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  1     Int, 0(27)   |            12, the Saint says: "I wish we five who now love one
  2     Int          |           All this was against my wish, and I was much annoyed
  3    Pref          |       simply, and with so great a wish to be correct, that no doubt
  4    Life, Pro     |           Lord within me, I could wish that I had been allowed
  5    Life, I       |        means of accomplishing our wish. Even now, I have a feeling
  6    Life, II      |         to make much of dress, to wish to please others by my appearance.
  7    Life, III     |          encouraged me in this my wish; and if all had been of
  8    Life, V       |   learning was as good as I could wish it was. I know by experience
  9    Life, VI      |           more brief than I could wish, and more diffusive than
 10    Life, VI      |         16. I know not how we can wish to live, seeing that everything
 11    Life, VII     |       namely, that men who really wish to love and please God should
 12    Life, VIII    |          so base; and certainly I wish those who may read this
 13    Life, VIII    |           so much for me. I could wish, too, I had permission to
 14    Life, VIII    |     angels! when I consider it, I wish I could wholly die of love!
 15    Life, VIII    |        was more occupied with the wish to see the end of the time
 16    Life, X       |        lost.~9. A man will hardly wish to be held in contempt and
 17    Life, X       |            How clear soever I may wish to make my account of that
 18    Life, XI      |     follow Christ, if they do not wish to be  ./. lost, must walk
 19    Life, XI      |           of Thy mere goodness. I wish to suffer, because Thou,
 20    Life, XIII    |         to have large desires, to wish to imitate the Saints, and
 21    Life, XIII    |        other state, I by no means wish for such a method of progress,
 22    Life, XIII    |       others, however much he may wish to do so.~26. Though learning
 23    Life, XIV     |          knows not what to do, or wish, or pray for. It seems to
 24    Life, XIV     |        books ever so clear.~11. I wish much that our Lord would
 25    Life, XIV     |           and little at a time. I wish I had leisure; for when
 26    Life, XV      |       there is nothing further to wish for, but that its abode
 27    Life, XV      |            now and then, it could wish it did not even breathe.210
 28    Life, XV      |         prayer, if at any time we wish, or can, to make use of
 29    Life, XVI     |           glorious king;230 and I wish all had it, particularly
 30    Life, XVI     |           the things I see, and I wish I might never see any but
 31    Life, XVI     |           my father, say that you wish me well. I wish you would
 32    Life, XVI     |          that you wish me well. I wish you would prove it by disposing
 33    Life, XVI     |           very rarely told.~12. I wish we five, who now love one
 34    Life, XVI     |         with eyes of love and the wish to do him good. I say; in
 35    Life, XVI     |         of the Apostles, but I do wish it were a stronger fire
 36    Life, XVI     |        person of this kind, but I wish I was.~13. Oh, grand freedom,
 37    Life, XIX     |         delicious it is, and they wish to help that soul to eat 
 38    Life, XIX     |          given: and, certainly, I wish I was a person of great
 39    Life, XIX     |         of God, and accordingly I wish ignorant people like myself
 40    Life, XX      |           The Effects of It.~1. I wish I could explain, with the
 41    Life, XX      |         Neither, indeed, would it wish to have any; it would rather
 42    Life, XX      |         when I am in them, I then wish to spend therein all the
 43    Life, XX      |         the soul, which would not wish to be delivered from this 
 44    Life, XX      |         closed, though we may not wish to close them; and if occasionally
 45    Life, XXI     |        them greatly to God, and I wish I might be of service to
 46    Life, XXII    |          is of my own soul that I wish to speak now,—I do not
 47    Life, XXII    |      particularly at Communion. I wish I could have His picture
 48    Life, XXII    |         in my soul as deeply as I wish.~5. Is it possible, O my
 49    Life, XXII    |          be clearly understood. I wish I knew how to explain it.314~
 50    Life, XXII    |         is clear that, whether we wish it or not, this presence
 51    Life, XXII    |         deal of harm to those who wish to advance in contemplation.~
 52    Life, XXV     |  resistance we may offer. When we wish not to hear anything in
 53    Life, XXVI    |        large of certain things, I wish now to go on with the story
 54    Life, XXVIII  |            that no one would ever wish to open his eyes again.~
 55    Life, XXVIII  |         show you.~9. That which I wish now to speak of is the manner
 56    Life, XXVIII  |         they said, though I might wish it. These jewels I could
 57    Life, XXIX    |         me to do; and I could not wish, as I said before, that
 58    Life, XXIX    |          that my soul would never wish it over.~11. It is not possible
 59    Life, XXIX    |           said,435 the soul would wish to be always dying of this 
 60    Life, XXIX    |  excessive pain, that I could not wish to be rid of it. The soul
 61    Life, XXX     |          Even my first impulses I wish them to know; and as for
 62    Life, XXXI    |    wherein no form is seen.~11. I wish also to relate what follows,
 63    Life, XXXI    |        not lift up my head, and I wish nobody saw me at all. It
 64    Life, XXXI    |          good in me.466 I did not wish to deceive them, nor did
 65    Life, XXXI    |       falling and rising again. I wish I knew how to explain it,
 66    Life, XXXI    |         union with God? and do we wish to follow the counsels of
 67    Life, XXXII   |            10. This also makes me wish that, in a matter which
 68    Life, XXXII   |        could not—I believe so—wish harm to any one; that I
 69    Life, XXXII   |           —and she had the same wish that I had. She began to
 70    Life, XXXII   |           not the way,—only the wish we had to do so made us
 71    Life, XXXIV   |           I came to hate the very wish to be a great lady. God
 72    Life, XXXIV   |      therewith enrich themselves, wish for war, knowing well that
 73    Life, XXXVI   |           succeed according to my wish.~21. At this time I had
 74    Life, XXXVII  |           by measure;562 and so I wish that I myself observed no
 75    Life, XXXVII  | acknowledged; and though he might wish ever so much to be recognised,
 76    Life, XXXVII  |         courts to teach those who wish to be the courtiers of heaven,
 77    Life, XXXVII  |           the grace to quit it, I wish to leave it altogether.
 78    Life, XXXVIII |        the things of this life. I wish I could describe, in some
 79    Life, XXXIX   |          this: however much I may wish to pray for those graces
 80    Life, XXXIX   |        this account that I do not wish  ./. to live,—though there
 81    Life, XXXIX   |       service! Certainly, I could wish occasionally I had no sense,
 82    Life, XXXIX   |          have done for Him.~16. I wish, therefore, we reminded
 83    Life, XXXIX   |       other intention here, and I wish to have no other, than to
 84    Life, XXXIX   |    Himself, for He is good; but I wish I made no account of them
 85    Life, XL      |           as mine is, more than I wish.~26. I was in prayer one
 86    Life, XL      |        not so much forgotten as I wish I was, for I am forced to
 87    Life, XL      |          and His Majesty does not wish me to become blind again.~
 88    Life, XL      |      recognise the handwriting. I wish very much you would order
 89     Rel, I       |          Him come upon me, that I wish to do penance, but I am
 90     Rel, I       |          I see I cannot do what I wish and desire.~8. All these
 91     Rel, I       |           nor do I care for it; I wish to have only what is necessary.
 92     Rel, I       |        knows anything about me, I wish to let him know my whole
 93     Rel, II      |          do good. Of the former I wish to be loved, in order that
 94     Rel, V       |       near Me, though they do not wish it. Nor is union the joys
 95     Rel, VI      |       fines tuos pacem,"680 and I wish I could wear myself out
 96     Rel, VII(687)|           revelations, and do not wish to be deluded or deceived
 97     Rel, VII     |       about which you, my father, wish to know something, it is
 98     Rel, VII     |         is over,—though she may wish ever so much to retain the
 99     Rel, XI      |       command. Herein, and in the wish for health, much self-love
100     Rel, XI      |          to make great efforts to wish to die, I could not, nor
101     Rel, XI      |        pain of the absence, and I wish to live—if such be His
102     Ind          |        Toledo, xxxiv. 3; the nuns wish to have her as their Prioress,