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 1     Int         |        Nor need any surprise be felt at the alleged praise of
 2     Int         |       monastery of his Order, I felt a longing to know the state
 3    Pref         |    inward satisfaction—better felt than described—there is
 4    Life, IV     |     quite true, that the pain I felt when I left my father's
 5    Life, VI     |     most bitter anguish which I felt for having offended God,
 6    Life, VII    |       till he was dead, as if I felt none at all. It seemed as
 7    Life, VII    |      please Him, and the pain I felt because I had not the strength
 8    Life, VII    |      when I reflected on what I felt, seeing myself in a condition
 9    Life, VIII   |       prayer; and the sadness I felt on entering the oratory
10    Life, VIII   |        so wrong as I in my soul felt them to be. One of them—
11    Life, VIII   |        well and with unction, I felt, without my seeking it,
12    Life, IX     |        had uttered it for me: I felt so in my heart. I remained
13    Life, XV     |         itself in great measure felt in the satisfaction and
14    Life, XVI    |        royal prophet, must have felt in the same way, so it seems
15    Life, XVI    |         to show the delight she felt in that pain. To what torments
16    Life, XVIII  |      and thus the labour is not felt as labour, but as bliss.~
17    Life, XVIII  |          is the outward joy now felt.~15. This prayer, however
18    Life, XVIII  |        in this way, that I ever felt the worse for it—on the
19    Life, XVIII  |         it were, evident that I felt there His very presence.
20    Life, XIX    |          or whether the bliss I felt had really been mine; and,
21    Life, XIX    |     mercies I had received, and felt that the joys of this world
22    Life, XX     |       other times, the moment I felt that our Lord was about
23    Life, XX     |         to know that others had felt this extreme loneliness;
24    Life, XXIII  |       joy and sweetness which I felt were so great, and very
25    Life, XXIII  |     avoid. On the other hand, I felt in myself a very deep conviction
26    Life, XXIII  |        in my case. In a word, I felt that the means he would
27    Life, XXIV   |             I did so, because I felt that our Lord was enjoining
28    Life, XXIV   |        confessor's residence. I felt it very much, for I thought
29    Life, XXIV   |         of their way of life, I felt that my soul profited exceedingly.~
30    Life, XXV    |      soul seemed changed, and I felt I could maintain against
31    Life, XXVI   |   advice seemed good, because I felt it so much whenever I had
32    Life, XXVI   |       ashamed of myself, that I felt it more keenly at times
33    Life, XXVI   |     they were laughing at me. I felt it so much,—for I look
34    Life, XXVI   |     forbidden to read them,—I felt it deeply, for some of these
35    Life, XXVII  |       they filled me.~ ./. 2. I felt that I was wholly changed;
36    Life, XXVII  |        to speak more correctly, felt Him; for I saw nothing with
37    Life, XXVII  |         saw Him distinctly, and felt His presence,— that the
38    Life, XXVII  |       this. The darkness is not felt; only He renders Himself
39    Life, XXVII  |         God which is frequently felt, particularly by those who
40    Life, XXVII  |      Majesty makes His presence felt; but here, in this vision,
41    Life, XXVII  |       it. I neither saw it, nor felt it; I never had any inclination
42    Life, XXVIII |    contrived to quiet me; and I felt so much the going to him
43    Life, XXVIII |      was a most holy man, and I felt it most acutely when I saw
44    Life, XXIX   |       care much for this; but I felt it bitterly when I saw that
45    Life, XXIX   |    signs of contempt, because I felt that too much. It reminded
46    Life, XXIX   |   reasons so sufficient, that I felt myself perfectly safe.~10.
47    Life, XXIX   |       of its blood, are no more felt than if the body were dead.
48    Life, XXIX   |        do something that may be felt, for the love of God; but
49    Life, XXX    |         just now,451 and really felt,—yet true humility is
50    Life, XXXI   |         alone as I could; yet I felt that her troubles gave me
51    Life, XXXI   |       the Office was bad, and I felt it much if I had not learned
52    Life, XXXI   |          to say so. At first, I felt it very much; but afterwards
53    Life, XXXII  |       in comparison with what I felt there. There is no exaggeration
54    Life, XXXII  |        3. But as to what I then felt, I do not know where to
55    Life, XXXII  |         utterly inexplicable. I felt a fire in my soul. I cannot
56    Life, XXXII  |       in comparison with what I felt then, especially when I
57    Life, XXXII  |        that tormented me, but I felt myself on fire, and torn
58    Life, XXXII  |         look at; but, because I felt none of the pain, my terror
59    Life, XXXIII |    ability. I, too, on my part, felt his retirement very much,
60    Life, XXXIII | impetuosities of spirit, that I felt my chains extremely heavy;
61    Life, XXXIII |        into the confessional, I felt in my soul something, I
62    Life, XXXIII |         do not remember to have felt so either before or after
63    Life, XXXIV  |       in which I was staying, I felt a longing to know the state
64    Life, XXXIV  |    certain words to him. This I felt much, because I knew not
65    Life, XXXIV  |           is what I have always felt the most, especially when
66    Life, XXXIV  |    because of the great shame I felt, I wrote it out, and gave
67    Life, XXXIV  |         in my soul and spirit I felt what great love burned within
68    Life, XXXV   |        because the uneasiness I felt was very great; and I was
69    Life, XXXV   |       He had moved me. The lady felt my departure very much,
70    Life, XXXV   |     given her consent, when she felt it so much; but, as she
71    Life, XXXV   |        those whom I was leaving felt my going so much, yet, notwithstanding
72    Life, XXXVI  |     peace and contentment.~5. I felt as if I were in bliss, when
73    Life, XXXVI  |         Thou protect it." I now felt myself in peace, and as
74    Life, XXXVI  |         would say that they now felt it to be a work of God,
75    Life, XXXVII |         most occupied; and as I felt very safe in the matter,
76    Life, XXXVIII|     they saw. At last, though I felt it exceedingly, I went to
77    Life, XXXVIII|        those of a sinner, and I felt that the soul of that priest
78    Life, XXXIX  |        no relief for the pain I felt. In my distress, I went
79    Life, XXXIX  |   before;598 and the joy I then felt cannot be described, either
80    Life, XXXIX  |         had experience of it. I felt that everything man can
81    Life, XL     |         another occasion, I had felt.604 In that majesty it was
82    Life, XL     |       can say with truth that I felt it more difficult to speak
83     Rel, I      |         trouble which should be felt. And also I feel, when I
84     Rel, I      |      than six months ago that I felt a clear improvement in my
85     Rel, I      |         I verily believe I have felt. These are the perfections
86     Rel, IV     |        until this day I had not felt this. A few days previously
87     Rel, IV     |         suffering, or whether I felt it, or whether I am deceived.~
88     Rel, IV     |        and the sweetness I then felt was exceedingly great; and
89     Rel, VI     |       better course, the more I felt about it: if I made this
90     Rel, VIII   |         world—at least I have felt none—that is equal or
91     Rel, VIII   |      But nothing of all this is felt till the impetus shall have
92     Rel, VIII   |   withdrawn, that withdrawal is felt. How it is, I know not;
93     Rel, IX     |        5. One day, in prayer, I felt my soul in God in such a
94     Rel, IX     |      was not so great as that I felt before, for I had hopes,
95     Rel, XI     |      make, nor feel the pains I felt for having offended God,