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  1     Int, 0(8)  |        continues, p. xiii.] under pain of excommunication, to leave
  2    Life, I     |           he could not endure the pain of seeing that she was not
  3    Life, I     |         what we were reading that pain and bliss were everlasting.
  4    Life, IV    |           is quite true, that the pain I felt when I left my father'
  5    Life, IV    |         that I do not believe the pain of dying will be greater—
  6    Life, IV    |        and dryness occasion great pain, and the thoughts assail
  7    Life, V     |           and the severity of the pain in the heart,121 for the
  8    Life, V     |        pains I had—for I was in pain from my head down to my
  9    Life, V     |          then I had been in great pain, but more especially during
 10    Life, V     |          had their source in that pain and sorrow only for having
 11    Life, VI    |       sight of it could only give pain. It is impossible to describe
 12    Life, VII   |     movements herein gave me such pain, that the devil would depart
 13    Life, VII   |          occurs, and with greater pain; for I have to bring it
 14    Life, VII   |          believe, free from great pain, which is sometimes very
 15    Life, VII   |         consisted in a most acute pain of the shoulders, which
 16    Life, VII   |          to feel somewhat of that pain which He then suffered Himself.
 17    Life, VII   |        had to please Him, and the pain I felt because I had not
 18    Life, VII   |      would have given me the most pain. Thou didst chastise my
 19    Life, VII   |          which must be done under pain of being no Christian; and
 20    Life, VIII  |          for you, rise above that pain you feel at being much with
 21    Life, XIII  |           for virtue, through the pain which the sight of the sins
 22    Life, XIII  |        Satan tells them that this pain arises only out of their
 23    Life, XIII  |          I am not speaking of the pain which public sins occasion,
 24    Life, XIII  |        are visibly lost; for this pain is most wholesome, and being
 25    Life, XV    |           be done only with great pain.~15. I believe myself that
 26    Life, XVI   |            most expressive of her pain: they were not the work
 27    Life, XVI   |       that bliss which so sweet a pain occasioned her, she complained
 28    Life, XVI   |          delight she felt in that pain. To what torments could
 29    Life, XVIII |           the hands without great pain; the eyes close involuntarily,
 30    Life, XIX   |      would undo itself—not from pain, but through tears of joy
 31    Life, XX    |            Afterwards it causes a pain, which we can never inflict
 32    Life, XX    |        much to explain this great pain, and I believe I shall not
 33    Life, XX    |       occasionally; but it is the pain of which I speak that is
 34    Life, XX    |            as different from this pain as the most corporeal thing
 35    Life, XX    |        though the soul feels that pain, it is in company with the
 36    Life, XX    |           no part in causing this pain; but very often there springs
 37    Life, XX    |       beholds itself, suffering a pain so sharp and piercing that,
 38    Life, XX    |            brings with it greater pain; for the desire then so
 39    Life, XX    |        the faculties are at rest. Pain suspends them then, as joy
 40    Life, XX    |       rest of my life, though the pain be so very great, that I
 41    Life, XX    |        the following day I have a pain in my wrists, and over my
 42    Life, XX    |           end to my life; for the pain seems to me sharp enough
 43    Life, XX    |        tormented also because the pain has increased so much, that
 44    Life, XX    |        from our weakness; for, as pain brings with it the risk
 45    Life, XX    |         think I may say that this pain is as great as any,—so
 46    Life, XX    |         to be delivered from this pain.~19. I am not sure that
 47    Life, XX    |         of the body in it is only pain. It is the soul that suffers
 48    Life, XX    |    understood perfectly that this pain was a great grace; but I
 49    Life, XX    |         before sickly and full of pain remains healthy, and even
 50    Life, XX    |    themselves.~30. Here comes the pain of returning to this life;
 51    Life, XXI   |        Conclusion of the Subject. Pain of the Awakening. Light
 52    Life, XXI   |          of this world,—how the pain, caused by living always
 53    Life, XXII  |        which I then held, without pain; I believe it was an act
 54    Life, XXII  |    ascension into heaven, without pain, all-glorious, giving strength
 55    Life, XXII  |         disquiet, nor any of that pain which some persons suffer,
 56    Life, XXIII |         made no progress; for the pain it gave me to see that I
 57    Life, XXIV  |         resistance, that it was a pain to me. But our Lord was
 58    Life, XXIV  |         had tried before, and the pain it gave me was so great
 59    Life, XXIV  |        Lord of all, it gave me no pain whatever.~
 60    Life, XXVI  |           him; I thought that the pain he inflicted on me disturbed
 61    Life, XXVII |           my life. I was in great pain and distress; and many prayers,
 62    Life, XXIX  |       soul, nor the very grievous pain inflicted, which deprives
 63    Life, XXIX  |      self-consciousness; yet this pain is so sweet, that there
 64    Life, XXIX  |           of this wound.~14. This pain and bliss together carried
 65    Life, XXIX  |        love of God; but the first pain is so great, that no bodily
 66    Life, XXIX  |    mitigation may be had, and the pain may pass away a little,
 67    Life, XXIX  |        comes from a keen sense of pain.~16. Our Lord was pleased
 68    Life, XXIX  |          a great love of God. The pain was so great, that it made
 69    Life, XXIX  |       sweetness of this excessive pain, that I could not wish to
 70    Life, XXIX  |        nothing less than God. The pain is not bodily, but spiritual;
 71    Life, XXIX  |            but only to cherish my pain, which was to me a greater
 72    Life, XXIX  |          then, I do not feel that pain so much, but only that which
 73    Life, XXIX  |         the other hand, when this pain, of which I am now speaking,
 74    Life, XXIX  |           me to have any sense of pain or suffering, because fruition
 75    Life, XXX   |           not understand how this pain and joy could subsist together.
 76    Life, XXX   |        possible enough for bodily pain and spiritual joy to dwell
 77    Life, XXX   |        coexistence of a spiritual pain so excessive as this, and
 78    Life, XXX   |         and as I had no spiritual pain, I bore it with great joy:
 79    Life, XXX   |    allowing the soul to have that pain, and how well the soul is
 80    Life, XXX   |       great helps to increase the pain, because I look upon myself
 81    Life, XXX   |      others, as they say, without pain or pleasure, indifferent
 82    Life, XXX   |           and death, pleasure and pain. I seem to have no feeling.
 83    Life, XXXI  |       might be able to endure the pain. It pleased our Lord to
 84    Life, XXXI  |          means whereby so great a pain could be relieved. My body,
 85    Life, XXXI  |           of all was the interior pain, for I could find no ease
 86    Life, XXXI  |          sing well, it gave me no pain at all, and I sang much
 87    Life, XXXI  |          seeing that this gave me pain,—by little and little,
 88    Life, XXXII |   oppression, of stifling, and of pain so keen, accompanied by
 89    Life, XXXII |   surpassing all torments and all pain. I did not see who it was
 90    Life, XXXII |          everything that can give pain by being seen was visible.~
 91    Life, XXXII |        because I felt none of the pain, my terror was not so great.
 92    Life, XXXII |          it. And so, amid all the pain and suffering which I may
 93    Life, XXXII |          love in great trouble or pain, our very nature seems to
 94    Life, XXXII |           see a soul in danger of pain, the most grievous of all
 95    Life, XXXII |        anguish. Here we know that pain ends with life at last,
 96    Life, XXXII | compassion so greatly. That other pain has no ending; and I know
 97    Life, XXXII |           it. It was a very great pain to us,—for we seemed now
 98    Life, XXXV  |        much, and that was another pain to bear; for it had cost
 99    Life, XXXV  |        pleasing God took away the pain of quitting that lady,—
100    Life, XXXV  |           to have caused me great pain,—at this time, though
101    Life, XXXVII|        others, together with much pain and labour before he can
102    Life, XXXIX |       flesh. The greatness of the pain was manifest, and I was
103    Life, XXXIX |     beyond all endurance; and his pain was so great that he tore
104    Life, XXXIX |        was completely rid of that pain.~3. I was once in the deepest
105    Life, XXXIX |      could find no relief for the pain I felt. In my distress,
106    Life, XXXIX |       others, that it gives me no pain to think so. I bless His
107    Life, XL    |        sleep. I was in very great pain, and my usual sickness was
108    Life, XL    |           I have never known real pain since I resolved to serve
109    Life, XL    |         should be. It was a great pain to me, and I have borne
110    Life, XL    |       before,617 it gave me great pain to speak of them even to
111    Life, XL    |          either of pleasure or of pain. If matters occur which
112    Life, XL    |   pleasure, or be sorry over that pain, it is not in my power to
113    Life, XL    |     sensible person feels neither pain nor pleasure in the memory
114     Rel, I(622)|   anything that occurs is wont to pain and distress her; but when
115     Rel, I     | oppression of the heart; and this pain comes on without my doing
116     Rel, I     |         to be delivered from this pain.~4. At other times there
117     Rel, I     |        accompanied with a certain pain at seeing how unprofitable
118     Rel, I     |         to serve God, I feel this pain in a way wholly indescribable;
119     Rel, I     |      other times it gives me much pain that I must eat and sleep,
120     Rel, I     |           may do it. Cost me what pain it might, I would not leave
121     Rel, I     |   necessary, for it gives me much pain.~14. Amusements, of which
122     Rel, I     |          fall away; this gives me pain, but not much, because I
123     Rel, II    |  sometimes that gives me grievous pain. My penance is very scanty,
124     Rel, II    |            12. It is a very great pain to me very often, and at
125     Rel, III   |      began to think how great the pain must have been because of
126     Rel, IV    |      trance through the excessive pain, and remained entranced;
127     Rel, IV    |         if it is so. Hitherto the pain had not gone so far as to
128     Rel, IV    |        joints were loosed, and in pain.664 You, my father, will
129     Rel, IV    |            2. I was in this great pain till this morning; and,
130     Rel, IV    |            I was for some time in pain and sadness. As I was then
131     Rel, IV    |                days in that great pain, which I feel sometimes
132     Rel, IV    |         is good for thee now." My pain was gone, and I was comforted;
133     Rel, VII   |           though also it gave her pain when, for the purpose of
134     Rel, VII   |        ordinary state is constant pain, with many other infirmities,
135     Rel, VIII  |           that is in it, gives it pain; and because it finds no
136     Rel, VIII  |         possible; and there is no pain in the world—at least
137     Rel, VIII  |          any appearance of bodily pain;~ ./. but as I cannot explain
138     Rel, VIII  |         it,—I mean, how far the pain can go; for the pains of
139     Rel, IX    |        when I was thinking of the pain it was to me to eat meat
140     Rel, IX    |         that all would be a great pain for me, it was to little
141     Rel, XI    |           without disquietude and pain as formerly, that my soul
142     Rel, XI    |        and drinking, and avoiding pain in everything; and yet this
143     Rel, XI    |        distinct as to relieve the pain of the absence, and I wish
144     Ind        |          a vision of, xl. 13, 14; pain of absence from, Rel. iv.
145     Ind        |      removed from Avila, xxiv. 5.~Pain of raptures, xx. 11; sweetness
146     Ind        |            effects of, xx. 9, 30; pain of, xx. 11; loneliness of
147     Ind        |           occasions of, viii. 14; pain occasioned by the sins of
148     Ind        |          censured, xi. 21; of the pain of raptures, xx. 19; the