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BOOK EIGHT
THIS reflection also tends to the removal of
the desire of empty
fame, that
it is no longer in thy power to have lived the whole of thy
life, or
at least thy life from thy youth upwards, like a philosopher;
but both
to many others and to thyself it is plain that thou art far
from
philosophy. Thou hast fallen into disorder then, so that it is no
longer
easy for thee to get the reputation of a philosopher; and thy
plan of
life also opposes it. If then thou hast truly seen where the
matter
lies, throw away the thought, How thou shalt seem to others,
and be
content if thou shalt live the rest of thy life in such wise as
thy nature
wills. Observe then what it wills, and let nothing else
distract
thee; for thou hast had experience of many wanderings without
having
found happiness anywhere, not in syllogisms, nor in wealth, nor
in
reputation, nor in enjoyment, nor anywhere. Where is it then? In
doing what
man's nature requires. How then shall a man do this? If
he has
principles from which come his affects and his acts. What
principles?
Those which relate to good and bad: the belief that
there is nothing
good for man, which does not make him just,
temperate,
manly, free; and that there is nothing bad, which does
not do the
contrary to what has been mentioned.
On the occasion of every act ask thyself, How
is this with respect
to me?
Shall I repent of it? A little time and I am dead, and all is
gone. What
more do I seek, if what I am now doing is work of an
intelligent
living being, and a social being, and one who is under the
same law
with God?
Alexander and Gaius and Pompeius, what are
they in comparison with
Diogenes
and Heraclitus and Socrates? For they were acquainted with
things,
and their causes (forms), and their matter, and the ruling
principles
of these men were the same. But as to the others, how many
things had
they to care for, and to how many things were they slaves?
Consider that men will do the same things
nevertheless, even
though
thou shouldst burst.
This is the chief thing: Be not perturbed,
for all things are
according
to the nature of the universal; and in a little time thou
wilt be
nobody and nowhere, like Hadrian and Augustus. In the next
place
having fixed thy eyes steadily on thy business look at it, and
at the
same time remembering that it is thy duty to be a good man, and
what man's
nature demands, do that without turning aside; and speak as
it seems
to thee most just, only let it be with a good disposition and
with
modesty and without hypocrisy.
The nature of the universal has this work to
do, to remove to that
place the
things which are in this, to change them, to take them
away
hence, and to carry them there. All things are change, yet we
need not
fear anything new. All things are familiar to us; but the
distribution
of them still remains the same.
Every nature is contented with itself when it
goes on its way
well; and
a rational nature goes on its way well, when in its thoughts
it assents
to nothing false or uncertain, and when it directs its
movements
to social acts only, and when it confines its desires and
aversions
to the things which are in its power, and when it is
satisfied
with everything that is assigned to it by the common nature.
For of
this common nature every particular nature is a part, as the
nature of
the leaf is a part of the nature of the plant; except that
in the
plant the nature of the leaf is part of a nature which has
not
perception or reason, and is subject to be impeded; but the nature
of man is
part of a nature which is not subject to impediments, and is
intelligent
and just, since it gives to everything in equal portions
and
according to its worth, times, substance, cause (form),
activity,
and incident. But examine, not to discover that any one
thing
compared with any other single thing is equal in all respects,
but by
taking all the parts together of one thing and comparing them
with all
the parts together of another.
Thou hast not leisure or ability to read. But
thou hast leisure or
ability to
check arrogance: thou hast leisure to be superior to
pleasure
and pain: thou hast leisure to be superior to love of fame,
and not to
be vexed at stupid and ungrateful people, nay even to
care for
them.
Let no man any longer hear thee finding fault
with the court life or
with thy
own.
Repentance is a kind of self-reproof for
having neglected
something useful;
but that which is good must be something useful, and
the
perfect good man should look after it. But no such man would
ever
repent of having refused any sensual pleasure. Pleasure then is
neither
good nor useful.
This thing, what is it in itself, in its own
constitution? What is
its
substance and material? And what its causal nature (or form)?
And what
is it doing in the world? And how long does it subsist?
When thou risest from sleep with reluctance,
remember that it is
according
to thy constitution and according to human nature to perform
social
acts, but sleeping is common also to irrational animals. But
that which
is according to each individual's nature is also more
peculiarly
its own, and more suitable to its nature, and indeed also
more agreeable.
Constantly and, if it be possible, on the
occasion of every
impression
on the soul, apply to it the principles of Physic, of
Ethic, and
of Dialectic.
Whatever man thou meetest with, immediately
say to thyself: What
opinions
has this man about good and bad? For if with respect to
pleasure
and pain and the causes of each, and with respect to fame and
ignominy,
death and life, he has such and such opinions, it will
seem
nothing wonderful or strange to me, if he does such and such
things;
and I shall bear in mind that he is compelled to do so.
Remember that as it is a shame to be
surprised if the fig-tree
produces
figs, so it is to be surprised if the world produces such and
such
things of which it is productive; and for the physician and the
helmsman
it is a shame to be surprised, if a man has a fever, or if
the wind
is unfavourable.
Remember that to change thy opinion and to
follow him who corrects
thy error
is as consistent with freedom as it is to persist in thy
error. For
it is thy own, the activity which is exerted according to
thy own
movement and judgement, and indeed according to thy own
understanding
too.
If a thing is in thy own power, why dost thou
do it? But if it is in
the power
of another, whom dost thou blame? The atoms (chance) or
the gods?
Both are foolish. Thou must blame nobody. For if thou canst,
correct
that which is the cause; but if thou canst not do this,
correct at
least the thing itself; but if thou canst not do even this,
of what
use is it to thee to find fault? For nothing should be done
without a
purpose.
That which has died falls not out of the
universe. If it stays here,
it also
changes here, and is dissolved into its proper parts, which
are
elements of the universe and of thyself. And these too change, and
they
murmur not.
Everything exists for some end, a horse, a
vine. Why dost thou
wonder?
Even the sun will say, I am for some purpose, and the rest
of the
gods will say the same. For what purpose then art thou? to
enjoy
pleasure? See if common sense allows this.
Nature has had regard in everything no less
to the end than to the
beginning
and the continuance, just like the man who throws up a ball.
What good
is it then for the ball to be thrown up, or harm for it to
come down,
or even to have fallen? And what good is it to the bubble
while it
holds together, or what harm when it is burst? The same may
be said of
a light also.
Turn it (the body) inside out, and see what
kind of thing it is; and
when it
has grown old, what kind of thing it becomes, and when it is
diseased.
Short-lived are both the praiser and the
praised, and the rememberer
and the
remembered: and all this in a nook of this part of the
world; and
not even here do all agree, no, not any one with himself:
and the
whole earth too is a point.
Attend to the matter which is before thee,
whether it is an
opinion or
an act or a word.
Thou sufferest this justly: for thou choosest
rather to become
good
to-morrow than to be good to-day.
Am I doing anything? I do it with reference
to the good of
mankind.
Does anything happen to me? I receive it and refer it to
the gods,
and the source of all things, from which all that happens is
derived.
Such as bathing appears to thee- oil, sweat,
dirt, filthy water,
all things
disgusting- so is every part of life and everything.
Lucilla saw Verus die, and then Lucilla died.
Secunda saw Maximus
die, and
then Secunda died. Epitynchanus saw Diotimus die, and
Epitynchanus
died. Antoninus saw Faustina die, and then Antoninus
died. Such
is everything. Celer saw Hadrian die, and then Celer
died. And
those sharp-witted men, either seers or men inflated with
pride,
where are they? For instance the sharp-witted men, Charax and
Demetrius the
Platonist and Eudaemon, and any one else like them.
All
ephemeral, dead long ago. Some indeed have not been remembered
even for a
short time, and others have become the heroes of fables,
and again
others have disappeared even from fables. Remember this
then, that
this little compound, thyself, must either be dissolved, or
thy poor
breath must be extinguished, or be removed and placed
elsewhere.
It is satisfaction to a man to do the proper
works of a man. Now
it is a
proper work of a man to be benevolent to his own kind, to
despise
the movements of the senses, to form a just judgement of
plausible
appearances, and to take a survey of the nature of the
universe
and of the things which happen in it.
There are three relations between thee and
other things: the one
to the
body which surrounds thee; the second to the divine cause
from which
all things come to all; and the third to those who live
with thee.
Pain is either an evil to the body- then let
the body say what it
thinks of
it- or to the soul; but it is in the power of the soul to
maintain
its own serenity and tranquility, and not to think that
pain is an
evil. For every judgement and movement and desire and
aversion
is within, and no evil ascends so high.
Wipe out thy imaginations by often saying to
thyself: now it is in
my power
to let no badness be in this soul, nor desire nor any
perturbation
at all; but looking at all things I see what is their
nature,
and I use each according to its value.- Remember this power
which thou
hast from nature.
Speak both in the senate and to every man,
whoever he may be,
appropriately,
not with any affectation: use plain discourse.
Augustus' court, wife, daughter, descendants,
ancestors, sister,
Agrippa,
kinsmen, intimates, friends, Areius, Maecenas, physicians and
sacrificing
priests- the whole court is dead. Then turn to the rest,
not
considering the death of a single man, but of a whole race, as
of the
Pompeii; and that which is inscribed on the tombs- The last of
his race.
Then consider what trouble those before them have had that
they might
leave a successor; and then, that of necessity some one
must be
the last. Again here consider the death of a whole race.
It is thy duty to order thy life well in
every single act; and if
every act
does its duty, as far as is possible, be content; and no one
is able to
hinder thee so that each act shall not do its duty.- But
something
external will stand in the way.- Nothing will stand in the
way of thy
acting justly and soberly and considerately.- But perhaps
some other
active power will be hindered.- Well, but by acquiescing
in the
hindrance and by being content to transfer thy efforts to
that which
is allowed, another opportunity of action is immediately
put before
thee in place of that which was hindered, and one which
will adapt
itself to this ordering of which we are speaking.
Receive wealth or prosperity without
arrogance; and be ready to
let it go.
If thou didst ever see a hand cut off, or a
foot, or a head, lying
anywhere
apart from the rest of the body, such does a man make
himself,
as far as he can, who is not content with what happens, and
separates
himself from others, or does anything unsocial. Suppose that
thou hast
detached thyself from the natural unity- for thou wast made
by nature a
part, but now thou hast cut thyself off- yet here there
is this
beautiful provision, that it is in thy power again to unite
thyself.
God has allowed this to no other part, after it has been
separated
and cut asunder, to come together again. But consider the
kindness
by which he has distinguished man, for he has put it in his
power not
to be separated at all from the universal; and when he has
been
separated, he has allowed him to return and to be united and to
resume his
place as a part.
As the nature of the universal has given to
every rational being all
the other
powers that it has, so we have received from it this power
also. For
as the universal nature converts and fixes in its
predestined
place everything which stands in the way and opposes it,
and makes
such things a part of itself, so also the rational animal is
able to
make every hindrance its own material, and to use it for
such
purposes as it may have designed.
Do not disturb thyself by thinking of the
whole of thy life. Let not
thy
thoughts at once embrace all the various troubles which thou
mayest
expect to befall thee: but on every occasion ask thyself,
What is
there in this which is intolerable and past bearing? For
thou wilt
be ashamed to confess. In the next place remember that
neither the
future nor the past pains thee, but only the present.
But this
is reduced to a very little, if thou only circumscribest
it, and
chidest thy mind, if it is unable to hold out against even
this.
Does Panthea or Pergamus now sit by the tomb
of Verus? Does Chaurias
or
Diotimus sit by the tomb of Hadrian? That would be ridiculous.
Well,
suppose they did sit there, would the dead be conscious of it?
And if the
dead were conscious, would they be pleased? And if they
were pleased,
would that make them immortal? Was it not in the order
of destiny
that these persons too should first become old women and
old men
and then die? What then would those do after these were
dead? All
this is foul smell and blood in a bag.
If thou canst see sharp, look and judge
wisely, says the
philosopher.
In the constitution of the rational animal I
see no virtue which
is opposed
to justice; but I see a virtue which is opposed to love
of
pleasure, and that is temperance.
If thou takest away thy opinion about that
which appears to give
thee pain,
thou thyself standest in perfect security.- Who is this
self?- The
reason.- But I am not reason.- Be it so. Let then the
reason
itself not trouble itself. But if any other part of thee
suffers,
let it have its own opinion about itself.
Hindrance to the perceptions of sense is an
evil to the animal
nature.
Hindrance to the movements (desires) is equally an evil to the
animal
nature. And something else also is equally an impediment and an
evil to
the constitution of plants. So then that which is a
hindrance
to the intelligence is an evil to the intelligent nature.
Apply all
these things then to thyself. Does pain or sensuous pleasure
affect
thee? The senses will look to that.- Has any obstacle opposed
thee in
thy efforts towards an object? if indeed thou wast making this
effort
absolutely (unconditionally, or without any reservation),
certainly
this obstacle is an evil to thee considered as a rational
animal. But
if thou takest into consideration the usual course of
things,
thou hast not yet been injured nor even impeded. The things
however
which are proper to the understanding no other man is used
to impede,
for neither fire, nor iron, nor tyrant, nor abuse,
touches it
in any way. When it has been made a sphere, it continues
a sphere.
It is not fit that I should give myself pain,
for I have never
intentionally
given pain even to another.
Different things delight different people.
But it is my delight to
keep the
ruling faculty sound without turning away either from any man
or from
any of the things which happen to men, but looking at and
receiving
all with welcome eyes and using everything according to
its value.
See that thou secure this present time to thyself:
for those who
rather
pursue posthumous fame do consider that the men of after time
will be
exactly such as these whom they cannot bear now; and both
are
mortal. And what is it in any way to thee if these men of after
time utter
this or that sound, or have this or that opinion about
thee?
Take me and cast me where thou wilt; for
there I shall keep my
divine
part tranquil, that is, content, if it can feel and act
conformably
to its proper constitution. Is this change of place
sufficient
reason why my soul should be unhappy and worse than it was,
depressed,
expanded, shrinking, affrighted? And what wilt thou find
which is
sufficient reason for this?
Nothing can happen to any man which is not a
human accident, nor
to an ox which
is not according to the nature of an ox, nor to a
vine which
is not according to the nature of a vine, nor to a stone
which is
not proper to a stone. If then there happens to each thing
both what
is usual and natural, why shouldst thou complain? For the
common
nature brings nothing which may not be borne by thee.
If thou art pained by any external thing, it
is not this thing
that
disturbs thee, but thy own judgement about it. And it is in thy
power to
wipe out this judgement now. But if anything in thy own
disposition
gives thee pain, who hinders thee from correcting thy
opinion?
And even if thou art pained because thou art not doing some
particular
thing which seems to thee to be right, why dost thou not
rather act
than complain?- But some insuperable obstacle is in the
way?- Do
not be grieved then, for the cause of its not being done
depends
not on thee.- But it is not worth while to live if this
cannot be
done.- Take thy departure then from life contentedly, just
as he dies
who is in full activity, and well pleased too with the
things
which are obstacles.
Remember that the ruling faculty is
invincible, when
self-collected
it is satisfied with itself, if it does nothing which
it does
not choose to do, even if it resist from mere obstinacy.
What then
will it be when it forms a judgement about anything aided by
reason and
deliberately? Therefore the mind which is free from
passions
is a citadel, for man has nothing more secure to which he can
fly for,
refuge and for the future be inexpugnable. He then who has
not seen
this is an ignorant man; but he who has seen it and does
not fly to
this refuge is unhappy.
Say nothing more to thyself than what the
first appearances
report.
Suppose that it has been reported to thee that a certain
person speaks
ill of thee. This has been reported; but that thou
hast been
injured, that has not been reported. I see that my child
is sick. I
do see; but that he is in danger, I do not see. Thus then
always
abide by the first appearances, and add nothing thyself from
within,
and then nothing happens to thee. Or rather add something,
like a man
who knows everything that happens in the world.
A cucumber is bitter.- Throw it away.- There
are briars in the
road.-
Turn aside from them.- This is enough. Do not add, And why were
such
things made in the world? For thou wilt be ridiculed by a man who
is
acquainted with nature, as thou wouldst be ridiculed by a carpenter
and
shoemaker if thou didst find fault because thou seest in their
workshop
shavings and cuttings from the things which they make. And
yet they
have places into which they can throw these shavings and
cuttings,
and the universal nature has no external space; but the
wondrous
part of her art is that though she has circumscribed herself,
everything
within her which appears to decay and to grow old and to be
useless
she changes into herself, and again makes other new things
from these
very same, so that she requires neither substance from
without
nor wants a place into which she may cast that which decays.
She is
content then with her own space, and her own matter and her own
art.
Neither in thy actions be sluggish nor in thy
conversation without
method,
nor wandering in thy thoughts, nor let there be in thy soul
inward contention
nor external effusion, nor in life be so busy as
to have no
leisure.
Suppose that men kill thee, cut thee in
pieces, curse thee. What
then can
these things do to prevent thy mind from remaining pure,
wise,
sober, just? For instance, if a man should stand by a limpid
pure
spring, and curse it, the spring never ceases sending up
potable
water; and if he should cast clay into it or filth, it will
speedily
disperse them and wash them out, and will not be at all
polluted.
How then shalt thou possess a perpetual fountain and not a
mere well?
By forming thyself hourly to freedom conjoined with
contentment,
simplicity and modesty.
He who does not know what the world is, does
not know where he is.
And he who
does not know for what purpose the world exists, does not
know who
he is, nor what the world is. But he who has failed in any
one of
these things could not even say for what purpose he exists
himself.
What then dost thou think of him who avoids or seeks the
praise of
those who applaud, of men who know not either where they are
or who
they are?
Dost thou wish to be praised by a man who
curses himself thrice
every
hour? Wouldst thou wish to please a man who does not please
himself?
Does a man please himself who repents of nearly everything
that he does?
No longer let thy breathing only act in
concert with the air which
surrounds
thee, but let thy intelligence also now be in harmony with
the
intelligence which embraces all things. For the intelligent
power is
no less diffused in all parts and pervades all things for him
who is
willing to draw it to him than the aerial power for him who
is able to
respire it.
Generally, wickedness does no harm at all to
the universe; and
particularly,
the wickedness of one man does no harm to another. It is
only harmful
to him who has it in his power to be released from it, as
soon as he
shall choose.
To my own free will the free will of my
neighbour is just as
indifferent
as his poor breath and flesh. For though we are made
especially
for the sake of one another, still the ruling power of each
of us has
its own office, for otherwise my neighbour's wickedness
would be
my harm, which God has not willed in order that my
unhappiness
may not depend on another.
The sun appears to be poured down, and in all
directions indeed it
is
diffused, yet it is not effused. For this diffusion is extension:
Accordingly
its rays are called Extensions [aktines] because they
are
extended [apo tou ekteinesthai]. But one may judge what kind of
a thing a
ray is, if he looks at the sun's light passing through a
narrow
opening into a darkened room, for it is extended in a right
line, and
as it were is divided when it meets with any solid body
which
stands in the way and intercepts the air beyond; but there the
light
remains fixed and does not glide or fall off. Such then ought to
be the
out-pouring and diffusion of the understanding, and it should
in no way
be an effusion, but an extension, and it should make no
violent or
impetuous collision with the obstacles which are in its
way; nor
yet fall down, but be fixed and enlighten that which receives
it. For a
body will deprive itself of the illumination, if it does not
admit it.
He who fears death either fears the loss of
sensation or a different
kind of sensation.
But if thou shalt have no sensation, neither wilt
thou feel
any harm; and if thou shalt acquire another kind of
sensation,
thou wilt be a different kind of living being and thou wilt
not cease
to live.
Men exist for the sake of one another. Teach
them then or bear
with them.
In one way an arrow moves, in another way the
mind. The mind indeed,
both when
it exercises caution and when it is employed about
inquiry,
moves straight onward not the less, and to its object.
Enter into every man's ruling faculty; and
also let every other
man enter
into thine.
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