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CHAPTER II
OF THE PERSECUTION HE HAD FROM HIS MASTER WILLIAM OF CHAMPEAUX
OF HIS ADVENTURES AT MELUN, AT CORBEIL AND AT PARIS
HIS WITHDRAWAL FROM THE CITY OF THE PARISIANS TO MELUN, AND HIS RETURN TO MONT
STE GENEVIEVE
OF HIS JOURNEY TO HIS OLD HOME
I CAME at length to Paris, where above all in those
days the art of dialectics was most flourishing, and there did I meet William
of Champeaux, my teacher, a man most distinguished in his science both by his
renown and by his true merit. With him I remained for some time, at first
indeed well liked of him; but later I brought him great grief, because I
undertook to refute certain of his opinions, not infrequently attacking him in
disputation, and now and then in these debates I was adjudged victor. Now this,
to those among my fellow students who were ranked foremost, seemed all the more
insufferable because of my youth and the brief duration of my studies.
Out of this sprang the beginning of my misfortunes, which have followed me even
to the present day; the more widely my fame was spread abroad, the more bitter
was the envy that was kindled against me. It was given out that I, presuming on
my gifts far beyond the warranty of my youth, was aspiring despite my tender
years to the leadership of a school; nay, more, that I was making ready the
very place in which I would undertake this task, the place being none other
than the castle of Melun, at that time a royal seat. My teacher himself had
some foreknowledge of this, and tried to remove my school as far as possible
from his own. Working in secret, he sought in every way he could before I left
his following to bring to nought the school I had planned and the place I had
chosen for It. Since, however, in that very place he had many rivals, and some
of them men of influence among the great ones of the land, relying on their aid
I won to the fulfillment of my wish; the support of many was secured for me by
reason of his own unconcealed envy. From this small inception of my school, my
fame in the art of dialectics began to spread abroad, so that little by little
the renown, not alone of those who had been my fellow students, but of our very
teacher himself, grew dim and was like to die out altogether. Thus it came
about that, still more confident in myself, I moved my school as soon as I well
might to the castle of Corbeil, which is hard by the city of Paris, for there I
knew there would be given more frequent chance for my assaults in our battle of
disputation.
No long time thereafter I was smitten with a grievous illness, brought upon me
by my immoderate zeal for study. This illness forced me to turn homeward to my
native province, and thus for some years I was as if cut off from France. And
yet, for that very reason, I was sought out all the more eagerly by those whose
hearts were troubled by the lore of dialectics. But after a few years had
passed, and I was whole again from my sickness, I learned that my teacher, that
same William Archdeacon of Paris, had changed his former garb and joined an
order of the regular clergy. This he had done, or so men said, in order that he
might be deemed more deeply religious, and so might be elevated to a loftier
rank in the prelacy, a thing which, in truth, very soon came to pass, for he
was made bishop of Chalons. Nevertheless, the garb he had donned by reason of
his conversion did nought to keep him away either from the city of Paris or
from his wonted study of philosophy; and in the very monastery wherein he had
shut himself up for the sake of religion he straightway set to teaching again
after the same fashion as before.
To him did I return for I was eager to learn more of rhetoric from his lips;
and in the course of our many arguments on various matters, I compelled him by
most potent reasoning first to alter his former opinion on the subject of the
universals, and finally to abandon it altogether. Now, the basis of this old
concept of his regarding the reality of universal ideas was that the same
quality formed the essence alike of the abstract whole and of the individuals
which were its parts: in other words, that there could be no essential
differences among these individuals, all being alike save for such variety as
might grow out of the many accidents of existence. Thereafter, however, he
corrected this opinion, no longer maintaining that the same quality was the
essence of all things, but that, rather, it manifested itself in them through
diverse ways. This problem of universals is ever the most vexed one among
logicians, to such a degree, indeed, that even Porphyry, writing in his
"Isagoge" regarding universals, dared not attempt a final
pronouncement thereon, saying rather: "This is the deepest of all problems
of its kind." Wherefore it followed that when William had first revised
and then finally abandoned altogether his views on this one subject, his
lecturing sank into such a state of negligent reasoning that it could scarce be
called lecturing on the science of dialectics at all; it was as if all his
science had been bound up in this one question of the nature of universals.
Thus it came about that my teaching won such strength and authority that even
those who before had clung most vehemently to my former master, and most
bitterly attacked my doctrines, now flocked to my school. The very man who had
succeeded to my master's chair in the Paris school offered me his post, in
order that he might put himself under my tutelage along with all the rest, and
this in the very place where of old his master and mine had reigned. And when,
in so short a time, my master saw me directing the study of dialectics there,
it is not easy to find words to tell with what envy he was consumed or with
what pain he was tormented. He could not long, in truth, bear the anguish of
what he felt to be his wrongs, and shrewdly he attacked me that he might drive
me forth. And because there was nought in my conduct whereby he could come at
me openly, he tried to steal away the school by launching the vilest calumnies
against him who had yielded his post to me, and by putting in his place a
certain rival of mine. So then I returned to Melun, and set up my school there
as before; and the more openly his envy pursued me, the greater was the
authority it conferred upon me. Even so held the poet: "Jealousy aims at
the peaks; the winds storm the loftiest summits." (Ovid: "Remedy for
Love," I, 369.)
Not long thereafter, when William became aware of the fact that almost all his
students were holding grave doubts as to his religion, and were whispering
earnestly among themselves about his conversion, deeming that he had by no
means abandoned this world, he withdrew himself and his brotherhood, together
with his students, to a certain estate far distant from the city. Forthwith I
returned from Melun to Paris, hoping for peace from him in the future. But
since, as I have said, he had caused my place to be occupied by a rival of
mine, I pitched the camp, as it were, of my school outside the city on Mont
Ste. Genevieve. Thus I was as one laying siege to him who had taken possession
of my post. No sooner had my master heard of this than he brazenly returned
post haste to the city, bringing back with him such students as he could, and
reinstating his brotherhood in their former monastery, much as if he would free
his soldiery, whom he had deserted, from my blockade. In truth, though, if it
was his purpose to bring them succour, he did nought but hurt them. Before that
time my rival had indeed had a certain number of students, of one sort and
another, chiefly by reason of his lectures on Priscian, in which he was
considered of great authority. After our master had returned, however, he lost
nearly all of these followers, and thus was compelled to give up the direction
of the school. Not long thereafter, apparently despairing further of worldly
fame, he was converted to the monastic life.
Following the return of our master to the city, the combats in disputation
which my scholars waged both with him himself and with his pupils, and the
successes which fortune gave to us, and above all to me, in these wars, you
have long since learned of through your own experience. The boast of Ajax,
though I speak it more temperately, I still am bold enough to make:
"if fain you
would learn now
How victory crowned the battle, by him was
I never vanquished."
(Ovid , "Metamorphoses," XIII, 89.)
But even were I to be silent, the fact proclaims
itself, and its outcome reveals the truth regarding it.
While these things were happening, it became needful for me again to repair to
my old home, by reason of my dear mother, Lucia, for after the conversion of my
father, Berengarius, to the monastic life, she so ordered her affairs as to do
likewise. When all this had been completed, I returned to France, above all in
order that I might study theology, since now my oft-mentioned teacher, William,
was active in the episcopate of Chalons. In this field of learning Anselm of
Laon, who was his teacher therein, had for long years enjoyed the greatest
renown.