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 1     Int              |       writings of S. John of the Cross are quoted by volume and
 2     Int, 0(27)       |         Salcedo, St. John of the Cross, and Don Lorenzo de Cepeda,
 3    Pref              |          love of penance and the cross, making no account of these
 4    Pref              |        those of Magdalene of the Cross, a deluded and deluding
 5     Ann              |       picture of our Lord on the cross76. The Jesuits come to Avila
 6    Life, VI          |         else seems to me a heavy cross.~15. Still, I may easily
 7    Life, VII         |         to our Lord carrying His cross on His shoulders, he should
 8    Life, IX          |      myself with the sign of the cross before I slept.~6. And now
 9    Life, XI          |        him help Him to carry the Cross, and let him think how He
10    Life, XI          |     Christ fall down beneath the Cross.173~17. The time will come
11    Life, XI          |        and help Him to carry the Cross, before He intrusts them
12    Life, XI          |         even to the death of the Cross; and which is determined
13    Life, XI          |          help Thee to carry that Cross, and not to leave Thee alone
14    Life, XI          |          not having embraced the Cross from the first. They are
15    Life, XI          |          not being afraid of the Cross, and he will see how our
16    Life, XIII        |       did not want rest, but the Cross. His other suggestions I
17    Life, XIII(195)   |              See St. John of the Cross, Living Flame, pp. 267,
18    Life, XIII        |       and that will be no slight cross, without voluntarily subjecting
19    Life, XIII        |       everywhere, everywhere the Cross. I think it would be a great
20    Life, XV          |   spiritual, and if it loves the cross, it will make no account
21    Life, XV          |          on helping to carry the cross of Christ like good soldiers,
22    Life, XV          |        to walk in the way of the Cross from the very first, and
23    Life, XV          | perfection, saying, "Take up thy cross and follow Me."223 He is
24    Life, XVI(228)    |              See St. John of the Cross, Spirit. Canticle, stanza
25    Life, XVI         |         and my happiness! what a cross hast Thou prepared for those
26    Life, XVI         |        longs for a still heavier cross, and never to die before
27    Life, XIX         |           I make the sign of the cross this moment. I do not think
28    Life, XX(272)     |      meae." (See St. John of the Cross. Spiritual Canticle, sts.
29    Life, XX(281)     |       meae." See St. John of the Cross, Spiritual Canticle, st.
30    Life, XX          |     because it is the way of the cross; and involves, in my opinion,
31    Life, XXI         |        is a life of trouble: the cross is always there, but the
32    Life, XXII        |          John at the foot of the cross? I know not into whose head
33    Life, XXII(314)   |              See St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. iii.
34    Life, XXII        |         what may, to embrace the cross is the great thing. The
35    Life, XXIII(332)  |       refers to Magdalene of the Cross (Reforma de los Descalç
36    Life, XXIV        |    prayer. It is to me a painful cross to converse with any one.
37    Life, XXV(357)    |         See also St. John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel,
38    Life, XXV         |          all hell? I took up the cross in my hand,—I was changed
39    Life, XXV         |        me that I could, with the cross, easily defeat them altogether.
40    Life, XXV(373)    |                  St. John of the Cross, Spiritual Canticle, st. 
41    Life, XXV         |       all this, and embraced the cross, and set about His service
42    Life, XXVI(382)   |                  St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. ii. ch.
43    Life, XXVII(394)  |       fecerunt." St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. ii. ch.
44    Life, XXVII       |         do not help to carry his cross with the Cyrenean?397 Is
45    Life, XXVIII(406) |     relinquunt." St. John of the Cross, Spiritual Canticle, st. 
46    Life, XXVIII(412) |          10. See St. John of the Cross, Obscure Night, bk. ii.
47    Life, XXIX        |       Sometimes I saw Him on the cross, in the Garden, crowned
48    Life, XXIX        |      sometimes also carrying His cross because of my necessities,
49    Life, XXIX        |          to make the sign of the cross when I had a vision, to
50    Life, XXIX        |       was holding in my hand the cross of my rosary, He took it
51    Life, XXIX        |         that for the future that cross would appear so to me always;
52    Life, XXIX(431)   |                              The cross was made of ebony (Ribera).
53    Life, XXIX(431)   |          is not known where that cross is now. The Saint gave it
54    Life, XXIX(434)   |        11, § 2; St. John of the Cross, Spiritual Canticle, st. 
55    Life, XXX         |   wearied. I used to take up the cross for protection, and try
56    Life, XXX         |          against Him who, by the cross, is the Protector of us
57    Life, XXXI        |     terror, made the sign of the cross as well as I could, and
58    Life, XXXI        |      away before the sign of the cross also, but they return immediately:
59    Life, XXXI        |           I made the sign of the cross, and he went away. I then
60    Life, XXXIII      |          gold, from which hung a cross of great value. The stones
61    Life, XXXIV       |         but all was as it were a cross for me; for the comforts
62    Life, XXXV        |    prayer, and saw Christ on the cross, so poor and destitute,
63    Life, XXXV        |           that as I longed for a cross, there was one ready for
64    Life, XXXV        |        because I thought that my cross was to be the office of
65    Life, XXXV        |       was going to carry a heavy cross,—though I never thought
66    Life, XXXVI       |      things, that I suspected my cross had been sent me, though
67    Life, XXXVI(543)  |        Her name was Maria of the Cross. The third was Ursola de
68    Life, XXXVII      |        to live in the world; the cross they have to carry is a
69    Life, XXXVIII     |         also in carrying a heavy cross, since nothing satisfies
70    Life, XXXVIII     |        Mass, I saw Christ on the Cross at the elevation of the
71    Life, XXXVIII(582)|                  St. John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel,
72    Life, XXXIX(589)  |              See St. John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel,
73    Life, XL(609)     |           4. See St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. ii. ch. 
74     Rel, II          |          fall is to cling to the cross, and put our trust in Him
75     Rel, III         |          Father, Fr. John of the Cross,659—divided the Host between
76     Rel, III(659)    |                  St. John of the Cross, at the instance of the
77     Rel, V(668)      |              See St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. ii. ch.
78     Rel, V(671)      |              See St. John of the Cross, Mount Carmel, bk. iii.
79     Rel, VII         |        very grievous torment and cross, and has cost her many tears.
80     Rel, VIII(708)   |              See St. John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel,
81     Rel, IX          |      everything, as I was on the cross. Tell him to trust in Me."
82     Ind              |          not to be afraid of the cross, xi. 25; must be content,
83     Ind              |         imperfect union, xvi. 9.~Cross, the, way of, xi. 8, xv.
84     Ind              |       xxx. 12.~John, St., of the Cross, Rel. iii. 19.~Joseph, St.,