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A FEW days later, Euryalus set off for
Rome with the Emperor, and he had not been there many days when he fell ill.
This was a grave misfortune; for to the fires of love was added a burning fever
and, as passion had already well-nigh destroyed his health, when the sufferings
of disease were added, he barely escaped alive. Only the physicians’ remedies
kept life within him which, otherwise, had departed. Every day the Emperor came
and comforted him, as he would his own son, and bade the doctors try all the
cures known to Apollo. But no medicine did him so much good as Lucretia’s
letter, which told him that she was safe and sound. This knowledge slightly
lessened the fever, and Euryalus was able to get up and to be present at the
Emperor’s coronation, when he was made a knight and received the golden spurs.
After that, while the Emperor went to Perugia, Euryalus stayed in Rome, for he
was not yet completely restored, and thence returned to Siena, though still
weak and very thin in the face. But, though he saw Lucretia, he could not talk
with her. Several letters passed between them, and again they spoke of flight.
Euryalus stayed there three days, but at last, when he saw that all means of
approach had been taken from him, he announced his departure to his mistress.
And never had their intercourse been so sweet as now their separation was
bitter.
Lucretia was standing at her window, when Euryalus rode down the street. With
streaming eyes, they gazed at one another. Each of them was in tears; each was
suffering torments, and felt as though their hearts were being torn violently
out of their breasts.
If there is anyone that does not know the agony of death, let him consider the
parting of these two lovers, although this sorrow is much sharper, this torture
far more cruel. For in death the spirit grieves to quit the body that it loves;
but the body, when the spirit is gone, nor grieves nor feels anything. But when
two are bound together by love and have become one spirit, then is their
separation the more painful, the more intensely either loved one feels it. And
here, indeed, were not two spirits but, as Aristotle believed it to be among
friends, two bodies made from one soul. So that one spirit was not taking leave
of another; but a single spirit was being cut in two, a single heart divided.
Part of one mind was going, part remaining; and every sense in turn was being
broken up, and bewailed the separation.
Not a drop of blood was left in the lovers’ faces: but for their tears and
sighs, they were like the dead. And who could tell, who could describe or even
contemplate their mental agony, unless he had himself known madness?