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501 Life, XXIII | what mortification meant,—that was true, for I do 502 Life, XXIII | think I knew it even by name,—that I was by no means 503 Life, XXIII | however imperfectly!—and they have almost always 504 Life, XXIII(348) | See Relation, i. § 9.~ 505 Life, XXIV(349) | vol. i. lib. i. c. xx. § 4).~ 506 Life, XXIV(350) | as the Saint says, ch. x. § 11, that he kept secret 507 Life, XXIV(351) | Ch. xxiii. § 6.~ 508 Life, XXIV | it had been safe enough,—only, I should always begin 509 Life, XXIV | advice according to his power,—and that power was great.~ ./. 510 Life, XXIV(352) | See Relation, viii. § 6.~ 511 Life, XXIV(353) | stated in the next paragraph,—unless the confessor there 512 Life, XXIV(354) | Ulloa. See below, ch. xxxii. § 13.~ 513 Life, XXIV | soul. They made me afraid,—though, on the other hand, 514 Life, XXIV | when I had lost the fear,—caused, I believe, by the 515 Life, XXIV | strangeness of the visitation,—remained with me.~8. Those 516 Life, XXIV(356) | See Relation, i. § 6.~ 517 Life, XXV | apprehension of the understanding,—for that is possible,— 518 Life, XXV | —for that is possible,—or even words which the 519 Life, XXV(359) | See ch. xxvii. § 4.~ 520 Life, XXV(360) | § 4.~ 521 Life, XXV | when it remembers nothing?—yea, rather, how can it 522 Life, XXV | the very rapture itself,—so it seems to me. At that 523 Life, XXV | moment, as I have shown,—I think it was when I was 524 Life, XXV(361) | § 5.~ 525 Life, XXV | speaking of the second water,362—all the faculties of the 526 Life, XXV | does the soul accept it,—though it must admit the 527 Life, XXV | whether we like it or not,—nor does it believe it; 528 Life, XXV(362) | that of the second water,—chs. xiv. and xv.,—but 529 Life, XXV(362) | water,—chs. xiv. and xv.,—but that of the third, 530 Life, XXV | that it was all imagination,—but this I did afterwards: 531 Life, XXV | moment that is impossible,—and at a later time to 532 Life, XXV | of what was once spoken,—unless, indeed, after very 533 Life, XXV(363) | § 6.~ 534 Life, XXV | have never forgotten any,—and yet my memory is weak.~ 535 Life, XXV(364) | § 2.~ 536 Life, XXV(365) | Ch. vii. § 12.~ 537 Life, XXV | of the sweetness of God,—by which I mean a certain 538 Life, XXV | and other slight emotions,—for at the first breath 539 Life, XXV | persecution these flowers wither,—I do not call devotion, 540 Life, XXV(366) | Ch. xxviii. § 6, ch. xxx. § 10.~ 541 Life, XXV(366) | xxviii. § 6, ch. xxx. § 10.~ 542 Life, XXV | on to the prayer of union,—unless it be on that occasion, 543 Life, XXV | infused of God once for all,—a faith living and strong, 544 Life, XXV | faith living and strong,—always labours, seeking 545 Life, XXV(367) | Ch. vii. § 11.~ 546 Life, XXV | had assembled together,—five or six in number, 547 Life, XXV | or six in number, I think,—and all very great servants 548 Life, XXV(368) | Ch. iv. § 6, ch. v. § 14.~ 549 Life, XXV(368) | Ch. iv. § 6, ch. v. § 14.~ 550 Life, XXV | He spoke what He pleased,—I could not avoid it; and, 551 Life, XXV | learned rise up against me,—let the whole creation 552 Life, XXV | whole creation persecute me,—let the evil spirits torment 553 Life, XXV | evil spirits torment me,—but do Thou, O Lord, fail 554 Life, XXV | in Thee. In this distress,—for then I had never had 555 Life, XXV | never had a single vision,—these Thy words alone were 556 Life, XXV(370) | See Inner Fortress, vi. 3, § 5.~ 557 Life, XXV | our Lord is so powerful,—as I~ ./. see and know 558 Life, XXV | see and know He is,—and that the evil spirits 559 Life, XXV | because it is of faith,—and I a servant of this 560 Life, XXV | of this our Lord and King,—what harm can Satan do 561 Life, XXV | up the cross in my hand,—I was changed in a moment 562 Life, XXV | I saw them occasionally,—I shall speak of this by 563 Life, XXV | speak of this by and by,372—I was never again afraid 564 Life, XXV(372) | Ch. xxxi. § 2.~ 565 Life, XXV | uniting themselves with us,—we become our own enemies 566 Life, XXV | what we ought to hate,—do us great harm. We ourselves 567 Life, XXV | seeking peace in vanities,—for all the things of this 568 Life, XXV | the playthings of a child,—he sees at once that such 569 Life, XXVI | please Him in everything?—and that is the reason 570 Life, XXVI(376) | Ch. xxv. § 26.~ 571 Life, XXVI(377) | Ch. xv. § 6.~ 572 Life, XXVI | account of a certain affair,—of which I will speak hereafter,378 573 Life, XXVI | will speak hereafter,378—by almost everybody in 574 Life, XXVI | Majesty—as I said before379— gives both counsel and 575 Life, XXVI | former sins into remembrance,—particularly when He is 576 Life, XXVI | upon me some special grace,—in such a way that the 577 Life, XXVI(379) | Ch. xxv. § 23.~ 578 Life, XXVI(381) | See Relation, vii. § 7.~ 579 Life, XXVI | at me. I felt it so much,—for I look on this as an 580 Life, XXVI | treatment of the marvels of God,—that I was glad to be silent. 581 Life, XXVI | and forbidden to read them,—I felt it deeply, for some 582 Life, XXVI | could not read them in Latin,—our Lord said to me, "Be 583 Life, XXVI(382) | Carmel, bk. ii. ch. 22, § 14.~ 584 Life, XXVII | really to desire a change,—though I always prayed 585 Life, XXVII | though I always prayed for it,—excepting on those occasions 586 Life, XXVII(385) | Ch. xxv. § 20.~ 587 Life, XXVII | Lord might show me the way,—I mean, that they might 588 Life, XXVII | or show the truth of this,—for now the locutions of 589 Life, XXVII | were extremely frequent,—this happened to me. I 590 Life, XXVII | I was in prayer one day,—it was the feast of the 591 Life, XXVII | the glorious St. Peter,386—when I saw Christ close 592 Life, XXVII(386) | See ch. xxviii. § 5, and ch. xxix. § 1. 593 Life, XXVII(386) | xxviii. § 5, and ch. xxix. § 1. The vision took place, 594 Life, XXVII(386) | 29th June. See ch. xxix. § 6.~ 595 Life, XXVII(387) | See ch. vii. § 12.~ 596 Life, XXVII(388) | Mystic. tr. iii. disp. v. § 3.~ 597 Life, XXVII | that He was close beside me,—that I saw Him distinctly, 598 Life, XXVII | distinctly, and felt His presence,— that the recollectedness 599 Life, XXVII | quiet, and more continuous,—that the effects thereof 600 Life, XXVII | had hitherto experienced,—and that it was most certain. 601 Life, XXVII | man of great spirituality,—of whom I shall speak by 602 Life, XXVII(389) | See Inner Fortress, vi. 8, § 3.~ 603 Life, XXVII | shall speak by and by,390—and from others of great 604 Life, XXVII | words whereby to explain,—at least, none for us women, 605 Life, XXVII | nor with those of the soul,—because it was not an imaginary 606 Life, XXVII | not an imaginary vision,—how is it that I can understand 607 Life, XXVII(390) | § 17, infra.~ 608 Life, XXVII(391) | See Relation, vii. § 26.~ 609 Life, XXVII(392) | Inner Fortress, vi. 8, § 3.~ 610 Life, XXVII(393) | Ch. xxv. § 1.~ 611 Life, XXVII | speech understand one another,—I never knew this for certain 612 Life, XXVII | showed it to me in a trance,—so is it here: God and 613 Life, XXVII | think of it now and then,—may it be the good pleasure 614 Life, XXVII | have the fruition of it!—what will be the accidental 615 Life, XXVII | strength and their measure,—they who had more gave 616 Life, XXVII | men accounted him as mad!— ./. they did so of Wisdom 617 Life, XXVII | penance—oh, how sharp it was!—for seven-and-forty years, 618 Life, XXVII(401) | Ch. xiv. § 7.~ 619 Life, XXVII(402) | Ch. xxvi. § 3, ch. xxxii. § 16.~ 620 Life, XXVII(402) | xxvi. § 3, ch. xxxii. § 16.~ 621 Life, XXVII | from his youth, was such,—so he told me,—that he 622 Life, XXVII | was such,—so he told me,—that he was three years 623 Life, XXVII | esteem anything in this life!—as if you did not know 624 Life, XXVII(404) | See ch. xxx. § 2.~ 625 Life, XXVIII(405) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~ 626 Life, XXVIII(407) | See ch. xxix. § 4.~ 627 Life, XXVIII(409) | Mystic. tr. iii. disp. 5, § I, n. 315: "Visio corporea 628 Life, XXVIII(410) | See ch. xxx. § 18.~ 629 Life, XXVIII(411) | Ch. xxv. § 18.~ 630 Life, XXVIII | image, it was a living image,—not a dead man, but the 631 Life, XXVIII | see that He is God and man,—not as He was in the sepulchre, 632 Life, XXVIII(412) | Ch. xxx. §§ 9, 10. See St. John of 633 Life, XXVIII(412) | Ch. xxx. §§ 9, 10. See St. John of 634 Life, XXVIII | other way I have spoken of,—that of intellectual vision, 635 Life, XXVIII | that of intellectual vision,—we learn how He is God, 636 Life, XXVIII(413) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~ 637 Life, XXVIII(414) | Ch. xxv. § 8.~ 638 Life, XXVIII(415) | See § 2.~ 639 Life, XXVIII(416) | § 7, supra.~ 640 Life, XXVIII | man's own understanding,—setting aside that such 641 Life, XXVIII | nor, indeed, any at all,—it would be as the act 642 Life, XXVIII | that I imagined them myself,—and it was very often,— 643 Life, XXVIII | —and it was very often,—and made use of certain 644 Life, XXVIII | holy persons in the place,—in comparison with whom 645 Life, XXVIII | was a mass of perdition,—whom God did not lead by 646 Life, XXVIII | left with me certain jewels,—and if, possessing none 647 Life, XXVIII(417) | See ch. xxiii. § 14.~ 648 Life, XXVIII | pledges of a great love,—and if I were now rich, 649 Life, XXVIII | instead of poor as before,—I should not be able to 650 Life, XXVIII | that my soul was changed,—and so my confessor said; 651 Life, XXVIII | answered them in the same way,—so I learnt afterwards. 652 Life, XXVIII(418) | Ch. xxiv. § 5.~ 653 Life, XXVIII(420) | Inner Fortress, vi. 1, § 4.~ 654 Life, XXVIII | which our Lord permitted,—many of which I did not 655 Life, XXVIII | which I did not deserve,—everything was carried 656 Life, XXVIII | fault with because of me,—he being all the while 657 Life, XXVIII(421) | Ch. xxvi. § 5; Inner Fortress, vi. 658 Life, XXVIII(421) | Inner Fortress, vi. 9, § 7.~ 659 Life, XXVIII(422) | See ch. xxv. § 18.~ 660 Life, XXVIII | carried to my confessor,—for certainly they desired 661 Life, XXVIII(424) | See ch. xxx. § 6.~ 662 Life, XXIX | contemplate that picture,—the form and the brightness 663 Life, XXIX | and the brightness of it,—and gradually make it more 664 Life, XXIX | forth from His divine mouth,—they were sometimes uttered 665 Life, XXIX | sometimes uttered with severity,—and ./. though I was extremely 666 Life, XXIX | Garden, crowned with thorns,—but that was rarely; sometimes 667 Life, XXIX | because of my necessities,—I may say so,—or those 668 Life, XXIX | necessities,—I may say so,—or those of others; but 669 Life, XXIX | the very greatest treasure,—of this our Lord assured 670 Life, XXIX(428) | the Foundations, ch. viii. § 3, where the Saint refers 671 Life, XXIX(428) | also Inner Fortress, vi. 9, § 7.~ 672 Life, XXIX | appeared to me the first time429—that they would preserve 673 Life, XXIX(429) | See ch. xxvii. § 3, and ch. xxviii. § 4.~ 674 Life, XXIX(429) | xxvii. § 3, and ch. xxviii. § 4.~ 675 Life, XXIX(430) | Ch. xxv. § 18.~ 676 Life, XXIX | however, by no one else,—only by myself.431~9. When 677 Life, XXIX(432) | See Relation, i. § 3.~ 678 Life, XXIX(433) | Ch. xx. § 11.~ 679 Life, XXIX(434) | Inner Fortress, vi. 11, § 2; St. John of the Cross, 680 Life, XXIX | sight a wounded soul is!—a soul, I mean, so conscious 681 Life, XXIX(435) | § 10.~ 682 Life, XXIX(437) | Ch. xxvii. § 3.~ 683 Life, XXIX(439) | See Relation, viii. § 16.~ 684 Life, XXIX | which I spoke of before,—I do not remember the chapter,442 685 Life, XXIX | remember the chapter,442—which is in many ways very 686 Life, XXIX(442) | Ch. xx. § 11.~ 687 Life, XXX | succour me in a great measure,—and, for the moment, altogether, 688 Life, XXX | for the moment, altogether,—by bringing to the place 689 Life, XXX(443) | Ch. xxvii. §§ 17, 18, 19.~ 690 Life, XXX(443) | Ch. xxvii. §§ 17, 18, 19.~ 691 Life, XXX(445) | Ch. xxiv. § 5. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~ 692 Life, XXX(446) | Ch. xxvi. § 5.~ 693 Life, XXX(447) | Ch. vii. § 12.~ 694 Life, XXX | himself were fulfilled already,—for our Lord had given 695 Life, XXX | given me very strong desires,—and also how great my resolution 696 Life, XXX | was that which I had borne,—namely, the contradiction 697 Life, XXX | contradiction of good people,448—and that more was in reserve 698 Life, XXX(448) | See ch. xxviii. § 24.~ 699 Life, XXX | confessor was easily satisfied,—not so the nobleman; for 700 Life, XXX(449) | Ch. xxiii. § 7.~ 701 Life, XXX | convictions of our own wickedness,—deep as those spoken of 702 Life, XXX | now,451 and really felt,—yet true humility is not 703 Life, XXX(451) | § 10.~ 704 Life, XXX | vigil of Corpus Christi,—a feast to which I have 705 Life, XXX | virtues; not lost, however,—for the soul truly believes 706 Life, XXX(453) | See ch. xxxii. § 1, &c.~ 707 Life, XXX | pitied me also very much,—yea, even had scruples 708 Life, XXX | trials of soul and body,—and were, moreover, determined 709 Life, XXX(454) | See ch. xxviii. § 6.~ 710 Life, XXX | Sometimes, almost always,—at least, very frequently, 711 Life, XXX | at least, very frequently,—I used to find rest after 712 Life, XXX | distressed, have no fear,"—as I said before,456— 713 Life, XXX(455) | of Perfection, ch. lxi. § 2; but ch. xxxiv. § 8 714 Life, XXX(455) | lxi. § 2; but ch. xxxiv. § 8 of the earlier editions.~ 715 Life, XXX | —as I said before,456—I was made whole at once; 716 Life, XXX(456) | Ch. xx. § 21, ch. xxv. § 22, ch. 717 Life, XXX(456) | Ch. xx. § 21, ch. xxv. § 22, ch. xxvi. § 3.~ 718 Life, XXX(456) | ch. xxv. § 22, ch. xxvi. § 3.~ 719 Life, XXX | to a certain foolishness,—that is the right name 720 Life, XXX | the right name to give it,—when I seem to be doing 721 Life, XXX | remembrance—oh, how often!—that living water of which 722 Life, XXX(458) | Ch. xxix. § 11.~ 723 Life, XXX(460) | John iv. 15). See ch. i. § 6; and Way of Perfection, 724 Life, XXX(460) | of Perfection, ch. xxix. § 5; ch. xix. § 5 of the 725 Life, XXX(460) | ch. xxix. § 5; ch. xix. § 5 of the earlier editions.~ 726 Life, XXX(461) | Ch. xiv. § 12.~ 727 Life, XXXI | the devil had gone away,—they were two nuns, worthy 728 Life, XXXI | tell a lie for anything,—perceived a most offensive 729 Life, XXXI | so little afraid of them,—because I see they cannot 730 Life, XXXI | without our Lord's permission,—that I should weary both 731 Life, XXXI(463) | Ch. xxvii. § 4.~ 732 Life, XXXI | this can be; but so it is,—and my soul seems then 733 Life, XXXI | hear the praises of others,—yea, rather, if I was pleased 734 Life, XXXI | God was working in them,—then neither should I be 735 Life, XXXI(464) | Inner Fortress, vi. ch. iv. § 12.~ 736 Life, XXXI(465) | of Perfection, ch. lxv. § 2; but ch. xxxvi. of the 737 Life, XXXI(466) | See ch. x. § 10.~ 738 Life, XXXI | doing the very same thing,—but, in his own case, viciously, 739 Life, XXXI | his own case, viciously,—and he pronounces it to 740 Life, XXXI | must neither eat nor sleep,—nor, as they say, even 741 Life, XXXI | desire, to advance in virtue,—some of them, at least 742 Life, XXXI | outwardly, giving up all for God,—when they see in others, 743 Life, XXXI | virtue given them by our Lord,—for we cannot acquire these 744 Life, XXXI | acquire these of ourselves,—when they see in all the 745 Life, XXXI | cannot accomplish themselves,—they lose heart. For instance, 746 Life, XXXI(467) | Ch. xiii. § 3.~ 747 Life, XXXI(468) | Ch. xx. § 38.~ 748 Life, XXXI | for God?~Oh, there it is!—self-respect! and the worst 749 Life, XXXI | organ when it is played,—the whole music is out 750 Life, XXXI | follow the counsels of Christ,—who was loaded with reproaches 751 Life, XXXI | reproaches and falsely accused,—and, at the same time, 752 Life, XXXI | may acquire this virtue,—more frequently, perhaps, 753 Life, XXXI(469) | Ch. xxx. § 25.~ 754 Life, XXXI | the part intrusted to me,—not because I made mistakes 755 Life, XXXI | these, which are nothing,—and I am altogether nothing 756 Life, XXXI | seeing that this gave me pain,—by little and little, doing 757 Life, XXXI | such slight performances,—they become of worth because 758 Life, XXXI | worth because done for God,—His Majesty helps us on 759 Life, XXXI | were making great progress,—I~was always myself good 760 Life, XXXI | myself good for nothing,—I used to fold up their 761 Life, XXXII(471) | See ch. v. § 14, ch. vi. § 1.~ 762 Life, XXXII(471) | See ch. v. § 14, ch. vi. § 1.~ 763 Life, XXXII(472) | Ch. xxxi. § 3.~ 764 Life, XXXII | terrified by that vision,—and that terror is on me 765 Life, XXXII | even now while I am writing,—that, though it took place 766 Life, XXXII | sight of so many lost souls,—especially of the Lutherans, 767 Life, XXXII | especially of the Lutherans,—for they were once members 768 Life, XXXII | of the Church by baptism,—and also gave me the most 769 Life, XXXII | than we can do on our part,—that we left nothing undone. 770 Life, XXXII | the world makes light of,—that, in short, I suffered 771 Life, XXXII | free from many other faults,—for, though so wicked, 772 Life, XXXII | constantly in the fear of God,—I had to look at the very 773 Life, XXXII | was pleased to show me,—namely, the joy of the 774 Life, XXXII | the torment of the wicked,—I longed for the way and 775 Life, XXXII | lady who was my companion,—I have spoken of her before,475 776 Life, XXXII | spoken of her before,475—and she had the same wish 777 Life, XXXII | that this was not the way,—only the wish we had to 778 Life, XXXII | He made me great promises,—that the monastery would 779 Life, XXXII(475) | Ch. xxiv. § 5. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~ 780 Life, XXXII | scantily served in them,—for what would become of 781 Life, XXXII | were no religious in it?—I was to tell my confessor 782 Life, XXXII | saw could not be gainsaid,—I saw, too, that such was 783 Life, XXXII | a very great pain to us,—for we seemed now to have 784 Life, XXXII | received the first blow,—and in particular to me, 785 Life, XXXII | desire that he would help us,—for he was the most learned 786 Life, XXXII | Order more learned than he,—I told him myself all we 787 Life, XXXII(478) | Ch. xxxiii. § 8.~ 788 Life, XXXII | and no way out of them,—yet he gave up his own 789 Life, XXXII(480) | Ch. xxiii. § 6.~ 790 Life, XXXII | example to the whole city,—being one whom God maintains 791 Life, XXXII | into it as well as I could,—that I should see afterwards 792 Life, XXXII(481) | Gaspar Daza. See ch. xxiii. § 6.~ 793 Life, XXXIII(482) | Ch. xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~ 794 Life, XXXIII(482) | Ch. xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~ 795 Life, XXXIII(482) | xxi. § 6, ch. xxix. §§ 10, 11.~ 796 Life, XXXIII(483) | Ibañez. See ch. xxxviii. § 15.~ 797 Life, XXXIII | will of their superiors,—so he would not dare, though 798 Life, XXXIII | he told him to console me,—that there was nothing 799 Life, XXXIII | nothing to be afraid of,—and not to direct me along 800 Life, XXXIII | that which seems impossible?—for, though I am a woman, 801 Life, XXXIII | the Brief or for any other,—what, O Lord, can I do?~ 802 Life, XXXIII | offered me was too small,—so much so, that it seemed 803 Life, XXXIII | be made into a monastery,—and I wished to buy another, 804 Life, XXXIII(489) | once (Reforma, i. ch. xlii. § 1).~ 805 Life, XXXIII(491) | Bouix). See ch. xxxix. § 19.~ 806 Life, XXXIII | promised to be with us492—and, as a proof of this, 807 Life, XXXIII | conceived by no imagination,—and no understanding can 808 Life, XXXIII(492) | Ch. xxxii. § 14.~ 809 Life, XXXIII | been with me for a while,—I, too, in the greatest 810 Life, XXXIII | which I wished never to part,—I saw them, so it seemed, 811 Life, XXXIII(493) | See ch. xxvii. § 7.~ 812 Life, XXXIII | as our Lord directed me,—for we should never have 813 Life, XXXIII | have succeeded otherwise,—and most favourable was 814 Life, XXXIII(496) | See ch. xxxvi. § 15; Way of Perfection, 815 Life, XXXIII(496) | Way of Perfection, ch. v. § 10; Foundations, ch. xxxi. 816 Life, XXXIII(496) | Foundations, ch. xxxi. § 1.~ 817 Life, XXXIV | heard of me, a poor sinner,—for our Lord had provided 818 Life, XXXIV | our Lord had provided that,—and men spoke well to her 819 Life, XXXIV | that I was to have no fear,—He would help me. I repeated 820 Life, XXXIV | such contempt for all I saw,—and the more I saw, the 821 Life, XXXIV | the greater my contempt,—that I never failed to 822 Life, XXXIV | wicked, artificial life!—though I believe that this 823 Life, XXXIV | know the state of his soul,—for I wished him to be 824 Life, XXXIV | be a great servant of God,—and I rose up in order 825 Life, XXXIV | had I to do in that matter?—and so I returned to my 826 Life, XXXIV(498) | Barron, Dominican (see ch. v. § 8), according to F. Bouix, 827 Life, XXXIV(500) | Ch. xxxiii. § 11.~ 828 Life, XXXIV | religious might serve Him truly,—for, though I considered 829 Life, XXXIV | would have it much better,—I remember I said, "O Lord, 830 Life, XXXIV | me this grace; behold him,—he is a fit person to be 831 Life, XXXIV | whether I was so or not,—not that I wished to know 832 Life, XXXIV(501) | important, and deserves credit,—for Don Vicente may have 833 Life, XXXIV | he did—blessed be God!—for every time that he 834 Life, XXXIV(502) | Ch. xxxiii. § 12.~ 835 Life, XXXIV | gives it to others in one,—His Majesty knoweth why. 836 Life, XXXIV(503) | Ch. xiv. § 10.~ 837 Life, XXXIV | out from those who have it,—and our Lord helps him 838 Life, XXXIV | with him did me great good,—it seems as if it left 839 Life, XXXIV | another struck down by it,—it comforts him much to 840 Life, XXXIV | saying is to the purpose here,—he who follows what is 841 Life, XXXIV(507) | Ch. xxvi. § 3.~ 842 Life, XXXIV | in any matter whatever,—much more in things of 843 Life, XXXIV | things of this importance,—to say anything but the 844 Life, XXXIV(508) | Ch. xxx. § 3. Doña Guiomar de Ulloa.~ 845 Life, XXXV(513) | See ch. xxxii. § 13.~ 846 Life, XXXV | should have kept me back,—on the contrary, it would 847 Life, XXXV(515) | See Relation, i. § 10.~ 848 Life, XXXV | because of my entreaties,—for the lady had never 849 Life, XXXV | friar, Peter of Alcantara,—it pleased our Lord to 850 Life, XXXV | this opinion and sanction,—no one was better able 851 Life, XXXV | it was by long experience,—I made up my mind to seek 852 Life, XXXV(517) | Ch. xi. § 3.~ 853 Life, XXXV | dispositions also of the licentiate,—I am speaking of the Dominican 854 Life, XXXV | of the Dominican friar,518—who, as I said, wrote to 855 Life, XXXV | great trouble it involved,—because the nuns were so 856 Life, XXXV | because the nuns were so many,—and other reasons, such 857 Life, XXXV | nor for any other office,—on the contrary, had always 858 Life, XXXV | had always refused them,—it seemed to me that my 859 Life, XXXV | the heat was very great,—it would be enough if I 860 Life, XXXV | arrived before the election,—I might wait a few days, 861 Life, XXXV | who feared God exceedingly,—and as I told her, among 862 Life, XXXV | I might possibly return,—she gave way, but with 863 Life, XXXV | pain of quitting that lady,—whom I saw suffering so 864 Life, XXXV | saw suffering so keenly,—and others to whom I owed 865 Life, XXXV | going to carry a heavy cross,—though I never thought 866 Life, XXXV | afterwards found it to be,—yet I went forth rejoicing. 867 Life, XXXV | naturally grateful disposition,—which, under other circumstances, 868 Life, XXXV | have caused me great pain,—at this time, though I 869 Life, XXXV | this little cell of God,—for such I believe it to 870 Life, XXXV | such I believe it to be,—the lodging wherein His 871 Life, XXXV | of being received into it,—some of them particularly; 872 Life, XXXV(523) | See Foundations, ch. I, § 1.~ 873 Life, XXXV(525) | age (Reforma, i. c. 42, § 2).~ 874 Life, XXXV | sin. I call that a pass,—a dangerous pass,—and 875 Life, XXXV | pass,—a dangerous pass,—and a narrow road, which 876 Life, XXXVI(529) | See ch. xxxiv. § 2. The Brief was dated 877 Life, XXXVI | was here but a short time,—I think not quite eight 878 Life, XXXVI | think not quite eight days,—during which he was also 879 Life, XXXVI | persons had their suspicions;—still, they did not believe. 880 Life, XXXVI(538) | Gaspar Daza. See infra, § 18; Reforma, i. c. xlvi. 881 Life, XXXVI(538) | 18; Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 3.~ 882 Life, XXXVI(539) | Reform (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 1).~ 883 Life, XXXVI(540) | superiors (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 2).~ 884 Life, XXXVI(541) | Ch. xxxiii. § 13.~ 885 Life, XXXVI | of a thousand monasteries,—how much more, then, this 886 Life, XXXVI(542) | Ch. xxxiii. § 3.~ 887 Life, XXXVI | with four poor orphans,543—for they were received 888 Life, XXXVI | received without a dowry,—and great servants of God, 889 Life, XXXVI(543) | Jesus (Reforma, i. c. xlvi. § 2).~ 890 Life, XXXVI | was therefore in great joy,—so much so, that I was, 891 Life, XXXVI(544) | See Foundations, ch. ii. § 1, and ch. xxxi, § 1.~ 892 Life, XXXVI(544) | ii. § 1, and ch. xxxi, § 1.~ 893 Life, XXXVI | where I had so many friends?—perhaps I might not like 894 Life, XXXVI | might understand the truth,—namely, that it was nothing 895 Life, XXXVI(545) | Ch. xxxiii. §§ 1, 2.~ 896 Life, XXXVI(545) | Ch. xxxiii. §§ 1, 2.~ 897 Life, XXXVI | would willingly have died,—for my whole desire was 898 Life, XXXVI | be broken up. Only one547—he was of the Order of 899 Life, XXXVI(548) | See Ch. xxxix. § 25.~ 900 Life, XXXVI | be so hurtful to the city,—for they were not to be 901 Life, XXXVI | they were not to be more,—I say this to those who 902 Life, XXXVI | to those who opposed us,—and living such austere 903 Life, XXXVI(551) | Ch. xxiii. § 6; Gaspar Daza (ibid.).~ 904 Life, XXXVI | be made, I was in prayer,—the discussion of the terms 905 Life, XXXVI | of it had already begun,—when our Lord said to me 906 Life, XXXVI | and so I was not afraid,—on the contrary, I was 907 Life, XXXVI | others for us in the matter,—what had taken place, and 908 Life, XXXVI(553) | Ch. xxvii. § 21.~ 909 Life, XXXVI(554) | Ibañez. See ch. xxxviii. § 15.~ 910 Life, XXXVI | with me some of the nuns555—such a permission seemed 911 Life, XXXVI(555) | See Reforma, i. c. xlix. § 4.~ 912 Life, XXXVI | rule be somewhat severe,—for we never eat flesh 913 Life, XXXVI | to the primitive rule,558—yet the sisters think it 914 Life, XXXVI(559) | See ch. xxxv. § 1. Maria of Jesus had founded 915 Life, XXXVI(559) | government (Reforma, ii. c. x. §§ 3, 4).~ 916 Life, XXXVI(559) | government (Reforma, ii. c. x. §§ 3, 4).~ 917 Life, XXXVI | persons, and those not saints,—because they have the true 918 Life, XXXVI | they have the true spirit,—can bear it all with so 919 Life, XXXVII(560) | monastery of St. Joseph, Avila,—the first house of the 920 Life, XXXVII(560) | the Reformed Carmelites,—here resumes that account 921 Life, XXXVII(560) | broken off at the end of § 10 of ch. xxxii.~ 922 Life, XXXVII | accept—oh, how willingly!—all those trials for one ./. 923 Life, XXXVII | sins. What I mean is this,—if it were in my power, 924 Life, XXXVII | therefrom, and it is this,—I had one very grievous 925 Life, XXXVII(563) | Ch. xxviii. §§ 1–5.~ 926 Life, XXXVII(563) | Ch. xxviii. §§ 1–5.~ 927 Life, XXXVII(564) | See ch. xl. § 24; Way of Perfection, 928 Life, XXXVII(564) | of Perfection, ch. vii. § 1; but ch. iv. of the previous 929 Life, XXXVII | dread of offending Thee,—not arising out of the 930 Life, XXXVII(565) | See ch. xx. § 14.~ 931 Life, XXXVII(566) | See ch. xxx. § 19.~ 932 Life, XXXVII | ourselves—as I said before567—to something else which 933 Life, XXXVII | Thy love? how is it, then,—for Thou well knowest, 934 Life, XXXVII | greatest torment unto me,—that, in the rare moments 935 Life, XXXVII(567) | See ch. xxx. §§ 18, 25.~ 936 Life, XXXVII(567) | See ch. xxx. §§ 18, 25.~ 937 Life, XXXVII | believe you.~16. I repeat it,—I certainly did not know 938 Life, XXXVIII | say: Oh, what a St. Paul!—she sees the things of 939 Life, XXXVIII | which is seen in a vision,—both being light,—is 940 Life, XXXVIII | vision,—both being light,—is so great, that there 941 Life, XXXVIII | suffering from my heart,—for, as I have said,569 942 Life, XXXVIII | though not so much now,—that she, being a person 943 Life, XXXVIII(569)| Ch. iv. § 6.~ 944 Life, XXXVIII | this, I was very deficient,—for I saw most distinctly 945 Life, XXXVIII | from what I saw I was now,—I recognised herein the 946 Life, XXXVIII(573)| Ibañez. See ch. xxxiii. § 5, ch. xxxvi. § 23. "This 947 Life, XXXVIII(573)| xxxiii. § 5, ch. xxxvi. § 23. "This father died Prior 948 Life, XXXVIII(575)| See below, § 41.~ 949 Life, XXXVIII(576)| Salazar: see ch. xxxiii. § 9, ch. xxxiv. § 2. It 950 Life, XXXVIII(576)| xxxiii. § 9, ch. xxxiv. § 2. It appears from the 951 Life, XXXVIII | though now—glory be to God!—I had no desire after vanities, 952 Life, XXXVIII(581)| § 22.~ 953 Life, XXXVIII | might see what I then saw,—it was a fearful sight; 954 Life, XXXVIII | ever done in my whole life,—it was little enough,— 955 Life, XXXVIII | —it was little enough,—and prayed our Lord that 956 Life, XXXVIII | prayed for him to His Majesty,—and I could not help it, 957 Life, XXXVIII | and I could not help it,—that I was like one who 958 Life, XXXVIII | Office, before she was buried,— ./. she had been dead 959 Life, XXXVIII | been dead about four hours,—I saw her rise in the same 960 Life, XXXVIII(584)| Ch. xxx. § 9.~ 961 Life, XXXVIII(585)| § 34.~ 962 Life, XXXVIII(586)| § 15. Fr. Pedro Ibañez.~ 963 Life, XXXIX | a very lonely hermitage,—one of those belonging 964 Life, XXXIX | belonging to this monastery,—in which there is a picture 965 Life, XXXIX(587) | Ch. xxxiii. § 10. F. Gaspar de Salazar.~ 966 Life, XXXIX | the mere hearing a voice,—I heard it with my bodily 967 Life, XXXIX | heard it with my bodily ears,—without understanding a 968 Life, XXXIX | Lord does not mean to grant,—even though they concern 969 Life, XXXIX | they concern me very nearly,—I am like one whose tongue 970 Life, XXXIX | much, how much, how much,—I might say so a thousand 971 Life, XXXIX | say so a thousand times,—I fall short of this! It 972 Life, XXXIX | do not wish ./. to live,—though there be other reasons 973 Life, XXXIX | there be other reasons also,—because I do not live according 974 Life, XXXIX | as our Lord once told me,—and much of what I am saying 975 Life, XXXIX(590) | Ch. xxxiv. § 1.~ 976 Life, XXXIX | good resolutions and love,—and our Lord gives him 977 Life, XXXIX | have come to this monastery,—God touches their hearts, 978 Life, XXXIX | accomplish in me in so many years,—it is long ago since I 979 Life, XXXIX | bestow His graces upon me,—He accomplished in them 980 Life, XXXIX | their great love and courage,—without experience none 981 Life, XXXIX(592) | See ch. xxxiii. § 15.~ 982 Life, XXXIX | pleased to make some use of me,—it happened that I began 983 Life, XXXIX | writing these three leaves,—for, as I have said,594 984 Life, XXXIX | still, but few opportunities,—that I forgot what I had 985 Life, XXXIX(594) | Ch. xiv. § 12.~ 986 Life, XXXIX(595) | of Avila. See ch. xxxvi. § 18.~ 987 Life, XXXIX | find itself caught in a net,—at least, all these things 988 Life, XXXIX | What do I care for myself?—I care only for Thee, O 989 Life, XXXIX(597) | Ch. xx. § 4.~ 990 Life, XXXIX(598) | Ch. xxix. § 16.~ 991 Life, XXXIX(599) | Ch. xxix. § 13.~ 992 Life, XXXIX | carefully on one subject,—whether I had given myself 993 Life, XXXIX | to Him, or not. If I had,—and it was so,—I was 994 Life, XXXIX | If I had,—and it was so,—I was to ./. believe that 995 Life, XXXIX(600) | § 28.~ 996 Life, XXXIX | Himself would do what I wished,—and so He did grant what 997 Life, XXXIX(601) | See ch. xxviii. §§ 19, 20.~ 998 Life, XXXIX(601) | See ch. xxviii. §§ 19, 20.~ 999 Life, XL | prepared for me in hell,—for, as I said before,603 1000 Life, XL | the way I saw myself there,—as I was thinking of this,