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Peter Abelard
The story of my misfortunes

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1501 VI | for the payment of a small sum. My pretext for this was 1502 II | winds storm the loftiest summits." (Ovid: "Remedy for Love," 1503 IX | France. Their plan was to summon me to be present at this 1504 X | BRETHREN~STRAIGHTWAY upon my summons I went to the council, and 1505 VI | the one he loved. The very sundering of our bodies served but 1506 VI | widely known and have been sung in many lands, chiefly, 1507 XIV | out by women, either as superiors or in the lower orders. 1508 XI | His to whom above all the supplication and sacrifice are made? 1509 XIII| The monks pressed me to supply them with their daily necessities, 1510 VIII| Matthew, xxv. 15), since surely He would demand it back 1511 VI | wrath, but of a tenderness surpassing the most fragrant balm in 1512 XIII| professed, I should not survive. And yet, if I did not do 1513 XIV | much more reasonably have suspected baseness of the Lord, considering 1514 VIII| nor the earth sufficient sustenance. ~ Here, as befitted my 1515 XV | pledging their faith or swearing upon the sacrament, that 1516 VIII| utterly blotted out, so swiftly by an evil chance. I saw, 1517 X | than recite the Athanasian Symbol, a thing which any boy might 1518 XI | straw and rushes, and their tables were piles of turf. in very 1519 VII | cradles, between books or tablets and distaffs, between the 1520 VII | and because their wealth takes no thought of expense and 1521 | taking 1522 VIII| my friends, and how the tale of this amazing outrage 1523 V | from you, for the matter talked of. But prosperity always 1524 XIV | reputations ought not to be tarnished, but to flourish. Conscience 1525 VI | find her negligent of her tasks. In all this the man's simplicity 1526 XIII| ground down the monks with taxes heavier than those which 1527 VII | regard for your reputation temper your shamelessness. Remember 1528 II | though I speak it more temperately, I still am bold enough 1529 XI | Methinks the altars and temples of certain ones among these 1530 V | it an easy prey to carnal temptations. Thus I who by this time 1531 XV | I might be deemed a rash tempter of God rather than a lover 1532 X | conduct of this abbey would tend to bring it more and more 1533 VI | not of wrath, but of a tenderness surpassing the most fragrant 1534 VII | Hircius after his divorce of Terentia whether he would marry the 1535 XI | Helper, so likewise may It be termed the Paraclete, that is to 1536 III | the exposition of certain texts, we scholars were jesting 1537 XV | accused of loving: "I give thanks to my God that I am worthy 1538 X | hard by the lands of Count Theobald (of Champagne). He himself 1539 XIV | long all those who dwelt thereabouts began to censure me roundly, 1540 VI | of letters and her zeal therefor; so, even if we were parted, 1541 X | the aforesaid monastery, thinking that I would remain long 1542 III | the second and more to the third, and all of them were eager 1543 VI | pursuit of them, so that our thirst for one another was still 1544 IX | this matter required a more thorough examination. His further 1545 XIV | they so often passed the threshold of the church that you might 1546 XV | me indeed, but to cut my throat with a sword. Even to the 1547 VIII| way. To this place such a throng of students flocked that 1548 XI | philosophers forsook the thronging ways of the cities and the 1549 XI | Jordan, and forsaking the throngs and the cities, lived on 1550 XIII| to say the Consoler, and thrust myself into sure desolation; 1551 VII | a shower after all that thunder.'" ~ Her final argument 1552 XII | like one smitten with a thunderbolt, I daily expected to be 1553 XIV | preaching and showing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and 1554 XII | throughout the whole world, till its echo reverberated mightily— 1555 XV | suffer persecution" (II Tim. iii. 12). And elsewhere 1556 X | alike omnipotent." A certain Tirric, a schoolmaster, hearing 1557 X | his own mouth. Set free today, with the help of God's 1558 III | inexperience by diligent toil. To this I replied indignantly 1559 XV | misfortunes, amid which I have toiled almost from the cradle. 1560 XV | Cor. vii. 5), and these torture me ceaselessly, the fears 1561 XI | of all does the sense of touch paint for itself the pictures 1562 VIII| the hand of God that had touched me, when I should devote 1563 XIV | manner of woman this is that toucheth Him: for she is a sinner" ( 1564 III | once mighty,~Like to the towering oak in the midst of the 1565 XI | all sides, leaving their towns and castles to dwell in 1566 X | established the truth of the traditional belief. ~ One of the monks 1567 IV | enough in view of my lack of training—the thing might be imputed 1568 XI | a rich man let Diogenes trample on his couch with muddy 1569 IX | had given it to many to be transcribed. Methinks it would be a 1570 IX | a grave insult to him to transfer this case to another court, 1571 IV | suggestion, as it afterwards transpired, yonder venerable coward 1572 X | abbot of theirs, who had travelled for a long time throughout 1573 XV | am ever exposed to their treacheries. The violence of my enemies 1574 X | bidding him desist from such treasonable talk, but he boldly stood 1575 XIV | who had charge of all her treasure, him to whose conversion 1576 XI | watered fields, their shady trees, the song of birds, the 1577 IX | accomplish nothing if the trial were to be held outside 1578 XII | paying them a stipulated tribute in order that I might live 1579 II | those whose hearts were troubled by the lore of dialectics. 1580 XIV | clergy, "He is cruel who, trusting in his conscience, neglects 1581 X | that they had a far more trustworthy authority in the person 1582 XIII| might make me either give up trying to enforce discipline or 1583 VIII| flesh and withdrawn from the tumultuous life of this world. Thus, 1584 XI | their tables were piles of turf. in very truth you may well 1585 VII | demands upon him. ~ Then, turning from the consideration of 1586 XV | worldly power (Cicer. 5, Tusc.) Thus did I too learn by 1587 II | might put himself under my tutelage along with all the rest, 1588 XIV | kingdom of God: and the twelve were with Him and certain 1589 XV | heaped-up wealth of the tyrant Dionysius as a great blessing, 1590 XIII| of the region, too, were uncivilized and lawless. Thus, like 1591 VIII| enter a church, even as the unclean and filthy; nay, even beasts 1592 V | spirit of the divines in the uncleanness of my life. For it is well 1593 II | me by reason of his own unconcealed envy. From this small inception 1594 IX | unless it could first be understood, and that it was absurd 1595 XIII| understand how persistently that undisciplined body of monks, the direction 1596 IV | filled with indignation at so undisguised a manifestation of spite, 1597 III | should by no means make undue haste in so important a 1598 VII | because it seemed to him unduly boastful to call himself 1599 XIV | monastic zeal says: "We unequivocally declare that it is not permissible 1600 VII | from such a marriage! How unfitting, how lamentable it would 1601 XI | not only uninhabited but unhealthy as well. This he did in 1602 IX | only one God. I answered unhesitatingly: "I can give you an explanation 1603 XI | from the city, and not only uninhabited but unhealthy as well. This 1604 VI | attract lovers, determined to unite with myself in the bonds 1605 IX | students a certain tract on the unity and trinity of God. This 1606 II | regarding the reality of universal ideas was that the same 1607 VI | for one another was still unquenched. ~ In measure as this passionate 1608 VII | and one night while I all unsuspecting was asleep in a secret room 1609 XIII| the monks, their vile and untameable way of life was notorious 1610 XV | my weapon to coerce the untamed rebelliousness of the monks, 1611 VII | can endure the continual untidiness of children? The rich, you 1612 VI | love's progress was left untried by our passion, and if love 1613 VII | privileges as a cleric, at least uphold your dignity as a philosopher. 1614 VII | was hurling at him from an upper story, he was suddenly drenched 1615 XIV | intimacy among modest and upright women by the fact that they 1616 VIII| lamentations they uttered, the uproar with which they harassed 1617 IX | conspiracy to me, and strongly urged me to endure meekly the 1618 VIII| finally, at the insistent urging of the students themselves, 1619 XIII| considered and lamented the uselessness and the wretchedness of 1620 | Using 1621 XI | the departure from the usual custom would have been in 1622 VIII| them, the lamentations they uttered, the uproar with which they 1623 XV | and yon, a fugitive and a vagabond, even as the accursed Cain ( 1624 XIII| Brittany, in the bishopric of Vannes, a certain abbey of St. 1625 II | battle, by him was~I never vanquished."~(Ovid , "Metamorphoses," 1626 II | being alike save for such variety as might grow out of the 1627 VI | believed that his niece would vastly benefit by my teaching. 1628 X | one who heard the story vehement in censuring it, so that 1629 VII | had bribed. There they had vengeance on me with a most cruel 1630 X | justice itself, in what venom of the spirit, in what bitterness 1631 VI | once happened with Mars and Venus when they were caught together. 1632 IX | little influence on the verdict, and in truth having small 1633 XI | contests of athletes, in the versatility of actors, in the beauty 1634 II | universals is ever the most vexed one among logicians, to 1635 XI | through so many windows, do vices win entrance to the soul. 1636 II | these debates I was adjudged victor. Now this, to those among 1637 II | abandoned altogether his views on this one subject, his 1638 VII | having kept our nocturnal vigil of prayer unknown to all 1639 VI | burdensome, since my nights were vigils of love and my days of study. 1640 II | school by launching the vilest calumnies against him who 1641 XIV | throughout every city and village, preaching and showing the 1642 IX | were the offshoots of his vine from sea to sea. Now, if 1643 IX | Have a care, then, lest by violent action you only increase 1644 VII | hast not sinned; and if a virgin marry she hath not sinned. 1645 VII | than by reason of their virtuous lives. In what sobriety 1646 XV | I had gone to Nantes to visit the count, who was then 1647 VII | aroused to fury thereby, visited her repeatedly with punishments. 1648 XII | s, which has so great a voice, and nought beside. My former 1649 III | contemptible in meaning and quite void of reason. When he kindled 1650 XV | the ambition of those who voluntarily seek such power might be 1651 VII | order not to prefer base voluptuousness to your sacred duties, to 1652 XV | hated me before it hated vou. If ye were of the world, 1653 II | disputation which my scholars waged both with him himself and 1654 XIV | supported by them out of the wages of their preaching, but 1655 X | Lord: "Lo, then would I wander far off, and remain in the 1656 XIII| their life there was one of want, and for a time of utter 1657 X | case, asked them why they wanted to keep me against my will. 1658 I | the prizes of victory in war I preferred the battle of 1659 VII | subject for the purpose of warning us. Thus St. Jerome, in 1660 II | my gifts far beyond the warranty of my youth, was aspiring 1661 II | above all to me, in these wars, you have long since learned 1662 XV | reverence for me, I arranged to watch over them in person. And 1663 XI | Forsooth we are born again of water and of the Holy Spirit in 1664 XI | countryside, with their well watered fields, their shady trees, 1665 XIII| the dreadful roar of the waves of the sea, where the land' 1666 XV | they bribed bandits to waylay me on the road and kill 1667 XIV | women? (Acts vi. 5). For the weaker sex needs the help of the 1668 VII | by no means that of the wealthy, nor can those whose minds 1669 XV | Using excommunication as my weapon to coerce the untamed rebelliousness 1670 I | philosophy, I exchanged all other weapons for these, and to the prizes 1671 XIV | thereof he bade her ever wear her head covered (ib. 5). 1672 VIII| lofty a head? Why then was I wedded~Only to bring thee to woe? 1673 XI | 21). And then, when the wedges of doubt have, as it were, 1674 VIII| monastic life, sobbing and weeping replied in the words of 1675 VII | of the philosophers, and weigh carefully what had been 1676 VI | and partly because of the well-known continence of my previous 1677 X | Anthony: "Kindly Jesus, where wert Thou?" The sorrow that tortured 1678 XIII| hatred of the French drive me westward, even as that of the Romans 1679 | whatever 1680 | whereas 1681 IX | his that lies before us whereon any open accusation can 1682 | Whereupon 1683 VII | can possibly endure the whining of children, the lullabies 1684 II | to his religion, and were whispering earnestly among themselves 1685 IX | most to maligning me in whispers. Then Geoffroi, Bishop of 1686 | whither 1687 I | debating as I went, going whithersoever I heard that the study of 1688 XV | the saint to abandon his wicked sons might encourage me 1689 XIV | dwelling and sojourning with widows (I Kings xvii. 10), would 1690 VI | than ever. Once the first wildness of shame had passed, it 1691 XI | of my hands. The students willingly provided me with whatsoever 1692 IX | the Bishop of Chartres got wind of this, he reported the 1693 II | Jealousy aims at the peaks; the winds storm the loftiest summits." ( 1694 X | had good hope of easily winning the support of the king 1695 VII | drenched with foul slops; wiping his head, he said only, ' 1696 I | double diligence to have me wisely taught. For my part, the 1697 IX | happened according to their wishes. Before I reached Soissons, 1698 II | CORBEIL AND AT PARIS ~HIS WITHDRAWAL FROM THE CITY OF THE PARISIANS 1699 VIII| snares of the flesh and withdrawn from the tumultuous life 1700 II | abandoned this world, he withdrew himself and his brotherhood, 1701 VII | Jovinianus: "Once when he was withstanding a storm of reproaches which 1702 VI | of our children and our wives, though our neighbours sing 1703 VIII| wedded~Only to bring thee to woe? Receive now my sorrow,~ 1704 VI | to the care of a ravenous wolf. When he had thus given 1705 XIII| is that the weakness of womankind makes their needs and sufferings 1706 III | more doubtful still. He was wonderful, indeed, in the eyes of 1707 XI | building it of stone and wood. Although this oratory had 1708 IX | should strive against the wordiness of this man, whose arguments, 1709 X | statement, but changed the wording thereof, as indeed was most 1710 XI | grieve to see how all things worked together for my good, even 1711 XI | authority, and consider the workings of this Spirit Itself. To 1712 VII | protects them from daily worries. But to this the answer 1713 XV | suspicion, I found them even worse than the others. I barely 1714 XII | won over to their form of worship. ~ ~~ 1715 X | me, the desperation that wracked my mind, all these I could 1716 VI | they were the marks, not of wrath, but of a tenderness surpassing 1717 XV | shows that whosoever grows wrathful for any reason against his 1718 X | who chanced to be near. Wrathfully they declared that Bede 1719 X | upon myself through my own wrongdoing, but this other violence 1720 XV | whatsoever may seem to happen wrongfully. Wherefore rightly do all 1721 II | of what he felt to be his wrongs, and shrewdly he attacked 1722 X | CHAPTER X ~ OF THE BURNING OF HIS 1723 VII | storm of reproaches which Xantippe was hurling at him from 1724 XIV | loving when he said (Epist. xcix): "I am charged with nothing 1725 XIV | care of the young man (John xix. 27), or who had beheld 1726 XIV | sojourning with widows (I Kings xvii. 10), would likewise have 1727 VII | his Book of Antiquities (xviii. 2), calling them the Pharisees, 1728 III | Our Lord cursed (Matthew xxi. 19; Mark xi. 13), or that 1729 VIII| cut." And in Deuteronomy (xxiii. 1), "He that is wounded 1730 VIII| to my keeping (Matthew, xxv. 15), since surely He would 1731 IX | enemies are our judges" (Deut. xxxii. 31). ~ These three, then, 1732 XV | Even such are those who yield to their own rather than 1733 IV | it afterwards transpired, yonder venerable coward had the 1734 XIV | might have thought them the Zacharias and Elisabeth of the Gospel,


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