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CHAPTER XI
OF HIS TEACHING IN THE WILDERNESS
NO SOONER had scholars learned of my retreat than they
began to flock thither from all sides, leaving their towns and castles to dwell
in the wilderness. In place of their spacious houses they built themselves
huts; instead of dainty fare they lived on the herbs of the field and coarse
bread; their soft beds they exchanged for heaps of straw and rushes, and their
tables were piles of turf. in very truth you may well believe that they were
like those philosophers of old of whom Jerome tells us in his second book
against Jovinianus.
"Through the senses," says Jerome, "as through so many windows,
do vices win entrance to the soul. The metropolis and citadel of the mind
cannot be taken unless the army of the foe has first rushed in through the
gates. If any one delights in the games of the circus, in the contests of
athletes, in the versatility of actors, in the beauty of women, in the glitter
of gems and raiment, or in aught else like to these, then the freedom of his
soul is made captive through the windows of his eyes, and thus is fulfilled the
prophecy: 'For death is come up into our windows' (Jer. ix. 21). And then, when
the wedges of doubt have, as it were, been driven into the citadels of our
minds through these gateways, where will be its liberty? where its fortitude?
where its thought of God? Most of all does the sense of touch paint for itself
the pictures of past raptures, compelling the soul to dwell fondly upon
remembered iniquities, and so to practice in imagination those things which
reality denies to it.
"Heeding such counsel, therefore, many among the philosophers forsook the
thronging ways of the cities and the pleasant gardens of the countryside, with
their well watered fields, their shady trees, the song of birds, the mirror of
the fountain, the murmur of the stream, the many charms for eye and ear,
fearing lest their souls should grow soft amid luxury and abundance of riches,
and lest their virtue should thereby be defiled. For it is perilous to turn
your eyes often to those things whereby you may some day be made captive, or to
attempt the possession of that which it would go hard with you to do without. Thus
the Pythagoreans shunned all companionship of this kind, and were wont to dwell
in solitary and desert places. Nay, Plato himself, although he was a rich man
let Diogenes trample on his couch with muddy feet, and in order that he might
devote himself to philosophy established his academy in a place remote from the
city, and not only uninhabited but unhealthy as well. This he did in order that
the onslaughts of lust might be broken by the fear and constant presence of
disease, and that his followers might find no pleasure save in the things they
learned."
————— Such a life, likewise, the sons of the prophets who were the followers of
Eliseus are reported to have led. Of these Jerome also tells us, writing thus
to the monk Rusticus as if describing the monks of those ancient days:
"The sons of the prophets, the monks of whom we read in the Old Testament
built for themselves huts by the waters of the Jordan, and forsaking the
throngs and the cities, lived on pottage and the herbs of the field"
(Epist. iv).
Even so did my followers build their huts above the waters of the Arduzon, so
that they seemed hermits rather than scholars. And as their number grew ever
greater, the hardships which they gladly endured for the sake of my teaching
seemed to my rivals to reflect new glory on me, and to cast new shame on
themselves. Nor was it strange that they, who had done their utmost to hurt me,
should grieve to see how all things worked together for my good, even though I
was now, in the words of Jerome, afar from cities and the market place, from
controversies and the crowded ways of men. And so, as Quintilian says, did envy
seek me out even in my hiding place. Secretly my rivals complained and lamented
one to another, saying: "Behold now, the whole world runs after him, and
our persecution of him has done nought save to increase his glory. We strove to
extinguish his fame, and we have but given it new brightness. Lo, in the cities
scholars have at hand everything they may need, and yet, spurning the pleasures
of the town, they seek out the barrenness of the desert, and of their own free
will they accept wretchedness."
The thing which at that time chiefly led me to undertake the direction of a
school was my intolerable poverty, for I had not strength enough to dig, and
shame kept me from begging. And so, resorting once more to the art with which I
was so familiar, I was compelled to substitute the service of the tongue for
the labour of my hands. The students willingly provided me with whatsoever I
needed in the way of food and clothing, and likewise took charge of the
cultivation of the fields and paid for the erection of buildings, in order that
material cares might not keep me from my studies. Since my oratory was no
longer large enough to hold even a small part of their number, they found it
necessary to increase its size, and in so doing they greatly improved it,
building it of stone and wood. Although this oratory had been founded in honour
of the Holy Trinity, and afterwards dedicated thereto, I now named it the
Paraclete, mindful of how I had come there a fugitive and in despair, and had
breathed into my soul something of the miracle of divine consolation.
Many of those who heard of this were greatly astonished, and some violently
assailed my action, declaring that it was not permissible to dedicate a church
exclusively to the Holy Spirit rather than to God the Father. They held,
according to an ancient tradition, that 'it must be dedicated either to the Son
alone or else to the entire Trinity. The error which led them into this false
accusation resulted from their failure to perceive the identity of the
Paraclete with the Spirit Paraclete. Even as the whole Trinity, or any Person
in the Trinity, may rightly be called God or Helper, so likewise may It be
termed the Paraclete, that is to say the Consoler. These are the words of the
Apostle: "Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the
Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; who comforteth us in all our
tribulation" (II Cor. i. 3) And likewise the word of truth says: "And
he shall give you another comforter" (Greek "another Paraclete,"
John, xiv. 16).
Nay, since every church is consecrated equally in the name of the Father, the
Son and the Holy Spirit, without any difference in their possession thereof,
why should not the house of God be dedicated to the Father or to the Holy Spirit,
even as it is to the Son? Who would presume to erase from above the door the
name of him who is the master of the house? And since the Son offered Himself
as a sacrifice to the Father, and accordingly in the ceremonies of the mass the
prayers are offered particularly to the Father, and the immolation of the Host
is made to Him, why should the altar not be held to be chiefly His to whom
above all the supplication and sacrifice are made? Is it not called more
rightly the altar of Him who receives than of Him who makes the sacrifice? Who
would admit that an altar is that of the Holy Cross, or of the Sepulchre, or of
St. Michael, or John, or Peter, or of any other saint, unless either he himself
was sacrificed there or else special sacrifices and prayers are made there to
him? Methinks the altars and temples of certain ones among these saints are not
held to be idolatrous even though they are used for special sacrifices and
prayers to their patrons.
Some, however, may perchance argue that churches are not built or altars
dedicated to the Father because there is no feast which is solemnized
especially for Him. But while this reasoning holds good as regards the Trinity
itself, it does not apply in the case of the Holy Spirit. For this Spirit, from
the day of Its advent, has had its special feast of the Pentecost, even as the
Son has had since His coming upon earth His feast of the Nativity. Even as the
Son was sent into this world, so did the Holy Spirit descend upon the
disciples, and thus does It claim Its special religious rites. Nay, it seems
more fitting to dedicate a temple to It than to either of the other Persons of
the Trinity, if we but carefully study the apostolic authority, and consider
the workings of this Spirit Itself. To none of the three Persons did the
apostle dedicate a special temple save to the Holy Spirit alone. He does not
speak of a temple of the Father, or a temple of the Son, as he does of a temple
of the Holy Spirit, writing thus in his first epistle to the Corinthians:
"But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit." (I Cor. vi. 17).
And again: "What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy
Spirit which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?" (ib.
19).
Who is there who does not know that the sacraments of God's blessings
pertaining to the Church are particularly ascribed to the operation of divine
grace, by which is meant the Holy Spirit? Forsooth we are born again of water
and of the Holy Spirit in baptism, and thus from the very beginning is the body
made, as it were, a special temple of God. In the successive sacraments,
moreover, the seven-fold grace of the Spirit is added, whereby this same temple
of God is made beautiful and is consecrated. What wonder is it, then, if to
that Person to Whom the apostle assigned a spiritual temple we should dedicate
a material one? Or to what Person can a church be more rightly said to belong
than to Him to Whom all the blessings which the church administers are
particularly ascribed? It was not, however, with the thought of dedicating my
oratory to one Person that I first called it the Paraclete, but for the reason
I have already told, that in this spot I found consolation. None the less, even
if I had done it for the reason attributed to me, the departure from the usual
custom would have been in no way illogical.