracted; she felt them coming from a distance,
109 II, V | often held valuable objects, felt again that contraction of
110 II, V | closed heart, wherein she felt another love was growing.~
111 II, V | depths of his heart. He felt, indeed, that fermentation
112 II, V | insisted, to show that she felt kindly toward him.~“Yes,
113 II, V | comprehended now all that he had felt near her since that walk
114 II, V | sad, had seized him! He felt it in his throat, in his
115 II, V | chained dogs, for like them he felt powerless, enslaved, imprisoned.
116 II, V | little more mocking; and he felt that he belonged body and
117 II, V | painting around; then, as he felt his heart full of sadness,
118 II, V | that he never can break. He felt this in the depths of his
119 II, V | himself in the street, he felt the cold air, that first
120 II, V | frequenter of the hot baths, he felt when there like an admired
121 II, V | studio.~But as he sat down he felt that he could not stay there,
122 II, V | sooner.”~Annette entered. He felt his heart leap within him
123 II, V | kissed him on both cheeks.~He felt ready to sink, and understood,
124 II, V | and understood, when he felt the light caresses of that
125 II, V | tortured her.~If she had felt that all the resources of
126 II, V | alert, and healthy! She felt that her soul was still
127 II, V | really believed that she felt an indescribable sort of
128 II, V | risen from her bed, she felt moved by a powerful desire
129 II, VI | the evening air could be felt the excitement of an approaching
130 II, VI | sound of the crowd, one felt the presence of a mass of
131 II, VI | had seen, all that he had felt, everything that he had
132 II, VI | also looking at it. He felt old, lost, despairing. Ah,
133 II, VI | pleased with him. But Olivier felt some disappointment, for
134 II, VI | square opening of the box, he felt all the bitterness of that
135 II, VI | he was irresistible, had felt their hearts throb as he
136 II, VI | resist that voice!”~Olivier felt angry and bitter. He did
137 II, VI | strolling singer!~Ah, he felt very little anger now toward
138 II, VI | reopened wounds. He had first felt it at Roncieres, in returning
139 II, VI | from the cemetery, when he felt for the first time that
140 II, VI | interest. In one’s heart is felt the imperious need of being
141 II, VI | that opera-house, and he felt vexed with everyone because
142 II, VI | de l’Opera.~Suddenly he felt a sort of affection for
143 II, VI | distant land, for he now felt lost in that strange, indifferent
144 II, VI | her mother had had one! He felt within him sources of suffering
145 II, VI | inevitable tortures, he felt so lost, so far overwhelmed,
146 II, VI | rising anger so quickly felt by a nervous person; at
147 II, VI | criticism was more marked. He felt that he had been enrolled
148 II, VI | stammered:~“Yes—yes—yes!”~She felt that he was near weeping,
149 II, VI | Oh, I knew it! I have felt it all. I saw it from the
150 II, VI | resemble that which you felt for me?” the Countess asked.~“
151 II, VI | belongs to the fire.”~She felt her sympathy wither up under
152 II, VI | his hopeless sorrow, she felt so keenly the counter-stroke
153 II, VI | at that moment? She now felt a burning regret at having
154 II, VI | irresistibly to their lips. She felt that she must at any price
155 II, VI | tremors which the Countess felt to the roots of her hair,
156 II, VI | The Countess, motionless, felt an intolerable terror rising
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