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  1    Pref          |       later time her friends were afraid that she might be denounced
  2    Pref, 0(64)   |        God, for she was instantly afraid that the devil would deceive
  3    Pref          | revelations, matters always to be afraid of, especially in women,
  4    Pref          |          it is always safer to be afraid and wary; for if she is
  5    Life, II      |   asserted; and, as I was so much afraid about my good name, I had
  6    Life, III     |     though at the same time I was afraid of marriage. At the end
  7    Life, III     |          away. I also began to be afraid that, if I were then to
  8    Life, III     |          death. I now began to be afraid of myself, and of my own
  9    Life, IV      |          of its merits, should be afraid; and the greater the fear,
 10    Life, IV      |       that is no reason for being afraid of failure,  ./. for He
 11    Life, IV      |        book—my soul was as much afraid to pray without one, as
 12    Life, V       |          the sisters, I saw, were afraid of her malady. I envied
 13    Life, V       |        send, I do not think I was afraid of any, for I was resolved
 14    Life, V       |       Jesus made me altogether so afraid, by insisting on the erroneousness
 15    Life, VI      | considered myself well, for I was afraid my patience would fail:
 16    Life, VI      |       dare to pray, because I was afraid of that most bitter anguish
 17    Life, VI      |        knowledge, I lie not. I am afraid, and with good reason, lest
 18    Life, VI      |        often, I cannot help being afraid; for when Thou didst withdraw
 19    Life, VII     |           humility. I began to be afraid of giving myself to prayer,
 20    Life, VII     |           be real, let him not be afraid of vain-glory; and if the
 21    Life, VIII    |       though of mortal sins I was afraid, I was not so afraid of
 22    Life, VIII    |          was afraid, I was not so afraid of them as I ought to have
 23    Life, VIII    |     Herein there is nothing to be afraid of, but  ./. everything
 24    Life, VIII    |         there can be to make them afraid who are afraid to begin
 25    Life, VIII    |          make them afraid who are afraid to begin mental prayer,
 26    Life, XI      |        Let him begin by not being afraid of the Cross, and he will
 27    Life, XIII    |         little. It is right to be afraid of self; so that, having
 28    Life, XIII    |          though he was afterwards afraid.190 These first resolutions
 29    Life, XIII    |           if we weep, he makes us afraid of blindness. I have passed
 30    Life, XIII    |           spirits are exceedingly afraid of learned men who are humble
 31    Life, XV      |         has the more reason to be afraid, and to be less confident
 32    Life, XIX     |            and it made me greatly afraid. But as I shall speak hereafter258
 33    Life, XIX     |        now it has no reason to be afraid for itself. Yet this does
 34    Life, XX      |   weakness of our nature makes us afraid at first, and we require
 35    Life, XX      |          was alone, because I was afraid of delusions. Occasionally
 36    Life, XX      |      extraordinary thing, and was afraid it would occasion much talk;
 37    Life, XX      |        did well. And though I was afraid, because I was so wicked,
 38    Life, XX      |           of the blessing made me afraid, when I called to mind how
 39    Life, XX      |          yea, rather, I should be afraid they were those frenzies
 40    Life, XXII    |            there is nothing to be afraid of; but we must not be self-invited
 41    Life, XXIII   |           Satan,332 I began to be afraid, because the joy and sweetness
 42    Life, XXIII   |         distracted, I began to be afraid, and to imagine that perhaps
 43    Life, XXIII   |           this made me still more afraid; for to converse with them,
 44    Life, XXIII   |          to do with it. But I was afraid, on account of my great
 45    Life, XXIII   |       Society of Jesus; for I was afraid of my own wickedness, and
 46    Life, XXIV    |        desert, most sorrowful and afraid. I knew not what to do with
 47    Life, XXIV    |          of my soul. They made me afraid,—though, on the other
 48    Life, XXV     |       than that it is safer to be afraid, and always on our guard,
 49    Life, XXV     |        affection for me, and were afraid I was under a delusion.
 50    Life, XXV     |   delusion. I, too, was very much afraid whenever I was not occupied
 51    Life, XXV     |           Lord left me to suffer, afraid of a thousand dangers.~22.
 52    Life, XXV     |         me perfect peace: "Be not afraid, my daughter: it is I; and
 53    Life, XXV     |       been thinking of? what am I afraid of? what is it? I desire
 54    Life, XXV     |          courage enough not to be afraid of encountering all the
 55    Life, XXV     |       certainly they seemed to be afraid of me, for I was left in
 56    Life, XXV     |              —I was never again afraid of them—on the contrary,
 57    Life, XXV     |       contrary, they seemed to be afraid of me.373 I found myself
 58    Life, XXV     |         devils, for they shall be afraid of me. I do not understand
 59    Life, XXV     |       mean? I am really much more afraid of those people who have
 60    Life, XXVI    |          me; for a cowardly soul, afraid of anything but sin against
 61    Life, XXVI    |            There is nothing to be afraid of if we walk, as I said
 62    Life, XXVI    |          is the reason why we are afraid. Certainly it is not my
 63    Life, XXVI    |            saying: "What art thou afraid of? knowest thou not that
 64    Life, XXVII   |      possible,387 I was extremely afraid at first, and did nothing
 65    Life, XXVII   |         say of him, if I were not afraid, my father, that you will
 66    Life, XXVIII  |         though I was occasionally afraid, because so much was said
 67    Life, XXVIII  |           God, makes me very much afraid. A few days later, I saw
 68    Life, XXVIII  |         there was no reason to be afraid, but great reason to praise
 69    Life, XXVIII  |      distressed me. I began to be afraid I should find no one to
 70    Life, XXVIII  |       perfect. As I was very much afraid myself, I obeyed him in
 71    Life, XXIX    |            it makes us humble and afraid; for we see that, as our
 72    Life, XXIX    |           that my confessors were afraid to hear me, or when I knew
 73    Life, XXX     | impetuosities, I began also to be afraid of them, because I could
 74    Life, XXX     |            but everything made me afraid. One of them, on one occasion,
 75    Life, XXXI    |        who were with me should be afraid, and find out what the matter
 76    Life, XXXI    |     nothing, neither was I at all afraid. This took place almost
 77    Life, XXXI    |            and I am now so little afraid of them,—because I see
 78    Life, XXXI    |      Satan sends only to make him afraid! Let him understand that
 79    Life, XXXI    |  ill-treatment. All this makes me afraid; I dare not lift up my head,
 80    Life, XXXI    |       Lord said to me, What was I afraid of? one of two things must
 81    Life, XXXI    |         humble, but because I was afraid they would laugh at me,
 82    Life, XXXII   |          pains of hell, I was not afraid of them, nor made any account
 83    Life, XXXIII  |        laugh, because I never was afraid of them; for I knew well
 84    Life, XXXIII  |          So I told them I was not afraid of that, for my soul must
 85    Life, XXXIII  |           there was nothing to be afraid of,—and not to direct
 86    Life, XXXIII  |           these reasons made them afraid, for the father-rector never
 87    Life, XXXIII  |           in it; that I was to be afraid of no failure whatever,
 88    Life, XXXIV   |      making so much of me made me afraid. I kept my soul continually
 89    Life, XXXV    |          anything else. But I was afraid that others—if our Lord
 90    Life, XXXV    |         what it is that makes men afraid of the way of perfection.~
 91    Life, XXXV    |          from Him. People are not afraid of living in the midst of
 92    Life, XXXV    |        the devil seems to make us afraid of ghosts. I am astonished
 93    Life, XXXVI   |           of which was that I was afraid I might be ordered back
 94    Life, XXXVI   |      purgatory. What was I, then, afraid of? If I longed for tribulations,
 95    Life, XXXVI   |           said nothing; but I was afraid the monastery would be destroyed:
 96    Life, XXXVI   |           Almighty? what art thou afraid of?" He made me feel assured
 97    Life, XXXVI   |          was in, and so I was not afraid,—on the contrary, I was
 98    Life, XXXVII  |        God, and fearing Him, were afraid that I was attaching and
 99    Life, XXXVII  |         wicked as I am, should be afraid.~11. It is only just now
100    Life, XXXVII  |     reasonable that men should be afraid of him, or even to the great
101    Life, XXXVIII |        very short space.~2. I was afraid it might be an illusion;
102    Life, XXXVIII |            I was so much the more afraid, and did nothing but cry;
103    Life, XXXVIII |      illusion or not, it makes me afraid whenever I think of it.~
104    Life, XXXIX   |           very sorry for him, and afraid our Lord would not hear
105    Life, XXXIX   |          trembled, for it made me afraid. I wished to understand
106    Life, XXXIX   |          way that I was no longer afraid of all that multitude, neither
107    Life, XXXIX   |        this wretched state, I was afraid that the graces I had received
108    Life, XL      |         than is necessary!—I am afraid I do.~27. When I was thus
109    Life, XL      |     goodness, and though some are afraid to speak to me, and even
110     Rel, I       |        help me on. People who are afraid, and seemingly cautious
111     Rel, I       |          had me believe it, I was afraid, seeing who it was that
112     Rel, IV      |      profit thee; and be not thou afraid that My compassion will
113     Rel, V       |    understanding is perplexed, is afraid it may come to doubt the
114     Rel, VI      |    occasions that I was not to be afraid, that He wished this,—
115     Rel, VII     |           in very great distress, afraid that it was a delusion of
116     Rel, VII(687)|       sure there is nothing to be afraid of'" (Jerome Gratian, Lucidario,
117     Rel, VII     |        misery, what has she to be afraid of? She confessed to the
118     Rel, VII     |        God, for she was instantly afraid that the devil would deceive
119     Rel, VII     |        words,696 "It is I, be not afraid," her soul became so calm,
120     Rel, VIII    |        good reasons she had to be afraid of everything, though in
121     Rel, IX      |           I heard: "What art thou afraid of? What canst thou lose?
122     Rel, IX      |          vision made me very much afraid, for it was so clear, and
123     Rel, IX      |            He said to me, "Be not afraid of it, for the union of
124     Rel, XI      |            as I said before, I am afraid that this is a delusion;
125     Ind          |            xi. 15–17; not to be afraid of the cross, xi. 25; must
126     Ind          |  carefulness for health, xiii. 9; afraid of learned directors who
127     Ind          |        suffers grievously, vi. 1; afraid of prayer, vi. 5; leads
128     Ind          |        learn from books, xxii. 3; afraid of delusions, xxiii. 3;
129     Ind          |        xxvii. 3, Rel. vii. 7; not afraid of Satan, xxv. 27; spoken
130     Ind          |       were false, xxviii. 18, 19; afraid nobody would hear her confession,