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501 Life, XXIII | what mortification meant,—that was true, for I do
502 Life, XXIII | think I knew it even by name,—that I was by no means
503 Life, XXIII | however imperfectly!—and they have almost always
504 Life, XXIII(348) | See Relation, i. § 9.~
505 Life, XXIV(349) | vol. i. lib. i. c. xx. § 4).~
506 Life, XXIV(350) | as the Saint says, ch. x. § 11, that he kept secret
507 Life, XXIV(351) | Ch. xxiii. § 6.~
508 Life, XXIV | it had been safe enough,—only, I should always begin
509 Life, XXIV | advice according to his power,—and that power was great.~ ./.
510 Life, XXIV(352) | See Relation, viii. § 6.~
511 Life, XXIV(353) | stated in the next paragraph,—unless the confessor there
512 Life, XXIV(354) | Ulloa. See below, ch. xxxii. § 13.~
513 Life, XXIV | soul. They made me afraid,—though, on the other hand,
514 Life, XXIV | when I had lost the fear,—caused, I believe, by the
515 Life, XXIV | strangeness of the visitation,—remained with me.~8. Those
516 Life, XXIV(356) | See Relation, i. § 6.~
517 Life, XXV | apprehension of the understanding,—for that is possible,—
518 Life, XXV | —for that is possible,—or even words which the
519 Life, XXV(359) | See ch. xxvii. § 4.~
520 Life, XXV(360) | § 4.~
521 Life, XXV | when it remembers nothing?—yea, rather, how can it
522 Life, XXV | the very rapture itself,—so it seems to me. At that
523 Life, XXV | moment, as I have shown,—I think it was when I was
524 Life, XXV(361) | § 5.~
525 Life, XXV | speaking of the second water,362—all the faculties of the
526 Life, XXV | does the soul accept it,—though it must admit the
527 Life, XXV | whether we like it or not,—nor does it believe it;
528 Life, XXV(362) | that of the second water,—chs. xiv. and xv.,—but
529 Life, XXV(362) | water,—chs. xiv. and xv.,—but that of the third,
530 Life, XXV | that it was all imagination,—but this I did afterwards:
531 Life, XXV | moment that is impossible,—and at a later time to
532 Life, XXV | of what was once spoken,—unless, indeed, after very
533 Life, XXV(363) | § 6.~
534 Life, XXV | have never forgotten any,—and yet my memory is weak.~
535 Life, XXV(364) | § 2.~
536 Life, XXV(365) | Ch. vii. § 12.~
537 Life, XXV | of the sweetness of God,—by which I mean a certain
538 Life, XXV | and other slight emotions,—for at the first breath
539 Life, XXV | persecution these flowers wither,—I do not call devotion,
540 Life, XXV(366) | Ch. xxviii. § 6, ch. xxx. § 10.~
541 Life, XXV(366) | xxviii. § 6, ch. xxx. § 10.~
542 Life, XXV | on to the prayer of union,—unless it be on that occasion,
543 Life, XXV | infused of God once for all,—a faith living and strong,
544 Life, XXV | faith living and strong,—always labours, seeking
545 Life, XXV(367) | Ch. vii. § 11.~
546 Life, XXV | had assembled together,—five or six in number,
547 Life, XXV | or six in number, I think,—and all very great servants
548 Life, XXV(368) | Ch. iv. § 6, ch. v. § 14.~
549 Life, XXV(368) | Ch. iv. § 6, ch. v. § 14.~
550 Life, XXV | He spoke what He pleased,—I could not avoid it; and,
551 Life, XXV | learned rise up against me,—let the whole creation
552 Life, XXV | whole creation persecute me,—let the evil spirits torment
553 Life, XXV | evil spirits torment me,—but do Thou, O Lord, fail
554 Life, XXV | in Thee. In this distress,—for then I had never had
555 Life, XXV | never had a single vision,—these Thy words alone were
556 Life, XXV(370) | See Inner Fortress, vi. 3, § 5.~
557 Life, XXV | our Lord is so powerful,—as I~ ./. see and know
558 Life, XXV | see and know He is,—and that the evil spirits
559 Life, XXV | because it is of faith,—and I a servant of this
560 Life, XXV | of this our Lord and King,—what harm can Satan do
561 Life, XXV | up the cross in my hand,—I was changed in a moment
562 Life, XXV | I saw them occasionally,—I shall speak of this by
563 Life, XXV | speak of this by and by,372—I was never again afraid
564 Life, XXV(372) | Ch. xxxi. § 2.~
565 Life, XXV | uniting themselves with us,—we become our own enemies
566 Life, XXV | what we ought to hate,—do us great harm. We ourselves
567 Life, XXV | seeking peace in vanities,—for all the things of this
568 Life, XXV | the playthings of a child,—he sees at once that such
569 Life, XXVI | please Him in everything?—and that is the reason
570 Life, XXVI(376) | Ch. xxv. § 26.~
571 Life, XXVI(377) | Ch. xv. § 6.~
572 Life, XXVI | account of a certain affair,—of which I will speak hereafter,378
573 Life, XXVI | will speak hereafter,378—by almost everybody in
574 Life, XXVI | Majesty—as I said before379— gives both counsel and
575 Life, XXVI | former sins into remembrance,—particularly when He is
576 Life, XXVI | upon me some special grace,—in such a way that the
577 Life, XXVI(379) | Ch. xxv. § 23.~
578 Life, XXVI(381) | See Relation, vii. § 7.~
579 Life, XXVI | at me. I felt it so much,—for I look on this as an
580 Life, XXVI | treatment of the marvels of God,—that I was glad to be silent.
581 Life, XXVI | and forbidden to read them,—I felt it deeply, for some
582 Life, XXVI | could not read them in Latin,—our Lord said to me, "Be
583 Life, XXVI(382) | Carmel, bk. ii. ch. 22, § 14.~
584 Life, XXVII | really to desire a change,—though I always prayed
585 Life, XXVII | though I always prayed for it,—excepting on those occasions
586 Life, XXVII(385) | Ch. xxv. § 20.~
587 Life, XXVII | Lord might show me the way,—I mean, that they might
588 Life, XXVII | or show the truth of this,—for now the locutions of
589 Life, XXVII | were extremely frequent,—this happened to me. I
590 Life, XXVII | I was in prayer one day,—it was the feast of the
591 Life, XXVII | the glorious St. Peter,386—when I saw Christ close
592 Life, XXVII(386) | See ch. xxviii. § 5, and ch. xxix. § 1.
593 Life, XXVII(386) | xxviii. § 5, and ch. xxix. § 1. The vision took place,
594 Life, XXVII(386) | 29th June. See ch. xxix. § 6.~
595 Life, XXVII(387) | See ch. vii. § 12.~
596 Life, XXVII(388) | Mystic. tr. iii. disp. v. § 3.~
597 Life, XXVII | that He was close beside me,—that I saw Him distinctly,
598 Life, XXVII | distinctly, and felt His presence,— that the recollectedness
599 Life, XXVII | quiet, and more continuous,—that the effects thereof
600 Life, XXVII | had hitherto experienced,—and that it was most certain.
601 Life, XXVII | man of great spirituality,—of whom I shall speak by
602 Life, XXVII(389) | See Inner Fortress, vi. 8, § 3.~
603 Life, XXVII | shall speak by and by,390—and from others of great
604 Life, XXVII | words whereby to explain,—at least, none for us women,
605 Life, XXVII | nor with those of the soul,—because it was not an imaginary
606 Life, XXVII | not an imaginary vision,—how is it that I can understand
607 Life, XXVII(390) | § 17, infra.~
608 Life, XXVII(391) | See Relation, vii. § 26.~
609 Life, XXVII(392) | Inner Fortress, vi. 8, § 3.~
610 Life, XXVII(393) | Ch. xxv. § 1.~
611 Life, XXVII | speech understand one another,—I never knew this for certain
612 Life, XXVII | showed it to me in a trance,—so is it here: God and
613 Life, XXVII | think of it now and then,—may it be the good pleasure
614 Life, XXVII | have the fruition of it!—what will be the accidental
615 Life, XXVII | strength and their measure,—they who had more gave
616 Life, XXVII | men accounted him as mad!— ./. they did so of Wisdom
617 Life, XXVII | penance—oh, how sharp it was!—for seven-and-forty years,
618 Life, XXVII(401) | Ch. xiv. § 7.~
619 Life, XXVII(402) | Ch. xxvi. § 3, ch. xxxii. § 16.~
620 Life, XXVII(402) | xxvi. § 3, ch. xxxii. § 16.~
621 Life, XXVII | from his youth, was such,—so he told me,—that he
622 Life, XXVII | was such,—so he told me,—that he was three years
623 Life, XXVII | esteem anything in this life!—as if you did not know
624 Life, XXVII(404) | See ch. xxx. § 2.~
625 Life, XXVIII(405) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~
626 Life, XXVIII(407) | See ch. xxix. § 4.~
627 Life, XXVIII(409) | Mystic. tr. iii. disp. 5, § I, n. 315: "Visio corporea
628 Life, XXVIII(410) | See ch. xxx. § 18.~
629 Life, XXVIII(411) | Ch. xxv. § 18.~
630 Life, XXVIII | image, it was a living image,—not a dead man, but the
631 Life, XXVIII | see that He is God and man,—not as He was in the sepulchre,
632 Life, XXVIII(412) | Ch. xxx. §§ 9, 10. See St. John of
633 Life, XXVIII(412) | Ch. xxx. §§ 9, 10. See St. John of
634 Life, XXVIII | other way I have spoken of,—that of intellectual vision,
635 Life, XXVIII | that of intellectual vision,—we learn how He is God,
636 Life, XXVIII(413) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~
637 Life, XXVIII(414) | Ch. xxv. § 8.~
638 Life, XXVIII(415) | See § 2.~
639 Life, XXVIII(416) | § 7, supra.~
640 Life, XXVIII | man's own understanding,—setting aside that such
641 Life, XXVIII | nor, indeed, any at all,—it would be as the act
642 Life, XXVIII | that I imagined them myself,—and it was very often,—
643 Life, XXVIII | —and it was very often,—and made use of certain
644 Life, XXVIII | holy persons in the place,—in comparison with whom
645 Life, XXVIII | was a mass of perdition,—whom God did not lead by
646 Life, XXVIII | left with me certain jewels,—and if, possessing none
647 Life, XXVIII(417) | See ch. xxiii. § 14.~
648 Life, XXVIII | pledges of a great love,—and if I were now rich,
649 Life, XXVIII | instead of poor as before,—I should not be able to
650 Life, XXVIII | that my soul was changed,—and so my confessor said;
651 Life, XXVIII | answered them in the same way,—so I learnt afterwards.
652 Life, XXVIII(418) | Ch. xxiv. § 5.~
653 Life, XXVIII(420) | Inner Fortress, vi. 1, § 4.~
654 Life, XXVIII | which our Lord permitted,—many of which I did not
655 Life, XXVIII | which I did not deserve,—everything was carried
656 Life, XXVIII | fault with because of me,—he being all the while
657 Life, XXVIII(421) | Ch. xxvi. § 5; Inner Fortress, vi.
658 Life, XXVIII(421) | Inner Fortress, vi. 9, § 7.~
659 Life, XXVIII(422) | See ch. xxv. § 18.~
660 Life, XXVIII | carried to my confessor,—for certainly they desired
661 Life, XXVIII(424) | See ch. xxx. § 6.~
662 Life, XXIX | contemplate that picture,—the form and the brightness
663 Life, XXIX | and the brightness of it,—and gradually make it more
664 Life, XXIX | forth from His divine mouth,—they were sometimes uttered
665 Life, XXIX | sometimes uttered with severity,—and ./. though I was extremely
666 Life, XXIX | Garden, crowned with thorns,—but that was rarely; sometimes
667 Life, XXIX | because of my necessities,—I may say so,—or those
668 Life, XXIX | necessities,—I may say so,—or those of others; but
669 Life, XXIX | the very greatest treasure,—of this our Lord assured
670 Life, XXIX(428) | the Foundations, ch. viii. § 3, where the Saint refers
671 Life, XXIX(428) | also Inner Fortress, vi. 9, § 7.~
672 Life, XXIX | appeared to me the first time429—that they would preserve
673 Life, XXIX(429) | See ch. xxvii. § 3, and ch. xxviii. § 4.~
674 Life, XXIX(429) | xxvii. § 3, and ch. xxviii. § 4.~
675 Life, XXIX(430) | Ch. xxv. § 18.~
676 Life, XXIX | however, by no one else,—only by myself.431~9. When
677 Life, XXIX(432) | See Relation, i. § 3.~
678 Life, XXIX(433) | Ch. xx. § 11.~
679 Life, XXIX(434) | Inner Fortress, vi. 11, § 2; St. John of the Cross,
680 Life, XXIX | sight a wounded soul is!—a soul, I mean, so conscious
681 Life, XXIX(435) | § 10.~
682 Life, XXIX(437) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~
683 Life, XXIX(439) | See Relation, viii. § 16.~
684 Life, XXIX | which I spoke of before,—I do not remember the chapter,442
685 Life, XXIX | remember the chapter,442—which is in many ways very
686 Life, XXIX(442) | Ch. xx. § 11.~
687 Life, XXX | succour me in a great measure,—and, for the moment, altogether,
688 Life, XXX | for the moment, altogether,—by bringing to the place
689 Life, XXX(443) | Ch. xxvii. §§ 17, 18, 19.~
690 Life, XXX(443) | Ch. xxvii. §§ 17, 18, 19.~
691 Life, XXX(445) | Ch. xxiv. § 5. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~
692 Life, XXX(446) | Ch. xxvi. § 5.~
693 Life, XXX(447) | Ch. vii. § 12.~
694 Life, XXX | himself were fulfilled already,—for our Lord had given
695 Life, XXX | given me very strong desires,—and also how great my resolution
696 Life, XXX | was that which I had borne,—namely, the contradiction
697 Life, XXX | contradiction of good people,448—and that more was in reserve
698 Life, XXX(448) | See ch. xxviii. § 24.~
699 Life, XXX | confessor was easily satisfied,—not so the nobleman; for
700 Life, XXX(449) | Ch. xxiii. § 7.~
701 Life, XXX | convictions of our own wickedness,—deep as those spoken of
702 Life, XXX | now,451 and really felt,—yet true humility is not
703 Life, XXX(451) | § 10.~
704 Life, XXX | vigil of Corpus Christi,—a feast to which I have
705 Life, XXX | virtues; not lost, however,—for the soul truly believes
706 Life, XXX(453) | See ch. xxxii. § 1, &c.~
707 Life, XXX | pitied me also very much,—yea, even had scruples
708 Life, XXX | trials of soul and body,—and were, moreover, determined
709 Life, XXX(454) | See ch. xxviii. § 6.~
710 Life, XXX | Sometimes, almost always,—at least, very frequently,
711 Life, XXX | at least, very frequently,—I used to find rest after
712 Life, XXX | distressed, have no fear,"—as I said before,456—
713 Life, XXX(455) | of Perfection, ch. lxi. § 2; but ch. xxxiv. § 8
714 Life, XXX(455) | lxi. § 2; but ch. xxxiv. § 8 of the earlier editions.~
715 Life, XXX | —as I said before,456—I was made whole at once;
716 Life, XXX(456) | Ch. xx. § 21, ch. xxv. § 22, ch.
717 Life, XXX(456) | Ch. xx. § 21, ch. xxv. § 22, ch. xxvi. § 3.~
718 Life, XXX(456) | ch. xxv. § 22, ch. xxvi. § 3.~
719 Life, XXX | to a certain foolishness,—that is the right name
720 Life, XXX | the right name to give it,—when I seem to be doing
721 Life, XXX | remembrance—oh, how often!—that living water of which
722 Life, XXX(458) | Ch. xxix. § 11.~
723 Life, XXX(460) | John iv. 15). See ch. i. § 6; and Way of Perfection,
724 Life, XXX(460) | of Perfection, ch. xxix. § 5; ch. xix. § 5 of the
725 Life, XXX(460) | ch. xxix. § 5; ch. xix. § 5 of the earlier editions.~
726 Life, XXX(461) | Ch. xiv. § 12.~
727 Life, XXXI | the devil had gone away,—they were two nuns, worthy
728 Life, XXXI | tell a lie for anything,—perceived a most offensive
729 Life, XXXI | so little afraid of them,—because I see they cannot
730 Life, XXXI | without our Lord's permission,—that I should weary both
731 Life, XXXI(463) | Ch. xxvii. § 4.~
732 Life, XXXI | this can be; but so it is,—and my soul seems then
733 Life, XXXI | hear the praises of others,—yea, rather, if I was pleased
734 Life, XXXI | God was working in them,—then neither should I be
735 Life, XXXI(464) | Inner Fortress, vi. ch. iv. § 12.~
736 Life, XXXI(465) | of Perfection, ch. lxv. § 2; but ch. xxxvi. of the
737 Life, XXXI(466) | See ch. x. § 10.~
738 Life, XXXI | doing the very same thing,—but, in his own case, viciously,
739 Life, XXXI | his own case, viciously,—and he pronounces it to
740 Life, XXXI | must neither eat nor sleep,—nor, as they say, even
741 Life, XXXI | desire, to advance in virtue,—some of them, at least
742 Life, XXXI | outwardly, giving up all for God,—when they see in others,
743 Life, XXXI | virtue given them by our Lord,—for we cannot acquire these
744 Life, XXXI | acquire these of ourselves,—when they see in all the
745 Life, XXXI | cannot accomplish themselves,—they lose heart. For instance,
746 Life, XXXI(467) | Ch. xiii. § 3.~
747 Life, XXXI(468) | Ch. xx. § 38.~
748 Life, XXXI | for God?~Oh, there it is!—self-respect! and the worst
749 Life, XXXI | organ when it is played,—the whole music is out
750 Life, XXXI | follow the counsels of Christ,—who was loaded with reproaches
751 Life, XXXI | reproaches and falsely accused,—and, at the same time,
752 Life, XXXI | may acquire this virtue,—more frequently, perhaps,
753 Life, XXXI(469) | Ch. xxx. § 25.~
754 Life, XXXI | the part intrusted to me,—not because I made mistakes
755 Life, XXXI | these, which are nothing,—and I am altogether nothing
756 Life, XXXI | seeing that this gave me pain,—by little and little, doing
757 Life, XXXI | such slight performances,—they become of worth because
758 Life, XXXI | worth because done for God,—His Majesty helps us on
759 Life, XXXI | were making great progress,—I~was always myself good
760 Life, XXXI | myself good for nothing,—I used to fold up their
761 Life, XXXII(471) | See ch. v. § 14, ch. vi. § 1.~
762 Life, XXXII(471) | See ch. v. § 14, ch. vi. § 1.~
763 Life, XXXII(472) | Ch. xxxi. § 3.~
764 Life, XXXII | terrified by that vision,—and that terror is on me
765 Life, XXXII | even now while I am writing,—that, though it took place
766 Life, XXXII | sight of so many lost souls,—especially of the Lutherans,
767 Life, XXXII | especially of the Lutherans,—for they were once members
768 Life, XXXII | of the Church by baptism,—and also gave me the most
769 Life, XXXII | than we can do on our part,—that we left nothing undone.
770 Life, XXXII | the world makes light of,—that, in short, I suffered
771 Life, XXXII | free from many other faults,—for, though so wicked,
772 Life, XXXII | constantly in the fear of God,—I had to look at the very
773 Life, XXXII | was pleased to show me,—namely, the joy of the
774 Life, XXXII | the torment of the wicked,—I longed for the way and
775 Life, XXXII | lady who was my companion,—I have spoken of her before,475
776 Life, XXXII | spoken of her before,475—and she had the same wish
777 Life, XXXII | that this was not the way,—only the wish we had to
778 Life, XXXII | He made me great promises,—that the monastery would
779 Life, XXXII(475) | Ch. xxiv. § 5. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~
780 Life, XXXII | scantily served in them,—for what would become of
781 Life, XXXII | were no religious in it?—I was to tell my confessor
782 Life, XXXII | saw could not be gainsaid,—I saw, too, that such was
783 Life, XXXII | a very great pain to us,—for we seemed now to have
784 Life, XXXII | received the first blow,—and in particular to me,
785 Life, XXXII | desire that he would help us,—for he was the most learned
786 Life, XXXII | Order more learned than he,—I told him myself all we
787 Life, XXXII(478) | Ch. xxxiii. § 8.~
788 Life, XXXII | and no way out of them,—yet he gave up his own
789 Life, XXXII(480) | Ch. xxiii. § 6.~
790 Life, XXXII | example to the whole city,—being one whom God maintains
791 Life, XXXII | into it as well as I could,—that I should see afterwards
792 Life, XXXII(481) | Gaspar Daza. See ch. xxiii. § 6.~
793 Life, XXXIII(482) | Ch. xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~
794 Life, XXXIII(482) | Ch. xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~
795 Life, XXXIII(482) | xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~
796 Life, XXXIII(483) | Ibañez. See ch. xxxviii. § 15.~
797 Life, XXXIII | will of their superiors,—so he would not dare, though
798 Life, XXXIII | he told him to console me,—that there was nothing
799 Life, XXXIII | nothing to be afraid of,—and not to direct me along
800 Life, XXXIII | that which seems impossible?—for, though I am a woman,
801 Life, XXXIII | the Brief or for any other,—what, O Lord, can I do?~
802 Life, XXXIII | offered me was too small,—so much so, that it seemed
803 Life, XXXIII | be made into a monastery,—and I wished to buy another,
804 Life, XXXIII(489) | once (Reforma, i. ch. xlii. § 1).~
805 Life, XXXIII(491) | Bouix). See ch. xxxix. § 19.~
806 Life, XXXIII | promised to be with us492—and, as a proof of this,
807 Life, XXXIII | conceived by no imagination,—and no understanding can
808 Life, XXXIII(492) | Ch. xxxii. § 14.~
809 Life, XXXIII | been with me for a while,—I, too, in the greatest
810 Life, XXXIII | which I wished never to part,—I saw them, so it seemed,
811 Life, XXXIII(493) | See ch. xxvii. § 7.~
812 Life, XXXIII | as our Lord directed me,—for we should never have
813 Life, XXXIII | have succeeded otherwise,—and most favourable was
814 Life, XXXIII(496) | See ch. xxxvi. § 15; Way of Perfection,
815 Life, XXXIII(496) | Way of Perfection, ch. v. § 10; Foundations, ch. xxxi.
816 Life, XXXIII(496) | Foundations, ch. xxxi. § 1.~
817 Life, XXXIV | heard of me, a poor sinner,—for our Lord had provided
818 Life, XXXIV | our Lord had provided that,—and men spoke well to her
819 Life, XXXIV | that I was to have no fear,—He would help me. I repeated
820 Life, XXXIV | such contempt for all I saw,—and the more I saw, the
821 Life, XXXIV | the greater my contempt,—that I never failed to
822 Life, XXXIV | wicked, artificial life!—though I believe that this
823 Life, XXXIV | know the state of his soul,—for I wished him to be
824 Life, XXXIV | be a great servant of God,—and I rose up in order
825 Life, XXXIV | had I to do in that matter?—and so I returned to my
826 Life, XXXIV(498) | Barron, Dominican (see ch. v. § 8), according to F. Bouix,
827 Life, XXXIV(500) | Ch. xxxiii. § 11.~
828 Life, XXXIV | religious might serve Him truly,—for, though I considered
829 Life, XXXIV | would have it much better,—I remember I said, "O Lord,
830 Life, XXXIV | me this grace; behold him,—he is a fit person to be
831 Life, XXXIV | whether I was so or not,—not that I wished to know
832 Life, XXXIV(501) | important, and deserves credit,—for Don Vicente may have
833 Life, XXXIV | he did—blessed be God!—for every time that he
834 Life, XXXIV(502) | Ch. xxxiii. § 12.~
835 Life, XXXIV | gives it to others in one,—His Majesty knoweth why.
836 Life, XXXIV(503) | Ch. xiv. § 10.~
837 Life, XXXIV | out from those who have it,—and our Lord helps him
838 Life, XXXIV | with him did me great good,—it seems as if it left
839 Life, XXXIV | another struck down by it,—it comforts him much to
840 Life, XXXIV | saying is to the purpose here,—he who follows what is
841 Life, XXXIV(507) | Ch. xxvi. § 3.~
842 Life, XXXIV | in any matter whatever,—much more in things of
843 Life, XXXIV | things of this importance,—to say anything but the
844 Life, XXXIV(508) | Ch. xxx. § 3. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~
845 Life, XXXV(513) | See ch. xxxii. § 13.~
846 Life, XXXV | should have kept me back,—on the contrary, it would
847 Life, XXXV(515) | See Relation, i. § 10.~
848 Life, XXXV | because of my entreaties,—for the lady had never
849 Life, XXXV | friar, Peter of Alcantara,—it pleased our Lord to
850 Life, XXXV | this opinion and sanction,—no one was better able
851 Life, XXXV | it was by long experience,—I made up my mind to seek
852 Life, XXXV(517) | Ch. xi. § 3.~
853 Life, XXXV | dispositions also of the licentiate,—I am speaking of the Dominican
854 Life, XXXV | of the Dominican friar,518—who, as I said, wrote to
855 Life, XXXV | great trouble it involved,—because the nuns were so
856 Life, XXXV | because the nuns were so many,—and other reasons, such
857 Life, XXXV | nor for any other office,—on the contrary, had always
858 Life, XXXV | had always refused them,—it seemed to me that my
859 Life, XXXV | the heat was very great,—it would be enough if I
860 Life, XXXV | arrived before the election,—I might wait a few days,
861 Life, XXXV | who feared God exceedingly,—and as I told her, among
862 Life, XXXV | I might possibly return,—she gave way, but with
863 Life, XXXV | pain of quitting that lady,—whom I saw suffering so
864 Life, XXXV | saw suffering so keenly,—and others to whom I owed
865 Life, XXXV | going to carry a heavy cross,—though I never thought
866 Life, XXXV | afterwards found it to be,—yet I went forth rejoicing.
867 Life, XXXV | naturally grateful disposition,—which, under other circumstances,
868 Life, XXXV | have caused me great pain,—at this time, though I
869 Life, XXXV | this little cell of God,—for such I believe it to
870 Life, XXXV | such I believe it to be,—the lodging wherein His
871 Life, XXXV | of being received into it,—some of them particularly;
872 Life, XXXV(523) | See Foundations, ch. I, § 1.~
873 Life, XXXV(525) | age (Reforma, i. c. 42, § 2).~
874 Life, XXXV | sin. I call that a pass,—a dangerous pass,—and
875 Life, XXXV | pass,—a dangerous pass,—and a narrow road, which
876 Life, XXXVI(529) | See ch. xxxiv. § 2. The Brief was dated
877 Life, XXXVI | was here but a short time,—I think not quite eight
878 Life, XXXVI | think not quite eight days,—during which he was also
879 Life, XXXVI | persons had their suspicions;—still, they did not believe.
880 Life, XXXVI(538) | Gaspar Daza. See infra, § 18; Reforma, i. c. xlvi.
881 Life, XXXVI(538) | 18; Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 3.~
882 Life, XXXVI(539) | Reform (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 1).~
883 Life, XXXVI(540) | superiors (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 2).~
884 Life, XXXVI(541) | Ch. xxxiii. § 13.~
885 Life, XXXVI | of a thousand monasteries,—how much more, then, this
886 Life, XXXVI(542) | Ch. xxxiii. § 3.~
887 Life, XXXVI | with four poor orphans,543—for they were received
888 Life, XXXVI | received without a dowry,—and great servants of God,
889 Life, XXXVI(543) | Jesus (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 2).~
890 Life, XXXVI | was therefore in great joy,—so much so, that I was,
891 Life, XXXVI(544) | See Foundations, ch. ii. § 1, and ch. xxxi, § 1.~
892 Life, XXXVI(544) | ii. § 1, and ch. xxxi, § 1.~
893 Life, XXXVI | where I had so many friends?—perhaps I might not like
894 Life, XXXVI | might understand the truth,—namely, that it was nothing
895 Life, XXXVI(545) | Ch. xxxiii. §§ 1, 2.~
896 Life, XXXVI(545) | Ch. xxxiii. §§ 1, 2.~
897 Life, XXXVI | would willingly have died,—for my whole desire was
898 Life, XXXVI | be broken up. Only one547—he was of the Order of
899 Life, XXXVI(548) | See Ch. xxxix. § 25.~
900 Life, XXXVI | be so hurtful to the city,—for they were not to be
901 Life, XXXVI | they were not to be more,—I say this to those who
902 Life, XXXVI | to those who opposed us,—and living such austere
903 Life, XXXVI(551) | Ch. xxiii. § 6; Gaspar Daza (ibid.).~
904 Life, XXXVI | be made, I was in prayer,—the discussion of the terms
905 Life, XXXVI | of it had already begun,—when our Lord said to me
906 Life, XXXVI | and so I was not afraid,—on the contrary, I was
907 Life, XXXVI | others for us in the matter,—what had taken place, and
908 Life, XXXVI(553) | Ch. xxvii. § 21.~
909 Life, XXXVI(554) | Ibañez. See ch. xxxviii. § 15.~
910 Life, XXXVI | with me some of the nuns555—such a permission seemed
911 Life, XXXVI(555) | See Reforma, i. c. xlix. § 4.~
912 Life, XXXVI | rule be somewhat severe,—for we never eat flesh
913 Life, XXXVI | to the primitive rule,558—yet the sisters think it
914 Life, XXXVI(559) | See ch. xxxv. § 1. Maria of Jesus had founded
915 Life, XXXVI(559) | government (Reforma, ii. c. x. §§ 3, 4).~
916 Life, XXXVI(559) | government (Reforma, ii. c. x. §§ 3, 4).~
917 Life, XXXVI | persons, and those not saints,—because they have the true
918 Life, XXXVI | they have the true spirit,—can bear it all with so
919 Life, XXXVII(560) | monastery of St. Joseph, Avila,—the first house of the
920 Life, XXXVII(560) | the Reformed Carmelites,—here resumes that account
921 Life, XXXVII(560) | broken off at the end of § 10 of ch. xxxii.~
922 Life, XXXVII | accept—oh, how willingly!—all those trials for one ./.
923 Life, XXXVII | sins. What I mean is this,—if it were in my power,
924 Life, XXXVII | therefrom, and it is this,—I had one very grievous
925 Life, XXXVII(563) | Ch. xxviii. §§ 1–5.~
926 Life, XXXVII(563) | Ch. xxviii. §§ 1–5.~
927 Life, XXXVII(564) | See ch. xl. § 24; Way of Perfection,
928 Life, XXXVII(564) | of Perfection, ch. vii. § 1; but ch. iv. of the previous
929 Life, XXXVII | dread of offending Thee,—not arising out of the
930 Life, XXXVII(565) | See ch. xx. § 14.~
931 Life, XXXVII(566) | See ch. xxx. § 19.~
932 Life, XXXVII | ourselves—as I said before567—to something else which
933 Life, XXXVII | Thy love? how is it, then,—for Thou well knowest,
934 Life, XXXVII | greatest torment unto me,—that, in the rare moments
935 Life, XXXVII(567) | See ch. xxx. §§ 18, 25.~
936 Life, XXXVII(567) | See ch. xxx. §§ 18, 25.~
937 Life, XXXVII | believe you.~16. I repeat it,—I certainly did not know
938 Life, XXXVIII | say: Oh, what a St. Paul!—she sees the things of
939 Life, XXXVIII | which is seen in a vision,—both being light,—is
940 Life, XXXVIII | vision,—both being light,—is so great, that there
941 Life, XXXVIII | suffering from my heart,—for, as I have said,569
942 Life, XXXVIII | though not so much now,—that she, being a person
943 Life, XXXVIII(569)| Ch. iv. § 6.~
944 Life, XXXVIII | this, I was very deficient,—for I saw most distinctly
945 Life, XXXVIII | from what I saw I was now,—I recognised herein the
946 Life, XXXVIII(573)| Ibañez. See ch. xxxiii. § 5, ch. xxxvi. § 23. "This
947 Life, XXXVIII(573)| xxxiii. § 5, ch. xxxvi. § 23. "This father died Prior
948 Life, XXXVIII(575)| See below, § 41.~
949 Life, XXXVIII(576)| Salazar: see ch. xxxiii. § 9, ch. xxxiv. § 2. It
950 Life, XXXVIII(576)| xxxiii. § 9, ch. xxxiv. § 2. It appears from the
951 Life, XXXVIII | though now—glory be to God!—I had no desire after vanities,
952 Life, XXXVIII(581)| § 22.~
953 Life, XXXVIII | might see what I then saw,—it was a fearful sight;
954 Life, XXXVIII | ever done in my whole life,—it was little enough,—
955 Life, XXXVIII | —it was little enough,—and prayed our Lord that
956 Life, XXXVIII | prayed for him to His Majesty,—and I could not help it,
957 Life, XXXVIII | and I could not help it,—that I was like one who
958 Life, XXXVIII | Office, before she was buried,— ./. she had been dead
959 Life, XXXVIII | been dead about four hours,—I saw her rise in the same
960 Life, XXXVIII(584)| Ch. xxx. § 9.~
961 Life, XXXVIII(585)| § 34.~
962 Life, XXXVIII(586)| § 15. Fr. Pedro Ibañez.~
963 Life, XXXIX | a very lonely hermitage,—one of those belonging
964 Life, XXXIX | belonging to this monastery,—in which there is a picture
965 Life, XXXIX(587) | Ch. xxxiii. § 10. F. Gaspar de Salazar.~
966 Life, XXXIX | the mere hearing a voice,—I heard it with my bodily
967 Life, XXXIX | heard it with my bodily ears,—without understanding a
968 Life, XXXIX | Lord does not mean to grant,—even though they concern
969 Life, XXXIX | they concern me very nearly,—I am like one whose tongue
970 Life, XXXIX | much, how much, how much,—I might say so a thousand
971 Life, XXXIX | say so a thousand times,—I fall short of this! It
972 Life, XXXIX | do not wish ./. to live,—though there be other reasons
973 Life, XXXIX | there be other reasons also,—because I do not live according
974 Life, XXXIX | as our Lord once told me,—and much of what I am saying
975 Life, XXXIX(590) | Ch. xxxiv. § 1.~
976 Life, XXXIX | good resolutions and love,—and our Lord gives him
977 Life, XXXIX | have come to this monastery,—God touches their hearts,
978 Life, XXXIX | accomplish in me in so many years,—it is long ago since I
979 Life, XXXIX | bestow His graces upon me,—He accomplished in them
980 Life, XXXIX | their great love and courage,—without experience none
981 Life, XXXIX(592) | See ch. xxxiii. § 15.~
982 Life, XXXIX | pleased to make some use of me,—it happened that I began
983 Life, XXXIX | writing these three leaves,—for, as I have said,594
984 Life, XXXIX | still, but few opportunities,—that I forgot what I had
985 Life, XXXIX(594) | Ch. xiv. § 12.~
986 Life, XXXIX(595) | of Avila. See ch. xxxvi. § 18.~
987 Life, XXXIX | find itself caught in a net,—at least, all these things
988 Life, XXXIX | What do I care for myself?—I care only for Thee, O
989 Life, XXXIX(597) | Ch. xx. § 4.~
990 Life, XXXIX(598) | Ch. xxix. § 16.~
991 Life, XXXIX(599) | Ch. xxix. § 13.~
992 Life, XXXIX | carefully on one subject,—whether I had given myself
993 Life, XXXIX | to Him, or not. If I had,—and it was so,—I was
994 Life, XXXIX | If I had,—and it was so,—I was to ./. believe that
995 Life, XXXIX(600) | § 28.~
996 Life, XXXIX | Himself would do what I wished,—and so He did grant what
997 Life, XXXIX(601) | See ch. xxviii. §§ 19, 20.~
998 Life, XXXIX(601) | See ch. xxviii. §§ 19, 20.~
999 Life, XL | prepared for me in hell,—for, as I said before,603
1000 Life, XL | the way I saw myself there,—as I was thinking of this,