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1 Dream,7| 7.~I returned home the next
2 Dream,1| very soon sell his car, abandon his parents and finally
3 Sins,1 | me, but I was completely absent-minded from that moment on. The
4 Sins,4 | know. It was probably by accident, but her breasts slid across
5 Sins,2 | on Cultural Policies, to accompany delegations of foreign experts,
6 Sins,6 | could until my jaws began aching. He thrust the needle somewhere
7 Sins,2 | dentist's office, greeting acquaintances with a nod and an odd grimace
8 | across
9 Sins,6 | spasmodically contorted in one final act, and then... it was over
10 Dream,5| they were so crammed with activity that I hardly had time to
11 | actually
12 Dream,4| friendly smile and waved, both acutely aware of what we were up
13 Dream,5| something written: a name, an address and a telephone number.
14 Sins,5 | who are real conformists adhere to that belief, and I dislike
15 Dream,4| a pirate from the Middle Ages. He had lost one eye in
16 Dream,2| parents and tell him: "Go ahead! What are you waiting for?
17 Sins,1 | anyone else: "Here I am and I ain't afraid of nuthin'!" Geography
18 Dream,4| When I got to the little airport, I discovered that I still
19 | Alone
20 | already
21 Dream,4| own creation, one which alternately elated and depressed me,
22 | Although
23 Dream,4| follow that shimmer from an altitude of ten thousand metres means
24 Sins,5 | one leg while mixing the amalgam, and her thigh, firm but
25 Dream | An american dream~(Një ëndërr amerikane)~
26 Dream | american dream~(Një ëndërr amerikane)~
27 | among
28 Sins,5 | Once, she used a full three ampoules of anaesthetic for one tooth.
29 Sins,5 | a full three ampoules of anaesthetic for one tooth. The only
30 Dream,7| filled with a sense of anguish and incredulity about what
31 Dream,6| zdrastvuye." I smiled and answered him in Albanian. It then
32 Dream,1| There's no sense in it anymore ... My wife and daughter
33 Dream,1| right after I leave my apartment building. He knows that
34 Sins,2 | silhouette of a thin woman appeared at the smoked-glass door.~"
35 Sins,1 | classroom. Aleks had an apple in his pocket which we took
36 Dream,6| She looked weary as she approached and asked: "Hello, are you
37 Sins,6 | everything. He stuck his thick arm with all the veins into
38 Dream,4| his waist and was suitably armed: a dagger, a steel hook
39 Dream,4| not Cufi still had both arms. He was, at any rate, haughtier
40 Sins,2 | him of my misfortune. We arranged to meet at a coffee shop
41 Dream,3| ticket and make the usual arrangements. My wife was not particularly
42 Dream,4| travelling, was likely to arrive before me. Even though he
43 Sins,3 | I remember nothing else, aside from Aleks' screams as he
44 Sins,6 | mount me. She positioned her ass somewhere down below my
45 Dream,4| reached the surreal. It was assisted no doubt by the fine weather,
46 Dream,6| another look at the photo to assure myself that none of the
47 Sins,2 | any pain," the colleague assured me.~I kept my mouth closed
48 Dream,4| time that I had crossed the Atlantic. I knew what a torture it
49 Dream,4| the strangely transparent atmosphere. From the time we left the
50 Sins,3 | wrathful faces, ready for the attack, as if some natural disaster
51 Dream,2| stared at it, without paying attention to where I was going. She
52 Sins,4 | terrorized by the calvary awaiting me and, in the midst of
53 Dream,6| almost the whole night wide awake, yet I felt a sense of release.
54 Dream,4| and waved, both acutely aware of what we were up to...~
55 Dream,4| inevitably emerged with a backache. ~My confusion during this
56 Dream,1| his moustache, and over my balcony hangs the washing of his
57 Sins,2 | presented me in lavish, baroque terms which degenerated
58 Dream,4| eye in the vanguard of a battle. The empty socket was covered
59 Sins,6 | he cried like a savage beast, and repeatedly thrust his
60 Dream,2| leave.~God, she was the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes
61 | beforehand
62 Sins,3 | But we did not expect such behaviour of you. How did you dare
63 | behind
64 Sins,5 | conformists adhere to that belief, and I dislike their sort.
65 Sins,5 | to clarify that I do not believe what people say about early
66 Dream,1| changed up to now because I believed what he said, that he would
67 Sins,6 | somewhere down below my lifeless belly. Spreading herself over
68 Sins,1 | was sitting at the front bench near the entrance. This
69 Sins,5 | effect on my lips, Anna bent down to get something from
70 | between
71 Dream,6| rueful look.~I was still bewildered as we strolled along the
72 Dream,1| my daily spiel before I bid him farewell and set off
73 Dream,2| replied simply, "Make it as big as you can," and handed
74 Dream,2| was coming over with the bill.~"How can I get this photo
75 Dream,3| I just get more and more bills and taxes to pay. You'll
76 Sins,6 | was feeble. Then, a little bit of something spewed out
77 Sins | The sins of the bitten~(Mëkatet e të kafshuarit)~
78 Dream,4| socket was covered by a black leather patch which was
79 Sins,1 | and summoning me to the blackboard, when the door flew open.~
80 Sins,1 | did the three girls who blithely surrounded him. All we had
81 Dream,2| silhouette portrait. She had her blonde hair tied up, and her lush
82 Sins,2 | degenerated into rococo. I blushed at what he'd said and thought
83 Dream,4| dagger, a steel hook for boarding vessels, the type of hook
84 Sins,6 | the lower ones. They were bobbing around. I was lost.~"It
85 Sins,1 | healthy mind in a healthy body."~I was petrified and cowered
86 Dream,4| could immerse himself in a book for the length of the journey.
87 Dream,3| always luck out," said my boss as we stood at the top of
88 Dream,5| Hello? Anna...? I'm sorry to bother you. I realize it's late,
89 Sins,1 | the phantom.~Aleks, the boy next door who I always played
90 Sins,3 | spinning in my open mouth.~My brain went numb and I remember
91 Sins,2 | my companion, trying to break the ice.~"Yes, I can see
92 Dream,6| girls, girls are like the breeze..." she replied with a rueful
93 Sins,2 | disaster occurred. Both of my bridges, which a country dentist
94 Dream,6| nothing to take with me, no briefcase, nothing, and strolled down
95 Dream,1| and waits for me, all his brilliant conversation being ignored
96 Sins,5 | thigh, firm but fleshy, brushed against my shoulder. I began
97 Sins,2 | male dentist, even some brute with loutish hands?" But
98 Sins,6 | but the tooth would not budge. The pain was unbearable.
99 Dream,3| particularly fond of my sudden business trips, but she knew better
100 Dream,1| going to have to change cafes. I haven't changed up to
101 Sins,1 | looking forward to the teacher calling out my name and summoning
102 Sins,4 | had suspected. I began to calm down, especially when she
103 Sins,4 | open, terrorized by the calvary awaiting me and, in the
104 Sins,3 | two premolars and in one canine tooth. You are going to
105 Sins,3 | What were premolars and canines, and what did he mean by
106 Dream,4| cut the throat of any sea captain who got in his way. I was
107 Dream,2| the cafe, I took the photo carefully out of my jacket and stared
108 Sins,6 | groaned as he removed it and cast the needle into a receptacle.~"
109 Sins,6 | tail of a lizard. It was a cataclysm. Then I dimly saw Anna mount
110 Dream,6| was at nine-thirty that I caught sight of a small, thinnish
111 Sins,2 | She tries her best not to cause any pain," the colleague
112 Dream,6| entering the building. This caused me to take the photo of
113 Sins,3 | shouted. "Open your mouth! Cavities in two premolars and in
114 Sins,1 | with them and are going to check all of you, one after the
115 Dream,2| so gently. She had high cheekbones and large, green eyes. Cufi'
116 Sins,2 | fool while my companion chewed his gum with all his sparkling,
117 Sins,6 | took my hand as she would a child's, and gave me a small,
118 Sins,5 | told you the story of my childhood experience with dentists
119 Sins,1 | portly fellow with a flabby chin and a long, thin moustache,
120 Sins,1 | up front. It was a rather chivalrous gesture on my part, as if
121 Sins,5 | with dentists simply to clarify that I do not believe what
122 Sins,5 | present at the clinic. She cleaned all my remaining teeth and
123 Sins,5 | else was present at the clinic. She cleaned all my remaining
124 Dream,5| for us to meet at nine o'clock at the entrance to the Philips
125 Sins,6 | still with me, came even closer. She was gentle. She took
126 Dream,3| upper shelves of the clothes closet for a suitcase. I also had
127 Dream,4| the fine weather, not a cloud in the sky, and by the strangely
128 Dream,2| was thunderstruck, but I collected myself immediately. I pretended
129 Dream,5| entrance to the Philips Collection, which was near my hotel.~"
130 Dream,6| leaning against one of the columns at the entrance and would
131 Sins,2 | as I was gobbling down my combined lunch and supper at home,
132 Dream,2| staring at the waiter who was coming over with the bill.~"How
133 Dream,6| wanted to say, both the compliments and Cufi's plans to sell
134 Sins,6 | together..."~I had trouble comprehending, and could not react. My
135 Sins,5 | Only people who are real conformists adhere to that belief, and
136 Sins,6 | I drifted in and out of consciousness. I shivered and shook. My
137 Dream,5| my motive for needing to contact Cufi's wife.~"Hello? Anna...?
138 Dream,4| From the time we left the continent, I stared out of the window
139 Sins,6 | squeeze me and spasmodically contorted in one final act, and then...
140 Dream,4| length of the journey. On the contrary, I sat there, drowsy and
141 Sins,6 | convulsions. I could no longer control my limbs, in particular
142 Dream,5| I told her it would be convenient for us to meet at nine o'
143 Dream,1| for me, all his brilliant conversation being ignored by the people
144 Sins,6 | with the grey hair, I was convinced that he was the one who
145 Sins,6 | started shaking, having convulsions. I could no longer control
146 Sins,2 | children giggled in the corner of the room.~I phoned a
147 Sins,1 | he added: "Mens sana in corpore sano" which he hastened
148 Sins,1 | proceeded into the narrow corridor, passing the phantom.~Aleks,
149 Sins,3 | s chair, and the wad of cotton stuck up my nose.~
150 Sins,2 | Both of my bridges, which a country dentist had painlessly installed
151 Sins,5 | influencing you for the whole course of your life. Only people
152 Dream,4| battle. The empty socket was covered by a black leather patch
153 Dream,5| two days, but they were so crammed with activity that I hardly
154 Sins,4 | companion whose neck was also craned to study me, as if he were
155 Dream,4| entered a reality of my own creation, one which alternately elated
156 Sins,2 | shook her hand, giving her a crooked, almost toothless smile.~"
157 Dream,4| the first time that I had crossed the Atlantic. I knew what
158 Sins,2 | at the National Debate on Cultural Policies, to accompany delegations
159 Dream,4| and a pair of pincers to cut the throat of any sea captain
160 Sins,6 | twitching electrically like the cut-off tail of a lizard. It was
161 Dream,4| and was suitably armed: a dagger, a steel hook for boarding
162 Dream,1| as you can imagine, is my daily spiel before I bid him farewell
163 Sins,3 | behaviour of you. How did you dare disobey the vice-principal'
164 Sins,3 | home-room teacher.~How we'd dared to disobey the vice-principal'
165 Dream,6| different person.~I was dazed. I felt a numbness in my
166 Sins,2 | main speech at the National Debate on Cultural Policies, to
167 Sins,2 | lavish, baroque terms which degenerated into rococo. I blushed at
168 Dream,3| to receive a high-level delegation. Damn it!" he continued,
169 Sins,2 | Cultural Policies, to accompany delegations of foreign experts, and
170 Dream,4| which alternately elated and depressed me, but from which I inevitably
171 Sins,3 | glittering in satisfaction. "You deserters! Now see where you've landed!
172 Dream,5| myself, she herself, the desire taking hold of me, and the
173 Sins,1 | petrified and cowered behind my desk. I don't know what happened
174 Sins,2 | had fallen out.~I was in despair and had a terrible night,
175 Dream,5| European time. Although I was desperately tired, I couldn't get to
176 Dream,1| hangs the washing of his devoted mother.~I enter the cafe
177 Sins,6 | molar. I thought I would die. He pulled and pushed, but
178 Dream,6| all. She was a completely different person.~I was dazed. I felt
179 Dream,2| enunciating the two "a"s differently from one another.~"Anna?
180 Sins,6 | was a cataclysm. Then I dimly saw Anna mount me. She positioned
181 Sins,6 | could not react. My sight dimmed, even though I was staring
182 Sins,3 | could supply an answer.~"You disappeared during class?" added the
183 Dream,4| to the little airport, I discovered that I still had Anna's
184 Sins,3 | dentist looked at us in disgust as if we had come from a
185 Sins,5 | adhere to that belief, and I dislike their sort. My experience
186 Dream,5| number. Everything was at my disposal: a telephone, her number,
187 Dream,4| means of shortening the distance between us.~It was not the
188 Dream,4| surreal. It was assisted no doubt by the fine weather, not
189 Sins,3 | all your molars out!"~He dragged both of us by the ears down
190 Sins,4 | get something out of the drawer on the other side. I don'
191 Dream | An american dream~(Një ëndërr amerikane)~
192 Dream,5| photo. It was there on the dressing table. I took it and had
193 Sins,6 | lacerated maw.~Incoherently, I drifted in and out of consciousness.
194 Dream,4| the contrary, I sat there, drowsy and confused, and entered
195 Dream,1| never in my life having drunk it at home, and Cufi pulls
196 Sins,5 | I could to keep my teeth dry of spit. The torture continued.~
197 Dream,6| numbness in my limbs and a dryness in my mouth. I don't know
198 Sins | sins of the bitten~(Mëkatet e të kafshuarit)~
199 Sins,3 | vice-principal tugging at our ear lobes, as he hurled: "I'
200 Sins,2 | installed some five years earlier, fractured. I was paralysed.
201 Sins,5 | from the needle had taken effect on my lips, Anna bent down
202 Sins,4 | what do you mean 'chicken', eh? You're not really frightened,
203 Dream,4| creation, one which alternately elated and depressed me, but from
204 Sins,6 | 6.~We went to the elder dentist the next day. The
205 Sins,6 | My legs were twitching electrically like the cut-off tail of
206 Sins,3 | where you've landed! Give 'em hell!"~The dentist looked
207 Sins,4 | my mouth.~I was totally embarrassed and did not know which way
208 Dream,4| from which I inevitably emerged with a backache. ~My confusion
209 Dream,4| vanguard of a battle. The empty socket was covered by a
210 Sins,2 | low voice.~"I sat down and endeavoured to speak. "I am in a real
211 Dream | An american dream~(Një ëndërr amerikane)~
212 Sins,5 | me the opposite. I began enjoying the visits to my dentist,
213 Dream,2| How can I get this photo enlarged? Where do they do that?"
214 Dream,1| of his devoted mother.~I enter the cafe for my morning
215 Sins,5 | the expert." I had put my entire soul into her hands.~She
216 Dream,2| Cufi?"~"Anna," he replied, enunciating the two "a"s differently
217 Sins,4 | my chest and gave me an erotic sensation I had never experienced
218 Sins,6 | veins into my throat, my esophagus, down into my guts. I screamed
219 Sins,4 | suspected. I began to calm down, especially when she leaned over me
220 Dream,5| it was early morning by European time. Although I was desperately
221 Sins,1 | It was an extremely rare event for the classroom door to
222 Sins,4 | study me, as if he were examining some old watch.~"They did
223 Sins,2 | And he's a real chicken!" exclaimed my companion, trying to
224 Sins,3 | we know. But we did not expect such behaviour of you. How
225 Sins,5 | what people say about early experiences influencing you for the
226 Sins,5 | I replied. "You're the expert." I had put my entire soul
227 Sins,2 | accompany delegations of foreign experts, and to organize dinner
228 Sins,5 | which Anna refused to do was extract the molars.~"For the extractions,
229 Sins,6 | mind needs to have a molar extracted. It's this one," she said,
230 Sins,5 | extract the molars.~"For the extractions, I will refer you to another
231 Sins,1 | door flew open.~It was an extremely rare event for the classroom
232 Sins,3 | waiting for us. Three wrathful faces, ready for the attack, as
233 Sins,2 | back, upper and lower - had fallen out.~I was in despair and
234 Dream,6| car and get back to his family.~In the end, she seemed
235 Sins,4 | that he would repeat his famous remark about biting only
236 Dream,2| longed for in moments of fantasy.~"I'm going to sell my car
237 Dream,1| daily spiel before I bid him farewell and set off for work.~
238 Sins,6 | cried, yet my voice was feeble. Then, a little bit of something
239 Sins,2 | thought to myself: "Why do I feel like this? Why couldn't
240 Dream,7| couple of days. I wasn't feeling too well... That's why.
241 Sins,1 | former, a tall and portly fellow with a flabby chin and a
242 Sins,1 | to go out to the sports field and to the girls' washroom.~
243 Dream,7| returned home the next day, filled with a sense of anguish
244 Sins,6 | spasmodically contorted in one final act, and then... it was
245 Dream,1| abandon his parents and finally join his wife and daughter
246 Dream,2| occurred to me to buy his car, finance a home for his parents and
247 Sins,5 | amalgam, and her thigh, firm but fleshy, brushed against
248 Sins,4 | way to look. My glance was fixed on the my companion whose
249 Sins,1 | and portly fellow with a flabby chin and a long, thin moustache,
250 Sins,5 | and her thigh, firm but fleshy, brushed against my shoulder.
251 Sins,1 | blackboard, when the door flew open.~It was an extremely
252 Dream,6| glance at it. I watched the flow of people shuffling along.
253 Dream,5| free day and would have to fly back home on the next. As
254 Dream,4| surface of the ocean. And to follow that shimmer from an altitude
255 Dream,3| wife was not particularly fond of my sudden business trips,
256 Sins,2 | a smile. I looked like a fool while my companion chewed
257 Sins,2 | accompany delegations of foreign experts, and to organize
258 Dream,6| only one to speak. I had forgotten everything I had wanted
259 Dream,2| scan it at my office. What format do you want it in?"~Cufi
260 | former
261 Dream,6| small, thinnish woman in her forties. She looked weary as she
262 Dream,4| that I was not one of those fortunate individuals who could sleep
263 Sins,1 | Monday, I was almost looking forward to the teacher calling out
264 Sins,2 | some five years earlier, fractured. I was paralysed. I could
265 Dream,5| for breath. I only had one free day and would have to fly
266 Sins,5 | my chest with increasing frequency, but she would raise one
267 Dream,4| one another an unusually friendly smile and waved, both acutely
268 Sins,4 | eh? You're not really frightened, are you?"~She asked all
269 Sins,1 | was a rather chivalrous gesture on my part, as if to tell
270 Dream,1| people I know. Cufi normally gets there at least an hour beforehand
271 Sins,2 | morning, as the children giggled in the corner of the room.~
272 Dream,1| the surrounding tables. He gives me a hearty welcome, in
273 Sins,2 | ponder. I shook her hand, giving her a crooked, almost toothless
274 Sins,1 | list, gave me a look. I glanced back at him.~"They brought
275 Dream,7| greeted everyone, had a glass of milk as usual, and left
276 Sins,3 | office, his false teeth glittering in satisfaction. "You deserters!
277 Sins,6 | instruments in his hands. He glowered and took out a long needle
278 Sins,2 | all the stress, as I was gobbling down my combined lunch and
279 Dream,2| replied as I turned to leave.~God, she was the most beautiful
280 Dream,6| anything to Cufi... Have a good flight..."~
281 Dream,4| the type of hook which had gouged out his missing eye, and
282 Dream,2| high cheekbones and large, green eyes. Cufi's wife was the
283 Sins,2 | to the dentist's office, greeting acquaintances with a nod
284 Sins,6 | saw the old man with the grey hair, I was convinced that
285 Sins,2 | acquaintances with a nod and an odd grimace which tried to be a smile.
286 Sins,5 | briefly. She smiled, and I grimaced tastelessly from the freezing.~
287 Sins,6 | a mind-boggling pain. I groaned as he removed it and cast
288 Dream,3| phoned my wife and began groping around in the upper shelves
289 Sins,6 | loudly.~I turned pale. I was growing numb and started shaking,
290 Sins,6 | ever seen.~"Open wider," he growled. I opened as wide as I could
291 Sins,2 | my companion chewed his gum with all his sparkling,
292 Sins,5 | remaining teeth and massaged my gums. I cowered at the sight
293 Sins,6 | esophagus, down into my guts. I screamed and cried, yet
294 Dream,2| Cufi's words. Who is this guy who hangs on here and doesn'
295 Dream,6| been standing here for over half an hour," and smiled.~"It
296 Sins,1 | shuffling down the long hallway, I took a deep breath and
297 Dream,2| as big as you can," and handed me the photo. I took it,
298 Sins,6 | and gave me a small, white handkerchief. "I am here at your side,"
299 Sins,1 | in corpore sano" which he hastened to translate as: "A healthy
300 Dream,4| arms. He was, at any rate, haughtier than I had ever seen him
301 Dream,1| These are the words I hear almost every morning from
302 Dream,1| surrounding tables. He gives me a hearty welcome, in particular since
303 Sins,3 | you've landed! Give 'em hell!"~The dentist looked at
304 Dream,2| ever so gently. She had high cheekbones and large, green
305 Dream,3| to be here to receive a high-level delegation. Damn it!" he
306 | himself
307 Sins,6 | of my mouth.~"Shit!" he hissed loudly.~I turned pale. I
308 Sins,6 | pointing to the x-ray.~"Hmm," he snarled, and then whispered
309 Dream,2| got to the office later, holding her photo in my hand, it
310 Sins,1 | played with during summer holidays and who was the third on
311 Dream,5| time and I've been getting homesick... for Tirana and everything.
312 Sins,5 | give me appointments at odd hours of the day, at times when
313 Dream,7| milk as usual, and left the house to go to work.~Cufi was
314 Sins,3 | deep trouble and felt the huge hands of the vice-principal
315 Sins,3 | at our ear lobes, as he hurled: "I'll get them to rip all
316 Dream,3| anyone else what a travelling husband needed.~
317 Sins,2 | companion, trying to break the ice.~"Yes, I can see that,"
318 Dream,2| eyes. Cufi's wife was the ideal woman. She was the being
319 Dream,6| had enough of me, lifeless idiot that I was, and did the
320 Dream,1| brilliant conversation being ignored by the people at the surrounding
321 Dream,2| but I collected myself immediately. I pretended to be indifferent
322 Dream,4| even one of those who could immerse himself in a book for the
323 Sins,6 | pincers into my lacerated maw.~Incoherently, I drifted in and out of
324 Sins,5 | slide over my chest with increasing frequency, but she would
325 Dream,7| with a sense of anguish and incredulity about what had taken place.
326 Dream,4| not one of those fortunate individuals who could sleep all the
327 Dream,4| depressed me, but from which I inevitably emerged with a backache. ~
328 Sins,6 | going to hurt. The tooth is infected, so it has to come out,"
329 Sins,5 | about early experiences influencing you for the whole course
330 Dream,5| will I recognize you?" she inquired.~"Oh, don't worry. I have
331 Sins,2 | country dentist had painlessly installed some five years earlier,
332 Sins,4 | 4.~"Let me introduce myself. I am Anna," said
333 Sins,6 | wide as I could until my jaws began aching. He thrust
334 Sins,4 | old watch.~"They did a bad job on you. Really bad, but
335 Dream,1| his parents and finally join his wife and daughter in
336 Dream,7| offered me a chair and I joined him.~"I haven't seen you
337 Dream,6| someone who had just been jolted out of a deep sleep.~"How
338 Dream,4| book for the length of the journey. On the contrary, I sat
339 Sins | the bitten~(Mëkatet e të kafshuarit)~
340 Sins,2 | colleague assured me.~I kept my mouth closed all the
341 Sins,1 | to me. "They're going to kill us."~While we were shuffling
342 Dream,5| could do for you."~"How kind of you! Thanks very much.
343 Sins,5 | felt her thighs touch my knees ever so briefly. She smiled,
344 Sins,2 | friend, as we entered without knocking. I stood at the doorway,
345 Dream,1| my apartment building. He knows that I have my morning coffee
346 Sins,6 | thrust his pincers into my lacerated maw.~Incoherently, I drifted
347 Dream,2| beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on! As soon as I got
348 Sins,3 | deserters! Now see where you've landed! Give 'em hell!"~The dentist
349 Dream,5| me so urgently to America lasted only two days, but they
350 Sins,2 | Hiroshima and Nagasaki!"~She laughed, washing her hands in the
351 Sins,2 | companion presented me in lavish, baroque terms which degenerated
352 Sins,4 | down, especially when she leaned over me to get something
353 Dream,6| hands in my pockets. I was leaning against one of the columns
354 Sins,1 | liked and I had already learned most of the map of the political
355 | least
356 Dream,4| socket was covered by a black leather patch which was tied around
357 Sins,5 | but she would raise one leg while mixing the amalgam,
358 Sins,6 | I shivered and shook. My legs were twitching electrically
359 Dream,4| himself in a book for the length of the journey. On the contrary,
360 Sins,1 | Geography was a subject I really liked and I had already learned
361 | likely
362 Sins,6 | like the cut-off tail of a lizard. It was a cataclysm. Then
363 Sins,3 | vice-principal tugging at our ear lobes, as he hurled: "I'll get
364 Dream,6| and would have felt like a local, had not a tall, thin man
365 Dream,2| She was the being ever man longed for in moments of fantasy.~"
366 Sins,6 | convulsions. I could no longer control my limbs, in particular
367 Dream,5| I heard her gentle, longing voice at the other end of
368 Sins,1 | that Monday, I was almost looking forward to the teacher calling
369 Dream,1| next door and is on the lookout for me every day. I am pretty
370 Sins,3 | need large fillings."~Oh Lord, take pity! What were premolars
371 Dream,6| photo. I have changed a lot..."~"No, you haven't," I
372 Dream,6| nine and there were still lots of people passing by, but
373 Sins,6 | mouth.~"Shit!" he hissed loudly.~I turned pale. I was growing
374 Sins,2 | dentist, even some brute with loutish hands?" But I had no time
375 Dream,3| 3.~"You always luck out," said my boss as we
376 Sins,2 | gobbling down my combined lunch and supper at home, a disaster
377 Dream,2| blonde hair tied up, and her lush lips were pressed against
378 Sins,4 | in the midst of it all... lust!~She smiled once again and
379 Sins,2 | been chosen to hold the main speech at the National Debate
380 Sins,2 | t he have taken me to a male dentist, even some brute
381 Sins,1 | already learned most of the map of the political world by
382 Sins,5 | all my remaining teeth and massaged my gums. I cowered at the
383 Dream,6| was on his way to work. Masses of people were entering
384 Sins,2 | dentist.~"She is a real master of the trade and she won'
385 Sins,6 | pincers into my lacerated maw.~Incoherently, I drifted
386 | Maybe
387 Sins,2 | reflect on any ulterior meaning.~
388 Sins,2 | parties and the minutes of the meetings, in short, to do everything.
389 Sins | The sins of the bitten~(Mëkatet e të kafshuarit)~
390 Sins,1 | false teeth, he added: "Mens sana in corpore sano" which
391 Sins,3 | whining of a motor and felt a metallic sphere spinning in my open
392 Dream,4| altitude of ten thousand metres means that it was really
393 Dream,4| dressed like a pirate from the Middle Ages. He had lost one eye
394 Dream,5| It must have been after midnight, though it was early morning
395 Dream,7| everyone, had a glass of milk as usual, and left the house
396 Sins,6 | into my throat and I felt a mind-boggling pain. I groaned as he removed
397 Sins,2 | done, telling him of my misfortune. We arranged to meet at
398 Dream,4| which had gouged out his missing eye, and a pair of pincers
399 Sins,5 | would raise one leg while mixing the amalgam, and her thigh,
400 Dream,2| being ever man longed for in moments of fantasy.~"I'm going to
401 Dream,1| the washing of his devoted mother.~I enter the cafe for my
402 Dream,5| even really understand my motive for needing to contact Cufi'
403 Sins,3 | I heard the whining of a motor and felt a metallic sphere
404 Sins,6 | cataclysm. Then I dimly saw Anna mount me. She positioned her ass
405 | much
406 Sins,3 | as if we had come from a mule pen or from another planet.~"
407 Sins,4 | dentist in a soft voice.~I mumbled my name in reply. She smiled
408 Sins,2 | smoked-glass door.~"That's her," murmured my friend, as we entered
409 Dream,6| No, you haven't," I muttered.~"Yes, I have. It's true...
410 Sins,2 | mean, like Hiroshima and Nagasaki!"~She laughed, washing her
411 Sins,1 | and we proceeded into the narrow corridor, passing the phantom.~
412 Sins,2 | hold the main speech at the National Debate on Cultural Policies,
413 Sins,3 | for the attack, as if some natural disaster had occurred.~"
414 Sins,2 | washing her hands in the nearby sink.~"And he's a real chicken!"
415 Sins,4 | on the my companion whose neck was also craned to study
416 Sins,3 | tooth. You are going to need large fillings."~Oh Lord,
417 Dream,3| what a travelling husband needed.~
418 Dream,5| understand my motive for needing to contact Cufi's wife.~"
419 Sins,6 | doctor. This friend of mind needs to have a molar extracted.
420 Dream,1| almost every morning from my neighbour, right after I leave my
421 | neither
422 Dream,6| resembled her. It was at nine-thirty that I caught sight of a
423 Dream | An american dream~(Një ëndërr amerikane)~
424 Sins,2 | greeting acquaintances with a nod and an odd grimace which
425 | none
426 Dream,1| full of people I know. Cufi normally gets there at least an hour
427 Sins,3 | wad of cotton stuck up my nose.~
428 Sins,1 | washroom.~The phantom did not notice, nor did the three girls
429 Sins,1 | am and I ain't afraid of nuthin'!" Geography was a subject
430 Dream,5| convenient for us to meet at nine o'clock at the entrance to
431 Dream,4| had ever seen him and had obviously changed his mind at the
432 Sins,1 | uttered:~"Let's run away!"~"OK," said Aleks and we took
433 Sins,6 | in particular the lower ones. They were bobbing around.
434 Sins,5 | experience has taught me the opposite. I began enjoying the visits
435 Sins,2 | the dentist, right away!" ordered my wife the next morning,
436 Sins,2 | foreign experts, and to organize dinner parties and the minutes
437 Dream,5| a dinner offered by the organizers. It must have been after
438 | Otherwise
439 | own
440 Sins,2 | which a country dentist had painlessly installed some five years
441 Dream,4| out his missing eye, and a pair of pincers to cut the throat
442 Sins,6 | hissed loudly.~I turned pale. I was growing numb and
443 Sins,4 | and could not answer.~The panic did not last as long as
444 Sins,2 | earlier, fractured. I was paralysed. I could not open my mouth
445 Dream,1| that Fiat Uno, remains parked out front. In the cafe sits
446 Sins,1 | chivalrous gesture on my part, as if to tell the teacher
447 Sins,2 | and to organize dinner parties and the minutes of the meetings,
448 Dream,6| had not a tall, thin man passed by and greeted me in Russian
449 Dream,6| wait in vain.~It was twenty past nine and there were still
450 Dream,4| covered by a black leather patch which was tied around the
451 Dream,6| as we strolled along the pavement. She was the only one to
452 Dream,3| more bills and taxes to pay. You'll have to go to America
453 Dream,2| and stared at it, without paying attention to where I was
454 Dream,1| I'm usually the one who pays for his morning coffee.~"
455 Dream,6| myself that none of the pedestrians resembled her. It was at
456 Sins,3 | we had come from a mule pen or from another planet.~"
457 Dream,6| was a completely different person.~I was dazed. I felt a numbness
458 Sins,1 | in a healthy body."~I was petrified and cowered behind my desk.
459 Dream,5| clock at the entrance to the Philips Collection, which was near
460 Dream,2| until he showed me her photograph one fine morning during
461 Dream,4| Fiat, he was dressed like a pirate from the Middle Ages. He
462 Sins,3 | mule pen or from another planet.~"Sit down," he shouted. "
463 Dream,6| the compliments and Cufi's plans to sell his car and get
464 Sins,1 | boy next door who I always played with during summer holidays
465 Dream,5| very much. It would be a pleasure to meet you. It's been such
466 Dream,6| road with my hands in my pockets. I was leaning against one
467 Sins,6 | long needle with a thick point, the thickest I had ever
468 Sins,6 | It's this one," she said, pointing to the x-ray.~"Hmm," he
469 Sins,2 | National Debate on Cultural Policies, to accompany delegations
470 Sins,1 | learned most of the map of the political world by heart. On that
471 Sins,2 | hands?" But I had no time to ponder. I shook her hand, giving
472 Sins,1 | The former, a tall and portly fellow with a flabby chin
473 Dream,2| stunning. It was a silhouette portrait. She had her blonde hair
474 Sins,6 | dimly saw Anna mount me. She positioned her ass somewhere down below
475 Dream,6| tell you that you could not possibly recognize me from a photo.
476 Sins,2 | to speak. "I am in a real predicament. I mean, like Hiroshima
477 Sins,5 | times when no one else was present at the clinic. She cleaned
478 Sins,2 | limbs numb.~My companion presented me in lavish, baroque terms
479 Dream,2| and her lush lips were pressed against one another ever
480 Dream,2| collected myself immediately. I pretended to be indifferent and to
481 Dream,1| lookout for me every day. I am pretty sure that sooner or later
482 Sins,5 | Don't worry, he's a real pro." "Alright," I replied. "
483 Sins,4 | side. I don't know. It was probably by accident, but her breasts
484 Dream,2| asked me right off.~"No problem," I replied, "I can scan
485 Sins,1 | others rose, too, and we proceeded into the narrow corridor,
486 Dream,6| you Albanian?" and then pronounced my name.~"I am Cufi's wife,
487 Sins,6 | thought I would die. He pulled and pushed, but the tooth
488 Dream,1| drunk it at home, and Cufi pulls back a chair for me to sit
489 Sins,6 | would die. He pulled and pushed, but the tooth would not
490 Sins,6 | pain was unbearable. I was quaking. He seemed to be yanking
491 Sins,4 | you?"~She asked all the questions while I had my mouth open
492 Sins,5 | frequency, but she would raise one leg while mixing the
493 Sins,2 | come at such a late hour" rang in my ears, but I had no
494 Sins,1 | open.~It was an extremely rare event for the classroom
495 Dream,4| both arms. He was, at any rate, haughtier than I had ever
496 Dream,4| during this flight had almost reached the surreal. It was assisted
497 Sins,6 | comprehending, and could not react. My sight dimmed, even though
498 Sins,3 | us. Three wrathful faces, ready for the attack, as if some
499 Dream,4| confused, and entered a reality of my own creation, one
500 Dream,5| m sorry to bother you. I realize it's late, but... I'm...
501 Dream,4| knew what a torture it was, realizing full well that I was not