Chapter

 1 1 |        perfectly well." And in spite of myself I began to feel
 2 3 |     their amours, had come, in spite of the cold, to make some
 3 3 |      herself and makes her, in spite of herself, incapable of
 4 4 |       was sympathetic, arid in spite of myself I felt the desire
 5 5 | interested in the young man in spite of myself. Perhaps there
 6 6 |       A painful odour arose in spite of the aromatic plants with
 7 9 |       who were present that in spite of the familiar way in which
 8 10|   raised it to my lips, and in spite of myself two tears fell
 9 10|    could hardly speak; for, in spite of the half-mocking smiles
10 11|       love me?" ~"Madly." ~"In spite of my bad disposition?" ~"
11 11|      my bad disposition?" ~"In spite of all." ~"You swear it?" ~"
12 13|            Well and good." ~In spite of myself I glanced at the
13 14|   liked, for I ate nothing. In spite of myself, my eyes were
14 16|        I had accepted, for, in spite of myself, it was a great
15 16|       well understand that, in spite of myself, my expenses soon
16 16|       which laid hold on me in spite of myself, until the hour
17 16|   regime and regular sleep. In spite of herself, Marguerite got
18 16|       owe it, but Bougival, in spite of its horrible name, is
19 18|       I began to be anxious in spite of myself, and as I knew
20 19|       the proof of my love. In spite of yourself, you think of
21 21|     but with an effort, for in spite of herself her eyes were
22 23|      me for the pain which, in spite of myself, I was giving
23 24|     her lips, toward which, in spite of myself, my own reached
24 24|    door. ~"Why?" ~"Because, in spite of what you have done to
25 26|     seem as if I am better, in spite of the feeling of sadness
26 26|    that I am so near death, in spite of what the doctors tell