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 1    Life, II     |             for preserving it I was utterly careless. I was anxious
 2    Life, II     |            when the fear of God had utterly departed from me, the fear
 3    Life, IV     |            and might have been even utterly lost; for, anyhow, a director
 4    Life, IV     |         seemed to despise the world utterly; and so I remember how sorry
 5    Life, V      |           relations with that woman utterly, and was never weary of
 6    Life, V      |            evermore, and destroy me utterly, rather than let me cease
 7    Life, VI     |       impossible to forsake Thee so utterly; and now that I have forsaken
 8    Life, VI     |             hast not forsaken me so utterly but that Thou hast come
 9    Life, VII    |           the risks I ran of losing utterly my good name, from which
10    Life, X      |             way that it seems to be utterly beside itself. The will
11    Life, X      |           wretched and poor, and so utterly undeserving, as mine is,
12    Life, XV     |         beginning of a love of God, utterly divested of all self-interest,
13    Life, XVI    |         least, the understanding is utterly powerless here; the soul
14    Life, XVI    |            of its honours, in being utterly indifferent whether we lose
15    Life, XVII   |          Lord; let it cast all care utterly away.~2. My meaning is that,
16    Life, XVIII  |         ought to be; for it will be utterly lost. How canst Thou commit
17    Life, XVIII  |             that it is, as it were, utterly fainting away in a kind
18    Life, XVIII  |             to me: It undoes itself utterly, My daughter, in order that
19    Life, XIX    |          they would lose themselves utterly. Tears gain everything,
20    Life, XIX    |             be lost, if it does not utterly forsake His Majesty. But
21    Life, XX     |             very often: the soul is utterly blinded, absorbed, amazed,
22    Life, XXI    |            the things of this world utterly loathsome.~3. If, then,
23    Life, XXI    |           common.~9. Oh, if we were utterly detached,—if we never
24    Life, XXI    | independently of us, draws the soul utterly away from earth, and gives
25    Life, XXI    |        enough to give up everything utterly for God. If His Majesty
26    Life, XXII   |              so that it may trample utterly upon everything. He gave
27    Life, XXV    |             as I said,361 change it utterly. Still less could it have
28    Life, XXV    |            evil one had deluded me; utterly disquieted and wearied,
29    Life, XXV    |         things of this world are so utterly vanity, that they seem to
30    Life, XXVI   |             he who he may—will be utterly disappointed.~2. It may
31    Life, XXVII  |            speaking to me. As I was utterly ignorant that such a vision
32    Life, XXVII  |       graces is enough to change it utterly, and make it love nothing
33    Life, XXVII  |             going by the wrong road utterly, and we shall never arrive
34    Life, XXVIII |          His divine Face, and I was utterly entranced. I could not understand
35    Life, XXVIII |           Thou showest Thyself! How utterly Thou art the Lord of the
36    Life, XXVIII |          not where to go, and so is utterly dissolved.~14. My meaning
37    Life, XXVIII |              he being all the while utterly blameless.~22. If he had
38    Life, XXX    |          accomplishment of it, were utterly taken from me: both soul
39    Life, XXXI   |             to my memory, I must be utterly in the power of Satan, until
40    Life, XXXII  |          were to describe it; it is utterly inexplicable. I felt a fire
41    Life, XXXII  |             pestilential place, and utterly without the power to hope
42    Life, XXXII  |              and to withdraw myself utterly from the world. I was in
43    Life, XXXIII |        exposed myself to, for I was utterly alone, and able to do so
44    Life, XXXVIII|          love God in truth, and are utterly detached from the things
45    Life, XXXVIII|             my natural strength had utterly failed.~13. Then I saw over
46    Life, XXXVIII|             in such a way that I am utterly confounded; and as I do
47    Life, XXXVIII|             and destroy, as it were utterly, altogether the strength
48    Life, XXXIX  |             O my Lord, who does not utterly abase himself to nothing
49    Life, XXXIX  |       because all that we can do is utterly worthless in comparison
50    Life, XXXIX  |             to hate the whole world utterly! It was the greatest of
51    Life, XL     |            with a thick vapour, and utterly obscured, so that our Lord
52    Life, XL     |          who gives Himself to us so utterly without measure.~Blessed
53     Rel, III    |           mercy, and finding myself utterly unworthy of it, I asked
54     Rel, III    |         condition of a soul in sin, utterly powerless, like a person
55     Rel, III    |          thus the whole day, as one utterly beside herself. Afterwards
56     Rel, V      |         Joseph, because, when I was utterly lost, God, through their
57     Rel, VII    |   visitations supernatural, for she utterly neglects the body and never
58     Rel, IX     |            eager expectation, which utterly disturbed me, so that I